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I stared up at him, tears forming in my eyes. I watched his expression on his slender face, hoping to see him stumble over his words. He didn't though, his face stayed taut not showing any expression, while my heart broke even more.
"No!" I raised my voice pushing my hands into his shoulders as the tears spilled down my cheeks. "Louis please don't think that way" I choke out. He wrapped his hands around my wrists and held them firm. I could tell he was in pain physically and emotionally. I learned to see past his façade to the real Louis.
"Dakota, me thinking differently is not going to change the outcome." He said his face now pulling down showing remorse.
"Louis, this is just another block in our road, all we have to do is climb it." I said quieter "we can do this"
He let go of my wrist and lifted his hand to my face. Brushing the hair out of my eyes he leaned down and kissed my forehead. "That's the thing Coda, I cant climb this one." (Louis Fanfic)

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Dakotas POV

Its been two weeks since I found out about Louis' cancer. He's grown weaker and thinner but he's still as handsome as ever. Luckily the medicine hes been taking has kept most of his pain away. I sat next to him in the doctors office waiting for the results on how much the cancer has progressed. His hand was in mine as I studied his face. He had his eyes closed, either hes tired or hes in pain. I lifted his hand and placed a kiss softly on the top. His eyes opened and he looked over at me. I saw pain going through his eyes reminding me of the first time I found him after an episode.

"Louis I got the popcorn going but I didn't know what drink you-" I stopped in my tracks staring down at Louis' frail body. He laid on my living room floor his eyes closed. Panic instantly shot through me. "Louis..Louis!" I called out going to my knees beside him and rolling him over. He moaned in pain gasping for air. My eyes filled with tears as I held his head in my lap. I dialed 911 and started talking to the person on the other line. I looked down at him, brushing his messy hair away from his face. He opened his eyes and looked up at me. The pain I saw in his eyes was too much to bare, I kissed his forehead and tried soothing him. Finally I heard the ambulance and the operator hung up. "Louis, Louis babe look at me... stay with me, the ambulance is here." I said trying to get his attention.

"Coda?" I looked back at Louis who was now standing and pulling at my hand. The nurse was standing at the door ready for Louis to go back. I must have zoned out. I walked with Louis back to Dr. Browns room and we went in sitting in the chairs facing her desk. She gave us a small smile then pulled out her reports.

"So we have the results back from the lab and sadly its exactly what we were expecting. My heart ached at those words knowing she meant the cancer has grown and spread even more. But I also remembered Louis and I's conversation a few days ago after we left the hospital. Which made this information not hit me as hard as it could. We've formed our minds around the fact that he will die this is not something we can go around or climb for that matter.

We walked into Louis' house It was quiet, for his mum and sis and father had went out for a bit to give us time alone. I set his stuff down and walked over to him in the kitchen. He hadn't spoke much since we left the hospital. I wrapped my arms around his waist and held him to me. He turned to face me and held me. Giving me a small kiss and then rubbing his thumb on my cheek. I smiled shyly at him.

"I love you Louis, we can get through this." His face became stern and he dropped his hands. I looked at him confused and waited for him to say something.

"Dakota, Im not going to get better." He said the words hitting me like bricks. I always had hope deep down that he could get through this but his comment just beat me down. I stared up at him, tears forming in my eyes. I watched his expression on his slender face, hoping to see him stumble over his words. He didn't though, his face stayed taut not showing any expression, while my heart broke even more.
"No!" I raised my voice pushing my hands into his shoulders as the tears spilled down my cheeks. "Louis please don't think that way" I choke out. He wrapped his hands around my wrists and held them firm. I could tell he was in pain physically and emotionally. I learned to see past his façade to the real Louis.
"Dakota, me thinking differently is not going to change the outcome." He said his face now pulling down showing remorse.
"Louis, this is just another block in our road, all we have to do is climb it." I said quieter "we can do this"
He let go of my wrist and lifted his hand to my face. Brushing the hair out of my eyes he leaned down and kissed my forehead. "That's the thing Coda, I cant climb this one."

 

'Ok, thank you for the update." Louis said standing up and shaking her hand. I followed suit and then walked behind him out the door.

"Louis slow down." I called to him. He was a good yard or two ahead of me. I jogged till I reached him and we were already to our car. I put my hand on his shoulder to turn him around but he pushed me up against the car his face just millimeters away from mine. My breath catching. He looked at my lips then into my eyes.

"Dakota I'm scared" He whispered. I put my hands on his hips.

"I know babe, but I'm here." I whispered back. He stared at me more firm, yet sadness deep in the color.

"Not of dying, but of leaving you." He said, I pulled him into me closing the distance between our lips. He ran his left hand through my hair and his right hand tight around my hip. His tongue found its way in my mouth and I let him take control. Our breathing was in sync as I pulled him away just enough to look at him. He pressed his forehead against mine as I whisper

"I will always love you."

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A/N- So are you guys liking it so far? thank you all for reading :)

 

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