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'A 6th member in 1D is needed!' Posters like this were everywhere. Caitlynn Anderson is a girl who need a carear fast and she is willing to become a singer to do it. Shes gonna become a 'popstar'. She signed up and sang live. In front of Simon Cowell and the boys. They deside shes in. and they all treat her like on of the guys. Her boyfriend is Luke Stokes so her and the boys dont flirt. The fans love her too and they love Luke. They go on tour and 19 year old Caitlynn has the best time of her life. Luke soon cheats on her with Dannelle Peazer Liams now ex girlfriend. Liam and Caitlynn become best friends and are now a ship #Caiam is it real or just a funny rumor?

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5. FLASH BACK ATTACK

Caitlynn's POV

Mature content 13+

Today Simon told us we have to got to the theater and watch a romantic movie.

We cuddled up and acted couply and some fans were watching us and taking pictures. We ignored them and watched the cheese movie.

A kissing part came up and i didnt want to see snogging. So as a good 'girlfriend' i cuddled my head in the crook of his neck. When my face touched Liams neck i felt something i havent felt since Luke.

Liam must of felt it too because i looked up and he was looking at my lips leaning in for a kiss.

I looked at his lips and soon enough we were kicked out for PDA.

I was kissing my best mate in public.

But i liked it. I felt those sparkes i felt happy.

That wasnt even planned!

WE DID THAT BECAUSE WE FUCKING WANTED TO!

I wanted to drink.

I wanted to go to the club and get wasted.

I wanted to smoke some weed.

I wanted to kiss Liam again.

Thats too much and i know i can only have one.

Liam hated me drunk and the fact i smoke sometimes. He hated that my thick british accent made me want to drink and just be a badass.

But i am a badass.

I may have passed all my grades but i still was that one girl who could have any boy do anything for her in high school. I could be called a slut.

A bad influense.

A drunk.

I was.

I always drank when i got mad, sad, happy, crazy, horny, sweet, high, sweaty; ect.

I was not perfect.

I control my self better now. I drink less. I never really smoke. I make directioners happy everywhere.

I make everyone happy.

Besides the one person who should always be happy.

Me.

Im not good enough for Liam.

Im just gonna stay single and ill live with it.

We went back to the hotel.

I went to my room and cryed my self asleep.

FLASH BACK!

Me and Luke were on my bed snogging eachother.

"I want you" he whispered in my ear.

I was teaseing him and his little friend were getting excited .

"Not yet Luke im just getting started" I said smirking.

I went back to kissing his neck and he moaned.

He wanted to please my need to he took his hand and started to rub circles on my 'hot spot'. i moaned and was enjoying what he was doing. he stoped and rolled over so he was on top of me. he started with the love bites. then the heavy snogging. we got undressed and he mumbled 'i love you' i felt his friend getting hard. then he entered me.

Making me moan 'faster' and 'harder' my walls tightened and i let go. Soon he did too. We laid there catching our breaths. he removed the condom and i got a shower.

After i took one he did too.

Then i went to sleep on his chest.

FLASH BACK is over!

I opened my eyes and saw Luke is no here. Just a damn flashback. I left the Hotel after that. tommorow is a free day so we can enjoy the city.

Not for me im gonna go clubbing.

I wrote a note explaining that im going clubbing and wont come back till tommorow. Unless i call them or the cops called them.

I went in my room and got in a pair of red skinnys and a black shirt with my face on it! under my self it said in red 'im a fucking rebel so lay off'. I put on my black toms. i got my phone and put it in my bra and left.

I found a club and they knew who i was and let me in. I stood at the bar almost drunk. I asked for 3 more shots and then im drunk.

I went to go dance.

I danced and danced.

I felt a hand on me and slapped who ever it was.

I started to laugh. The i started to cry.

Liam? is here.

He put me over his shoulder. and im drunk.

I started to sing.

"I wanna be drunk when I wake up
On the right side of the wrong bed
And never an excuse I made up
Tell you the truth I hate
What didn't kill me
It never made me stronger at all.
Love will scar your make-up lip sticks to me
So now I maybe lean back there
I'm sat here wishing I was sober
I know I'll never hold you like I used to.

But a house gets cold when you cut the heating
Without you to hold I'll be freezing
Can't rely on my heart to beat in
'Cause you take parts of it every evening
Take words out of my mouth just from breathing
Replace with phrases like when you're leaving me.

Should I, should I?
Maybe I'll get drunk again
I'll be drunk again
I'll be drunk again
To feel a little love

I wanna hold your heart in both hands
Not watch it fizzle at the bottom of a Coke can
And I got no plans for the weekend
So should we speak then
Keep it between friends
Though I know you'll never love me like you used to.

There may be other people like us
Who see the flicker of the clipper when they light up
Flames just create us but burns don't heal like before
And you don't hold me anymore.

On cold days cold plays out like the band's name
I know I can't heal things with a hand shake
You know I can't change as I began saying
You cut me wide open like landscape
Open bottles of beer but never champagne
To applaud you with the sound that my hands make.

Should I, should I?
Maybe I'll get drunk again
I'll be drunk again
I'll be drunk again
To feel a little love.

All by myself
I'm here again
All by myself
You know I'll never change
All by myself
All by myself
I'm just drunk again
I'll be drunk again
I'll be drunk again
To feel a little love." I sang my faverate song.

I realized the music was off and the only thing people were listening to was me.

I felt famous.

But of course i really am famous and i got really drunk and entertained other drunk people.

This is what happens i drink and end up singing to people. I wont even remember today. but hey. i had fun.

How i hope i dont go rambleing on and on about my past!

FLASH BACK!

I was 15. Mum and dad were fighting again. My dad yeah i hated him he was drunk all the time. He was a jerk too always cheating. Beating up my mum.

I had just enough of the fights and my mums screams of pain. I had just the courage to leave my room and make them stop.

I walked out of my room and into theirs.

"BABY GO TO YOUR ROOM" My mum screamed.

My dads back was too me and my mum had a look of panic on her face. She looked like she had a gun being pointed at her. Of course.

My dad turned around and pointed the gun at me. Then at my mum.

He started to laugh and sounded like he had gone mad with in a matter of seconds.

I saw him and he tightened the grip on the gun.

He pulled the trigger. I ran to my mum. Called 999. and when they got here she stoped breathing.

My dad is now in prison for life.

They tried to put me in foster care.

But i packed my bags and went to back to London. i got a job and got a old flat. But i survied.

Then i met Luke and now this happened.

Flash back is over!

Liam put me in the car. i started to press buttons.

Who put me in the car? Im drunk and know im forgeting things.

"Can i be dropped off at the crimson hotel! My fake 'boyfriend' will be worried and he is so hot when his is worried!" I said to the dude.

"Really whats his name?" The dude said.

"Liam Payne. Let me just say he is gorgous and fit! We kissed today. BEST KISS EVER! but hes too good for me. You see how drunk i am. I get this drunk too much." I said.

"Really you could just lay off the bars and clubs and become a sober type of girl!" Dude said.

"True im ju-" I fell asleep.

Liams POV

He said i was gorgous and fit! A good kisser. But im too good for her?

I could fix her!

Why would i say that. Im not over Dani!

Well maybe i am. But Caitlynn isnt over Luke she just told me part of her past.

And i already am growing feeling that are wrong.

But that kiss felt perfect.

And she i think felt it too.

NO we are just friends.

NOTHING MORE!

Right?

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