Dear Agony

I can't even anymore. Seeing them in the hallways, in our classes, at lunch, on Facebook and Instagram, and sometimes through my window when I'm lying around the house. It hurts like hell. I'm friends with them both but lately, it hurts more than usual. The moment I think I'm getting over them, I think of something or I see something, or some idiot says something, and it comes back full force.

(The title comes from the song Dear Agony by Breaking Benjamin.)


5. "You cheating, lying BITCH!"

(A/N Kaci's POV cause I got an idea from the girl she's based on. Thank you, Kawwi)


Kaci's POV

They keep sneaking glances when they think I'm not looking. My best friend, Jake, and my girlfriend, Haley. Do they honestly think I'm that stupid? They at least like each other. Whenever they look at each other, Haley blushes and Jake gets his signature smirk and that fucking spark in his eye. The spark of guilt and somebody in love. They look at each other and it's there, that motherfucking spark again. This time in Haley's eyes. I almost cry. I clear my throat before standing, "Babe, I'm not feeling too hot. I'm gonna go see the nurse." That apparently snaps her out of whatever best-friend-loving, hormone-induced fantasy she was in and she whips her head towards me as if she had forgotten I was there. "Sure babe. Feel better." I force a smile for my 'loving' "girlfriend" and "bestfriend" and walk away. I see Alex on my way out and wave slightly. She returns it but it looks painful. She even tries to smile but it's forced, I can tell. She's looks....hurt. As I walk away, I can't help but wonder what could cause her so much pain...

*The next day* 

I'm walking down the halls when I hear them. I'm always at school at least 45 minutes to an hour early, I am 8th grade class president after all. I stop when I hear the strangely familiar moan and turn in the direction it came from. I walk pass three doors before I come to what seems to be the right one. I slowly open it and gasp at what I see. They pull apart and look at me in shock. "I FUCKING knew it!! I swear to God I FUCKING KNEW IT!! I just wanted to believe it wasn't true..." I'm sobbing loudly now. Haley tries to wipe away some of my tears but I slap her and scream in her face, and my voice is dripping venom I didn't even know I possessed, "You cheating, lying, BITCH!! How could you??? And with my best friend?? God I hate you!!"

I turn to look at Jake, and I could kill him right here and now. "And you! How could you? You of all people! You know how I feel about her. I came to you for help a month ago when I thought she might like somebody else....." I gasp as realization hits me, she did like somebody else. "It was YOU. You were the reason why I was crying my eyes out and sobbing until I couldn't breathe!?" They look at me stunned, I never swear like, ever. Haley looked like she was about to cry, "Kaci, baby please. We never meant to hurt-" "Don't give me that shit! 'We never meant to hurt you.' Do you think I'm stupid? Did you think I just wouldn't find out or something Haley?" She looked down at the floor and sniffled, "Well...yeah. We just hoped we could end it before you found." She's openly crying now, the tears shining on her face with the light from the hallway. "How could you think I wouldn't find out?"

I whipped my head to Jake, who was trying to sneak out. I rushed over and pushed him on the ground as hard as I could, he landed on his butt with a thud. "No! You aren't going anywhere until you answer one question." Jake and Haley both look at me, a little more than scared. "What is it?" I get up in Jake's face and spit venomously, "How long?" Jake looks at Haley and they both look terrified. "K-k-Kaci do you really wanna know ho-" I turn on Haley and get in her face, "Yes. Yes I want to know how long my best friend and my girlfriend have been fucking behind my back!" Jake stands up and brushes his self off before stepping back. "Kaci, now when I tell you this, you have to promise not to do anythi-" I slap him across the face as hard as I can and his eyes go wide as a red mark starts to form on his left cheek. "How dare you ask me to promise  anything to you right now! Now answer the question or I swear I'll hit you somewhere else." He looks like he just pissed himself and he starts stuttering, "Y-y-you s-s-slapped me. Y-you've n-never hit me b-before." He's crying and I laugh coldly, "Don't you dare try to make this my fault. Now, I'm gonna ask one more time. How long have you been fucking my girlfriend?" He starts sobbing and says, "S-s-since six months after you two started going out." He falls to his knees, still sobbing.

I just stand there in shock. Haley and I have been dating since 6th grade. I wipe my eyes and cheeks furiously and spin on Haley. "You've been fucking my best friend since 6th grade?? Really, Haley?" At this point, I'm murderous. I know the full pain of this will hit me at some time and then I'll break down but right now, I'm just pissed. She slowly nods and I storm out of the room, kicking Jake in the side as hard as I can on my way out. I can hear her run down the hall after me but I don't stop. she grabs my wrist and spins me around, "Kaci wait! I'm so so so so sorry." I laugh coldly and get in her face again, "Sorry. Doesn't. Cut it. Not this time, not ever." I slap her.across the face and watch as a mark identical to the one I gave my ex-best friend forms, "We are done. Don't call me, text me, come to my house, or even look at me." She holds her cheek with tears streaming down her face and stares at me uncomprehendingly. "Do you understand me?" She nods quickly and I turn around again, but not before another question hits me. I turn and look at her and ask it, "Did you ever love me?" I hate the way my voice cracks, but I need to know. I have to know. She hesitates before nodding and I laugh without humor, "Liar. If you loved me, truly loved me, this would've never happened and you wouldn't have hesitated before answering." I wipe my eyes once more and walk away. The last thing I hear before I turn the corner is her calling my name, begging me to forgive her.

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