I Promise

Lexi is an 18 year old girl who has been best friends with Justin ever since they can remember... But when things get difficult , a promise tears them apart. Justin's tour stops by Canada and Lexi is forced to go to his show. What will happen when they see each other again? Will they express their feelings , or will things get worse?

"I know it's hard but no matter what it is , I love you , I promise."

Read to find out :*

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27. I'm Here

I got in the shower and started to think deeper into everything that was happening. I really loved the way Jason acted. It was something about him I guess that just reminded me of how Justin treated me. And maybe with Jason, it’s an excuse for my brain to tell me to move on.

 

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I stepped out of the shower and wrapped my towel around me. I combed through my hair and walked in my room to find some pajamas. I dug through my drawers trying to find one of my oversized sweatshirts. All of the sudden it felt like I was being trapped in my own little brain teases again. A piano played over and over again in my head.

 

“When you’re gone, the face I came to know is missing too”

 

Our song. Justin and I’s played in my head like my brain was literally torturing itself. Justin’s note and the necklace was sitting right on top of my clothes. I dropped to the floor, sobbing in my towel and holding the necklace in one hand and aggressively squeezed my other hand together to try to relieve some of my stress. Just when I thought I might’ve found someone new… My words haunted me.

 

Lexi: Justin… I miss you.

 

My thoughts were taking over my body that I never even thought once about Jason being downstairs. I grabbed a bottle of Advil from my purse and tried to open the lid with everything I had in me. I cried out like I was screaming in pain.

 

Lexi: I HATE MYSELF

 

Still as I was curled up sobbing, I finally popped the bottle open and started trying to force pills down my throat. My door creaked open and I felt someone rush in the room.

 

Voice: Lexi? Lexi no! Wait!

Lexi: GET THE HELL OUT OF HERE JASON

 

I didn’t even look up to see who it was, I just assumed as I tried to swallow a second dry pill. I felt the bottle get ripped from my hand.

 

Lexi: GIVE ME IT BACK!

 

My head collapsed on the carpet and my tears were streaming down my face. I couldn’t control my body. My brain was making me go insane.

 

Voice: Lexi… What happened…

 

Jason kneeled down, wrapped his arm around me and talked to me in a calming deep voice.

 

Lexi: C-Can I ask you something?

 

Jason started caressing my thigh as several more tears fell from my eyes.

 

Jason: Of course… Anything at all.

 

I tried as hard as I could to shuffle the words out of my mouth, but having him look me in the eyes made it even harder.

 

Lexi: Do you think I made the wrong decision? I mean about leaving Justin…

Jason: Well I’m sure it was just a spur of the moment decision. I know you still love him a lot.. At least from what you’re telling me and I know for a fact he wants you back, I mean, who wouldn’t?

 

I sighed to myself and looked down at the sparkling necklace intertwined in my fingers.

 

Lexi: I doubt he wants me back…

 

My eyes began to form tears again as I leaned my head up against the dresser. Jason softly took my hand and took the necklace out, then glanced at it himself.

 

Jason: Trust me. He needs you.

Lexi: Oh really… And how exactly would you know? He’s found someone better already… I’m calling it.

 

The formed tears slipped yet again from my eyes and I grabbed for the bottle of pills on the ground next to Jason. Right as my palm touched the side of the bottle, Jason’s muscular hand swatted it so the container spilled the pills all over the carpet. I swung at his chest trying to get him to let me take another pill. But he was too strong for me, and that was it. I fought and fought against him as he tried to hold my hands back but nothing seemed to help.

 

Jason: Alexandra.

Lexi: Don’t. Fucking. Call. Me. That.

 

Jason forcefully pinned my hands to the floor, considering he had no other option because of how insane I was being. He kicked the pills and bottle back with his feet and stared into my eyes.

 

Jason: Lexi. Please, wait.

 

I suddenly calmed down and listened to his words. I was shaking more than ever, but I physically had no more power in me to keep fighting with him. The only thing I allowed myself to do was cry. I nervously stared at the ground and waited for him to say something more.

Jason wiped the tear from my cheek with his thumb and tucked my loose bangs behind my ear.

 

I looked up at Jason to see him unzipping his black sweatshirt, pulling the hood down, and taking off his sunglasses. His eyes were watering down as he looked deep into my eyes and looked back down at the bottle of pills. His eyes released a few tears and his muscular arms pulled me into a hug.

 

Justin: I-I’m sorry. I’m here.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

omg.

there ya goooo (: 

 

ah im sorry... but i finally got out of the hospital so yay

 

 

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