Dear Agony

I can't even anymore. Seeing them in the hallways, in our classes, at lunch, on Facebook and Instagram, and sometimes through my window when I'm lying around the house. It hurts like hell. I'm friends with them both but lately, it hurts more than usual. The moment I think I'm getting over them, I think of something or I see something, or some idiot says something, and it comes back full force.

(The title comes from the song Dear Agony by Breaking Benjamin.)


12. The Sweetest Mistakes

(A/N Hiii peoples! I'm sooooo sorry I was gone so long but if you saw my latest mumble you know why. As an apology, here's a short, fluffy chapter.)


Alex's POV

The first thing I see when I open my eyes is Kaci, hovering barely an inch above from my face, with the creepiest damn grin I've ever seen in my life. At first, I think I'm dreaming or hallucinating or something. So I close my eyes. I open them again and freak out because she's still there. And so is that creepy ass grin. I jump up and our heads collide and she rolls off to the side while I moan and hold the place where I'm sure to have a bump later.Then I roll on my stomach and just lay there for 5 minutes or so.

I turn to look at her, and she's doing that fucking grin again. It's starting to scare me just a bit. I slowly ask her, "Kaci, love, why are you grinning like that?" She starts grinning impossibly wider, "You don't remember?? The carnival's coming and you promised to take me like a week ago!!" "Oh shit. I did, didn't I? Sorry love, I totally spaced. What time does it start?" She reached over me and grabbed her phone to look it up, "It's from 6:30pm to 12am. and it is...9am right now so we have...9 hours and 30 minutes to do whatever."

I pulled her close to me and just held her there for about 5 minutes.Then I kissed her cheek, jumped out of bed, grabbed my stuff and sprinted for the bathroom. I locked the door and smiled. I finally won something.

After about 15 minutes, I came out of the bathroom to see a very pissed off Kaci leaning against the wall in front of the door. I give her a sheepish smile, "I'm sorry, I just kinda wanted to win for once." She sighs and kisses my cheek, "I know Haz, I know." I smiled and gave her the puppy dog eyes, "So you're not mad?" She tried but failed to hide her smile and shook her head, "No, I'm not mad. You're just lucky you're cute."

I grin and kiss her lightly but before I can pull back, she wraps her arms around my neck and deepens it. Without thinking about it, both my hands are on her waist, pulling her closer. In the back of mind I know this is wrong. I mean, she's still getting over a really messy breakup and here we are, in front of my bathroom kissing. She tugs my hair a bit (cause I'm a masochist and that feels fucking amazing) and when I gasp, she takes the opportunity to slide her tongue in my mouth. As soon as her tongue touches mine, it's like electricity. It's like our first kiss, only way more intense.

After a few minutes of our heated makeout session, she pulls back first, much to my disappointment. I almost lean in again, then pull back and open my eyes. We're still holding each other and she slowly starts to unhook her arms from my neck. I pull my hands off her waist and she takes a step back, her blush making her cheeks look like cherries. I smile softly when she looks up at me and kiss her cheek, "It's okay Boobear, I understand." She nods and smiles but there's a sad, longing, disappointed look in her eyes that I'm sure reflects mine.

She goes into the bathroom and I can't help but think, Well damn.

Kaci's POV

As soon as I locked the door, I started freaking out. I kept thinking, ​What if I gave her the wrong idea? Am I ready to start a new relationship so soon? I'll just tell her how I'm feeling, Aly always knows what to do in these situations. 

I was greeted by the smell of bacon when I opened the door. I walked downstairs and Alex was putting it in the center of the table. I smiled weakly and sat down, she looked at me warily and sat down on the other side of the table. "Kace, you otay?" "Yeah Aly, I'm...actually, I'm a bit worried." She titled her head in that adorable way she has and sighed, "Lemme guess, you wanna tell me that you got caught in the moment earlier and still aren't ready to try out....this." She motioned between us and I sighed, "How'd you guess?" "As your bff, it's my job to know." She smiled weakly and looked me in the eye, "Kace, I've been waiting awhile to be with you. Now that I know I have a definite chance, you aren't scaring me off. No matter what you do, I'm not going anywhere." 

I smiled weakly and looked at the time, "Its 10:10 so what do we do for the next 8 hours or so?" She smiled and ran to the living room, next thing I know, 5 Fingaz to the Face from that episode of Victorious is blaring from the speakers. I jump up and go into the living room and she's dancing randomly around rapping along with the song, "​You know I flaunt ya, cuz girl I really want ya. And you lookin nice, got me cooler than a bag of ice. Now freeze, freeze, freeze, freeze, freeze. Now go, drop it fast and move it real slow. Hoooooo! What? You smell so fruity, I'm a pirate and you're my booty. Argue, so move it in close and lemme have my daily dose." 

She notices me rolling on the floor laughing like a maniac and skips to a 1D song. "Awwwwww, why'd you stop for Haz?" She smiles and offers me a hand, "May I have this dance, m'lady?" I blush and just nod. Last First Kiss is on and we're swaying slowly. I rest my head on her chest and all of a sudden she dips me. We fell on the floor and I rolled us over so I was on top of her. 

Her breath hitched and my heart skipped a beat. We started leaning in at the same time and when our lips met, there was that same intensity. We kissed for a few minutes before her hand slowly made its way under my shirt, tracing random patterns on my stomach. My hands tangled in her hair and I lost track of time. 

When we finally pulled back, her eyes were darker than their normal chocolate brown and she was flushed and breathing a little harder. I couldn't help myself and dipped my head down to kiss her neck...

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