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I stared up at him, tears forming in my eyes. I watched his expression on his slender face, hoping to see him stumble over his words. He didn't though, his face stayed taut not showing any expression, while my heart broke even more.
"No!" I raised my voice pushing my hands into his shoulders as the tears spilled down my cheeks. "Louis please don't think that way" I choke out. He wrapped his hands around my wrists and held them firm. I could tell he was in pain physically and emotionally. I learned to see past his façade to the real Louis.
"Dakota, me thinking differently is not going to change the outcome." He said his face now pulling down showing remorse.
"Louis, this is just another block in our road, all we have to do is climb it." I said quieter "we can do this"
He let go of my wrist and lifted his hand to my face. Brushing the hair out of my eyes he leaned down and kissed my forehead. "That's the thing Coda, I cant climb this one." (Louis Fanfic)


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Louis' POV

I leaned over the toilet for the second time as my breakfast came back up. My frail arms could barely hold me up anymore. I wiped my mouth and then flushed standing up slowly in the process. Looking in the mirror I hardly recognized myself. The only thing that was familiar was my messy hair and the blue of my eyes. And even my eyes were a bit dull. I have dinner with Dakota and her mother tonight. I've been hoping for awhile I could try and mend their family. At least I can leave her with something to go back to. I walked back to my room and laid down on my bed my stomach slowly feeling better. I knew the medicine wouldn't be working as much now that I have less then a month. I cringe at the thought of not being here anymore; not being able to hold Coda or to kiss, not even make love with her.

"Louis honey" my mother called to me. I saw her head pop in my doorway. Her eyes looked tired and even she has lost some weight. I hated seeing her like this. I don't want to be the cause of her broken heartedness. But I have to be honest with myself, I am what will bring my family down. And what will hurt Dakota. I can't change that fact about my life.

"Yes mum" I said my voice still scratchy from my episode. I say up in bed as she walked over to me siting on the edge. I watched as a tear slipped free. I wiped it off her cheek and made her face me. "Please mum don't cry. I'm still here." I said smiling a small smile. She cupped her hands on both my cheeks. Tears kept fall down her face but she managed a smile.

"I know baby. I love you." She kissed my forehead and then carefully pulled me into her. She held me as if she's snap me like a twig. I hugged her tighter letting her know it was alright, I won't brake. And with that she hugged me so tight it was if I was feeling all the anger and hatred and love she's been carrying these past years just fall off her shoulders. I sighed against her shoulder giving one more squeeze before she let me go.

-------------------------------------------------------- Dakotas POV

"Mom Louis is gonna be here any minute are you almost ready?" I called out as I pulled the chicken from the oven. I tossed the salad one more time before bringing everything to the table.

"Yeah honey be right down. " she yelled back down. I heard the door bell ring making me jump. I don't know why I'm so nervous.. Probably cause his will be the first time he meets my mom. "Mom he's here!" I yelled. I walked to the door and looked on the mirror smoothing down any lost strays of hair and then my shirt. Opening the door I stated at Louis. I know it's only been a day and a halve since I've seen him but it looked as if it's been months with how much weight he's lost and how big the bags under his eyes were. He smiled breaking me from my stare and stepped up to me.

"How's my girl?" He asked wrapping his slim arms around my waist and pulling me towards him. Our lips touched and my hands went to his hair winding their way through his messy locks. I missed him so much. I craved his touch, his smell, even his taste.

"Huh hmm" I pulled away from him but moved my hand into his. My mother gave us a smirk and then sat down at the table. We followed suit. I smiled at the tint of pink Louis showed over the back of his neck. He obviously was embarrassed but I loved it. It just shows how very much he's still alive.

-------------------------------------------------------- The whole night we held hands under the table. He talked up a storm with my mom. I just sat there listening intently to them both talking. I haven't had my mom here let alone eating with me in quite awhile it was nice. I watched as her face would crinkle up when she laughed or her brow furrowing when she was listening closely to what he had to say. I could tell where I got most of my features from. When dinner was over I cleared the table quickly and then made my way to the living room. Even before I got there I could hear Elvis playing. I smiled and shook my head at the thought of my mom dragging Louis into her Elvis crazed fandom. When I walked in though I saw Louis and my mother dancing. I sat on the edge of the chair ad watched as he spun her around her smile and laugh showing so brightly. I haven't seen her like this in ages. My heart grew so big looking at Louis, I love him so much and he's mended my broken family just by being here. The danced closer to me until my mother pulled out of his grasp and three me into it.

"Mom!" I squealed as Louis pulled me into him. His right hand rested softly on my waist and his left held my right. We swayed back and forth and then he spun me around making me laugh. Suddenly the music changed to a slow beat song. Louis instantly pulled me as close as he could to me. Our foreheads touching and our hips moving in sync to the music. I saw out of the corner of my eye my mother grab her jacket and head out the door. I wondered where she was going but then I didn't care right now I just wanted to be alone with the man I love.

"I love you Coda" louis whispered softly. My cheeks flushing at his words. I am so madly deeply in love with him.

"I will always love you louis." He pressed his lips to mine and kissed me slowly at first but then lust took over sending us into a frenzy of love.

*a/n- ok sorry it's been awhile since I updated. I've been really sick for the past few days. I still am but I managed to get his out. I hope you like it :)*


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