Déjá Vu.

New college, new friends, new surroundings. Its all going well for Bonnie, when day ja vu hits her, will she cope?

Many thanks to Rish Bish ;)

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23. Jason's Secret.

Bonnie's POV.

I stared outside the window in starbucks, I quickly took a sip of my 'Caffe Americano'.

I was thinking about Michael. Did he really mean what he said to me? The words 'He doesn't deserve you' kept playing in my head. Michael's different too, I think I'm friend zoning him... I only see Michael as a brother like figure, I think he might see me more than a 'sister like figure'. Michael is a lovely guy, don't get me wrong, but I'm in love with Luke, and I can't brake his heart, he might have turned into... I don't even know how to describe it. But I love him, and I haven't felt like this before, there's this tingly feeling when I'm near him, I can't describe it. Its weird.

"Hello?" I heard a familiar voice say, I tuned out of my deep thoughts and turned around to see Jason.

"Oh uh, Hi," I smiled politely at him.

"Are you alright, I've been calling you for ages," Jason said in a concerned voice.

"I'm fine," I gave him a reassuring smile and turned to the window again. He didn't reply. I looked back and he was sitting opposite me.

"Tell me the truth," He wasn't going to give up. The truth is, the day I lost my brother was the day on my birthday, today. I have 10 missed calls from my mum, obviously because of the occasion, not my birthday.

"I said I'm fine," I said quietly, trying to avoid eye contact. The tears were forming in my eyes, and I was trying my best not to cry.

"Please?" He lowered his voice. I sighed.

"Today is the day my brother died," the tears were forcing their way out, I gave up and let them.

"Oh," He whispered.

"Thats all you can say? 'Oh'? Do you know what its like to lose someone? Do you?" I was angry and sad, and I was taking it out on him.

"Yes," He whispered. I looked up and the guilt rushed all around my body.

"Jason, I'm sorry, I didn't know, what happened?" I apologized, trying to be sincere. He sighed.

"My girlfriend, we were serious, we were getting married, her name was Annabelle. She was beautiful. One day, we had a pretty big argument, and she stormed out of the house, and I was stupid and I didn't go after her. Well, it was getting dark, and she still hadn't got home, so I went out to look for her, I looked everywhere, still couldn't find her. Then I came across an alleyway, she was laying there on the floor, blood everywhere, it was too late, its all my fault, if I went after her she would still be here with me, holding my hand."

"Oh, Jason, I- I don't know what to say, I-" I was speechless, he started crying, I went over to his side and hugged him, until he stopped crying.

"Its not your fault"

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