I haven't had these nightmares until we started going out a few years ago. Should I split off?

*Guys,this Movella talks about self harm. If you self harm,please stop. It's not worth it. You're all beautiful to me. Every single one of you.*


3. Chapter 3

*Jade's POV*


Lies. My life is based on lies and hate. Checking for hate on Instagram and Twitter has become a drug. Hate is my drug. And like most drugs,I'll die from it. This morning,Louis and I decided to get some Starbucks. He said to get ready,and then disappeared. I stripped off my large sweatshirt I had slept in,then stood in front of the full body mirror. Cuts covered my lower arms. None were least not deep enough for the hospital. I turned to the side,looking at the size of my stomach. I felt huge. 

I quickly picked out some high-waisted denim shorts and a hoodie. My Vans were sitting outside of my large closet,so I slipped those on. I rushed with make-up,only some foundation,blush,mascara,lipgloss. I brush my dark hair,then leave it down. 

"Why a hoodie?" Louis asks as I jog down the stairs. 

"Rain..." Lies. I had to hide the cuts...

"Ah." He nods,then looks down at his outfit. "I'll be back,love." He smiles. 

Moments later,he reappears with Jeans,a tee,and a beanie. 

"Shall we go,m'lady?" He ask,dramatically. "We shall." I giggle. 


*Louis POV*

We walked hand in hand under the umbrella. She stood close,sometimes burying her face in my arm. "I'm so damn short." Jade groans,breaking me out of thought. "Watch your language,young lady." I tease,making her push me slightly. The top of her head is at the top of my shoulder,and I'm 5'9. I think she's the perfect height,but she always disagrees. "And Babe,if you think you're short next to me,Go stand next to Harry. He's just about 6 ft." I say,and she just shakes her head,laughing softly. 

We soon arrive at Starbucks,and I notice its quite empty. "Can we...stay and talk?" I ask,quietly. She nods questioningly. 

"Hi,what would you like?" A blonde girl behind the counter asks. "You know what I want,so can you order while I get us a booth?" I ask,and Jade nods again. I walk to the corner booth,knowing we'd have most privacy there. 

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