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I stared up at him, tears forming in my eyes. I watched his expression on his slender face, hoping to see him stumble over his words. He didn't though, his face stayed taut not showing any expression, while my heart broke even more.
"No!" I raised my voice pushing my hands into his shoulders as the tears spilled down my cheeks. "Louis please don't think that way" I choke out. He wrapped his hands around my wrists and held them firm. I could tell he was in pain physically and emotionally. I learned to see past his façade to the real Louis.
"Dakota, me thinking differently is not going to change the outcome." He said his face now pulling down showing remorse.
"Louis, this is just another block in our road, all we have to do is climb it." I said quieter "we can do this"
He let go of my wrist and lifted his hand to my face. Brushing the hair out of my eyes he leaned down and kissed my forehead. "That's the thing Coda, I cant climb this one." (Louis Fanfic)


15. 14

Louis' POV

I felt a big case of deja vu as I sat in the doctors chair and my mother sat next to me waiting for the verdict as to why I'm still sick. I looked at my mom and she had her head in her hands as she cried silently. I put my hand on her back and rubbed small circles trying to calm her down. "Louis now is not the time." she said. I stopped soothing her and put my hands in my lap.

The door opened and the doctor walked in and I recognized her face instantly. My stomach dropped as she began the long process of telling me my destiny. "The cancer is back." she said in the middle of her speech. My mothers voice caught and she held my hand tighter. "It is now spread into his lungs as well as his liver." she said. "Oh god" my mom managed to mumble. "Im very sorry but your son's cancer is terminal." and with that my mom began to cry. and when I say cry I mean full out water works. I stepped away for a moment and talked to the doctor. "Louis, we can keep giving you treatment and it can prolong your life a few more months if youd like." I shook my head. " I'd actually like to live the rest of my life like a normal person not being sick all the time." I said to her. she nodded her head. "ok, well with that you have about two more months of life, you will know when you get to the point of not being able to move as much and you will be extremely exhausted. I will give you medicine to help with your pain now but as it gets closer to your time it wont be able to work anymore." I nodded my head. "thank you" I said to her. and with that she walked out of the room to leave me to deal with my mother. "Mom, look at me mom" I said to her standing at her side. she looked up at me tears brimming her eyes. "I have a few more months." she started crying again. "mom listen" she stopped just enough to let me get my words out. "whatever happens dont tell Dakota." she began crying again, and she cried the whole rest of the day. so did Lottie once we got home and told her. I went to my room not being able to handle the depression in the other room. I sent Dakota a text seeing if she'd like to hang out now. she instantly replied with an all capitalized yes and a cute smiley face.

It's been two hours hanging out with Coda and we've had a great time. now we sat watching a movie at her house. she lay across the couch and I held her in my arms. I looked down at her and watched as she would laugh when it was funny and then frown if it got sad. after a little while of watching her she finally looked up at me. "what?" she said smiling. I smiled back at her and caressed her cheek. "nothing you're just so beautiful." she blushed and held onto my hand. "thank you." she said and then she went back to watching the movie. My eyes couldn't stop watching her though.

I was realizing that my biggest fear wasn't of dying anymore. My biggest fear was that I wouldn't have the love of my life anymore.

*A/N- otay lovelies I hope everyone is doing well :) so what do you think about the story?? :( sad isn't it.... but I have a reason for everything so just stick with me.*

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