I Promise

Lexi is an 18 year old girl who has been best friends with Justin ever since they can remember... But when things get difficult , a promise tears them apart. Justin's tour stops by Canada and Lexi is forced to go to his show. What will happen when they see each other again? Will they express their feelings , or will things get worse?

"I know it's hard but no matter what it is , I love you , I promise."

Read to find out :*

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23. Moving On

I woke up in an unfamiliar surrounding. A tan room with black window shades and a queen size bed. There were people surrounding the bed, and someone sitting at the head of it, rubbing my temples. There were whispers all throughout the room.

 

Lainey: Is she gonna be okay?

Pattie: I think she’s waking up…

Michelle: Sweetheart… wake up.

 

I opened my eyes even wider, despite of all the pain my head was in.

 

Lexi: Where- Where am I?

Michelle: You’re back at Pattie and I’s condo honey. It’ll be alright, I promise you. Are you feeling any better?

 

For some reason a tear slipped from my eye. I nodded my head and rolled over on my side.

 

Pattie: Want a glass of water?

Lexi: Yes please.

 

She handed me the cup of water and I sat up and gulped it down. Lainey leaned over to hug me and I hugged her back, then I tried to stand up from the bed.

 

Michelle: Whoa, whoa, take it easy.

Lexi: I’m fine.

 

I was still upset with everyone that would even come near me. I wasn’t in the mood to talk to anyone, I practically just gave up my whole world, but deep down I knew it was for the right reason. I walked into the kitchen and found my phone sitting on the counter. I picked it up and there were no missed calls or text messages. I sighed and sat down, then texted Ashley.

 

To: Ash ~ Sent @ 6:04 p.m.

I miss you… I think I’m coming back to Stratford.

 

A minute later I got a text back.

 

From: Ash ~ Sent @ 6:05 p.m.

Yay! I’ll pick you up at the airport tomorrow! I hope everything’s alright ):

 

 

My mom walked up behind me and rested her chin on my head and kissed my hair.

 

Michelle: My poor baby..

Lexi: Uh.. Mom, I think I’m going back to Canada tomorrow. It’s what’s best for me. I want you to stay here. I want you to have fun… I just need to rest, forget about everything, chill, and go back to normal for a while.

 

She looked at me with an upset look; crossing her arms and staring me straight in the eyes.

 

Mom: But swee-

Lexi: Ashley’s meeting me at the airport tomorrow, Mom. I’m going back home… And that doesn’t mean I’ll be there forever, I just need a break.

 

My mom began to walk out of the room.

 

Mom: Well I can’t be holding your hand forever… You can make your own choices now, I’ll just miss you a lot hun.

 

And she was exactly right. I was my own person, old enough to do what I wanted without asking “if I could” every time I wanted to do something for myself. I knew I had to go back home, otherwise I, mentally, would be able to take myself anymore. I felt like leaving LA would just be a sense of letting go, I mean not that he even cared where I was considering he hadn’t called or texted me yet; but I soon assumed that’s what I needed; him to just forget.

 

I lied my head on the table since I was starting to feel a little light headed again and someone came up and gently tapped on my shoulder.

 

Lainey: So, I hear you’re leavin’ us…

 

Lainey set her hand on her pregnant stomach.

 

Lainey: Goin’ back to Stratford…

Lexi: I’m sorry. I just really need a break. You know I’m mentally damaged because of everything that went on when I was younger… I can’t help it, and if I wait any longer, I’ll eventually just break down. I’m sorry Lain.

 

She looked at me with sorrowful eyes. She then pulled me into a hug and rested her neck on my shoulder.

 

Lainey: I’ll miss you Lex…

Lexi: I’ll miss you too, girl.

 

We walked into the living room and I kept my arm around Lainey’s shoulder just in case I were to fall over again. She helped me sit down, and we turned on the TV to Pretty Little Liars. 

 

Lainey: Ah this is my favorite episdode!!

 

I giggled at her and as the night went on I eventually fell asleep.

 

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I woke up at 6 a.m. to my alarm going off. I sat up, pulled my hair into a messy bun and slipped on one of my old high school sweatshirts. Lainey was sleep right beside me so I slowly tiptoed over to my bag, which was leaned against the foot of the couch. I picked it up and walked quietly into the kitchen, then filled up a cup of coffee and wrote a note that I after placed on the counter.

 

Dear Mama and Pattie,

 

Thanks for having me grow up around amazing people like you. You know it’s hard for me here, and how stressed everything makes me. I need a break but I won’t be gone for long. And please don’t worry about Justin and I, I’m sure he will find someone soon enough to make him just as happy. Have fun and enjoy yourselves! I’ll miss you lots. Love you.

-Lex

 

I picked up my cup and started heading out the door. I walked outside to the smell of the fresh soggy grass and dripping palm trees. The air absorbed a lot of the water, so every step I took, it got even more moist. I looked all around me. I liked California, I really did… It was beautiful, like a place you could just dream about for days… But there was that part about it that was just too much for me. I piled my stuff in the car and was on my way to the airport.

 

_

 

The flight was about to take off. I sat in the plane with my head rested up against the window and looking down at the small pines of grass on the side of the runway. I needed to stop thinking. About everything… Because that was exactly my problem. See, I was obviously thinking about Justin, but I didn't want to. I wanted to learn be happy by myself and figure out my life. A tear slowly dripped from my eye as the plane took off, and I sat there… Watching as we rose higher and higher and the guilt built up inside of me that the fact that I was leaving the love of my life. We both had to move on…

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

*hiiiya lovelies <3

 

gah it's so depressing ):

 

what do you think?

 

 

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hehehe we love you guys (: and everyone that's been kiking us... we appreciate it so much, ya'll are so incredibly sweet!

 

we are trying to find time to make a long chapter but there's so much going on ):

 

 

goodnight dolls :*

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