I Promise

Lexi is an 18 year old girl who has been best friends with Justin ever since they can remember... But when things get difficult , a promise tears them apart. Justin's tour stops by Canada and Lexi is forced to go to his show. What will happen when they see each other again? Will they express their feelings , or will things get worse?

"I know it's hard but no matter what it is , I love you , I promise."

Read to find out :*

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22. Make Me Disappear

As I ran up the dock, every possible thought fled through my brain. I just broke Justin’s heart. I felt like the biggest bitch and all I felt like doing was not even trying to fake a smile anymore; to just go back home and cry, watch sad movies, and get a coffee.

 

I flew through the back door of the house and turned back, looking down at the beach. Justin sat there in the sand by the water with his face buried in his hands. I didn’t want to think about it. I walked up to the table where Alfredo, Lainey, and Ryan sat while my mom and Pattie were talking in the kitchen washing dishes.

 

Lexi: Sorry about that….

Lainey: No babe, it’s alright. Wanna take a seat?

 

I wiped a tear that slipped from the corner of my eye and sniffled, trying to hold the other tears back.

 

Lexi: No.. No, it’s alright. I need to go upstairs.

 

I let out a soft cry and ran up the huge spiral staircase. I grabbed my bag and set Justin’s shirt I was recently wearing on the bed. The cases on the pillow were lined with small red rose petals which made me just get even more upset. I took one last glance and slowly walked out the door, closing it behind me. This house was almost like a maze, every which way you’d turn there would be a new room; and big ones too. I snuck behind one of the walls connecting to another room and I slid my way past sneakily until I got to the kitchen.

 

Lexi: Mom.

 

Both her and Pattie turned back and looked as like they were questioning me.

 

Michelle: Yeah, sweetie? What happened…

Pattie: Are you alright? Come here.

 

They could both tell I was crying, so Pattie pulled me into a tight hug.

 

Pattie: Girl, what’s wrong?

 

I broke down in her arms. I couldn’t hold it together anymore.

 

Lexi: J-J-Justin and I b-broke up.

 

There was silence until I heard Pattie’s soft voice whispering in my ear and my mom’s hand on my shoulder.

 

Pattie: Oh no…

Michelle: Oh sweetie…

 

This time I was smashed between both my mom and Pattie. They both had their arms tightly wrapped around me while I cried and cried. At this point I almost felt like giving up, Justin was the only person I knew that I could imagine myself being with, and I don’t even think I had the guts to go out and meet someone new considering I was the same awkward, antisocial Lexi from the small town that no one knew about. At the same time, I knew Justin and I wouldn’t work out. The paparazzi was too hard, the fans were too hard and there was no possible chance it’d be normal again.

 

Lexi: I need to go stay at your guys’ apartment tonight, please. I need to go back to Stratford. Please.

Pattie: Of course sweetheart. But are you just giving up that quickly? He loves you more than anyth-

 

I shook my head and let another tear slip while my mom looked at me sincerely and rubbed my back.

 

Lexi: Look- I know that he loves me okay. I know he does. But that’s not it you guys. It’s complicated, just please understand me. I need to leave.

 

My whole body started to tremble and my head collapsed on my mom’s shoulder. My voice shook to where no one could even understand what was I was trying to say. My mom knew I was getting another anxiety attack so she brought me over to the counter and sat me down, which unfortunately caught Lainey’s attention.

 

Lexi: I don’t wanna be here- I can’t be here- make me disappear- I don’t deserve this- I don’t deserve living.

 

My sight was blurry since my head was pounding so hard and tears were filled in my eyes. A moving figure walked toward me.

 

Lainey: Lex, oh my God are you o-

 

And that was the last I saw~  I was lying on the ground, cold blooded, and a huge bump on the back of my head.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Ahhhh you guys.

 

We're so busy and we are really trying SO hard to get your updates we've been promising.

Sorry it's so short but we wanted to give ya'll something tonight before we went to bed.

 

sooo homecoming was this weekend AND HEARTBREAKER CAME OUT AHFDJFHJDAHFJDAH IT'S SO PERFECT. what do you think of it? (;

so another reason why we didn't update is bc we were too busy fangirling asdfghjkl

 

 

 

*poor lexi ): do you think she'll be okay? what will justin do?

comment for another update and read to find out (:

 

love ya c:

 

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