Loved You First

"Was it possible that all the signs, I had convinced myself were just my imagination, actually were real?

I just couldn't help but wonder how long she'd had feelings for him, even if they were subconcious.
I was sure that I loved her first, but at this point I actually didn't know who she loved first."

A few slightly sexual references (not smut, I don't do that)
A few slightly violent scenes
Use of strong language at times
SELF-HARM references in a couple of chapters


53. 'Decleration Of Love'

Chapter 47

"Declaration Of Love"


Mag's P.O.V


I looked at Louis with wide eyes as he took the seat next to me. I thought Liam had that seat!

"Hi, love!" He said with a big grin, and I managed a slight smile before turning to the window again.

I knew the flight to Paris was only like two and a half hours, but I just didn't know how to deal with him right now.

I was still a little upset with him for bad-mouthing Zayn last night, but it was impossible for me to stay mad at him for a long time. And he knew that.


I spent the whole time until take-off silent, and as soon at the seatbelt sign went off, I excused myself to the lavatory.

After running cold water over my wrists and splashing my face, I looked at myself in the mirror.

"Get a grip, Mag! It's just Louis!" I said to myself.

As I walked back to my seat, I went over my opportunities.

Either I could bring up last night and have a serious conversation which would result in me blabbering nonsense. Or I could pretend like nothing happened and go on as usual. Right now the last option was pretty damn tempting, and I for one have a hard time resisting temptations.


"So are you ready for Paris?" Louis asked, as I took my seat again and braced myself for a not-awkard conversation.

"Definitey," I replied with my best smile,

"I've only been there once as a kid, and I didn't even go up the Eiffel tower!"

"You're kidding!" Louis replied with wide eyes,

"That is unacceptable! Tell you what, allow me to the first one to take you up the Eiffel tower?"

"Yeah... That would be great." I said with a small, but genuine smile.

"And then we can like go for dinner or something."

The way he said "we" made me unsure if he meant the band or the two of us, which would tecnically make it a date.


I wasn't quite sure how I felt about that, so I had to find a way to figure out what he meant, without asking him directly. That would be too awkward.

"Um yeah... I'm sure the others would love to go sightseeing as well." I said casually, and noticed him looking at me through the corner of my eye.

"Sure... Well after the tower they can do whatever they want, while we go out."

"Just the two of us?" I asked, and he nodded,

"Like a date?" I added quietly leaning in, not wanting to share this conversation with Liam and Harry sitting behind us.

"Well yeah... Is that a problem?" Louis asked suddenly nervous. It really was quite adorable.

"No..." I replied, leaning back in my seat,

"No I guess not."

I turned to the window again, but not before noticing the huge grin on Louis' face.


* * *

"Oh my God, I am so done!" Tally exclaimed as we entered the hotel in Paris.

It was almost 2AM by the time we got there, and I could have fallen asleep on the luxurious couch right there in reception.

"We got a problem guys!" Liam exclaimed to all of us after talking to the receptionist with Paul.

"There's been a mess up with the room reservations, and well instead of our 3 doubles and one single room, we have two doubles and two singles."

"What?!" The rest of us exclaimed in unison.


"Do they know who we are? This is unacceptable!"

"Geez, cut the diva 'tude Harry!"

Everyone started talking at once and I felt a major headache forming due to all of this including lack of sleep.

"Guys, guys calm down!" Paul stepped up to us and everyone shut up, cross looks on their faces.

"Look there were no more double rooms so instead.. we got the penthouse suite with three single rooms, and then we have the two doubles. That will add up."

Everyone let out a sigh of relief, but I knew the drama wasn't over.

"Tally and I will take one of the doubles!" Niall said immediately, and we were all more than willing to give them their privacy.

"Great! Liam why don't you and Zayn take the other, then Harry, Mag and I can take the penthouse?" Louis suggested earning a glare from Zayn,

"Or you and Harry can take the double while Liam, Mag and I take the penthouse?" He suggested and the two of them were looking at each other so fiercely, I feared one of them might actually burst into flames.


"You know I can just take the double with Harry or Liam and the rest of you take the penthouse?" I suggested, and all of them looked at me doubtfully.

"No, no, absolutely not!" Louis spoke first,

"We can't trust Hazza to keep his clothes on, even when he's sharing a room with a girl!"

"Yeah, I just can't sleep with clothes!" Harry added and I remembered the time, I accidently saw him naked, shaking my head to get rid of the mental image. Nope, I did not want a repeat of that.

"Liam?" I asked, hoping he would take up my offer, and remove the tension.

"I'm sorry," he replied to my surprise,

"I just don't really... Um... Feel comfortable sharing a room with a girl? You know besides Skye!"

Wow, he was an awful liar! I had no idea, why he wouldn't share a room with me, but I knew steam would be coming out of my ears pretty soon.

"Why don't you just take the penthouse with Louis... And Zayn?" Liam then suggested, and I looked at him suspiciously.


Suddenly I started to put the puzzle together. Liam would have sat next to me on the plane, but Louis ended up there instead and now Liam was refusing to share a room with me and suggesting I take a room with Louis. He almost forgot to mention Zayn.

Liam was totally setting me up with Louis! Why would he even need to do that? Everyone knew that Louis and I were into each other, but taking it slow and it's not like anyone else was threatening to get between us?


"Sounds great! What do you say ba... Mag?" Louis asked with an expectant grin.

"Yeah fine! Can we just go settle in, I have to sleep!" I replied, too tired to even care about whatever was going on.


* * *

"I'll take care of it, just back off!"

"I was in here first, and I know how she wants her tea!"

"Well so do I, and I put the water on!"

I woke up to voices arguring in what I remembered as the kitchen area.

I took a quick look at my phone and sighed.

It was only 10AM, and they were already at it!

What a great idea to have Zayn and Louis together!

To make it worse, we were going to be here for four days, but luckily the suite was big enough to try to keep them apart most of the time.


I quickly pulled on my sweatpants and brushed my teeth before going to the small kitchen area where they were each making a cup of tea in racing speed, while glancing at each other.

"Good morning! Are you guys practicing for the olympics in tea making?" I said jokingly, and they both turned to me so fast, their necks could have snapped.

"Mag!" They said in unison each grabbing their mug.

"I made you tea!" They said again in unison, both holding their cup towards me, and my eyes widened at the two mugs shoved in my face.

"Okaay... Thanks? I only drink one cup in the morning though." I said with an awkward smile, but accepting both cups, to not create morning drama.


"So what are we up to today?" I asked, taking a sip from one of the mugs which, judging by the smile on his face, was the one from Zayn.

I knew they had the day off since they decided to come here one day earlier.

"Sightseeing!" Louis replied with a big smile,

"Definitely the Eiffel Tower! We're still on for dinner, right?"

"What? What dinner?" Zayn asked, looking back and forth between Louis and I.

I opened my mouth to answer, but Louis beat me to it,

"Oh Mag and I are going for a date, after we've been to the tower! I found a wonderful place on the net close by. Should be very romantic."

I could swear, Louis was adressing Zayn more than me, and I have never seen a more smug smile. I was getting more and more confused as to what was going on between the two. Zayn and I were just friends now, and there really shouldn't be any problems.


Before anyone could say more, there was a knock on the door.

"I'll open!" I said escaping this awkward situation.

I could hear Zayn and Louis speaking in hushed voices, as I walked over to the door spotting Liam and Harry through the peephole.

"Hey guys! How are you all up and ready so early?" I asked, letting them in still in my pajamas.

They couldn't have had more than 6 hours of sleep, and that was after a concert and a flight!

"We're pretty used to it by now. Niall and Tally are still snoozing away though!" Liam replied following me into the kitchen, where Louis and Zayn immediately shut up.

They were really starting to annoy me!

"I'm just gonna shower and get dressed... Um... Have any of you had breakfast? Or you wanna eat out?" I asked, suddenly feeling my stomach rumble.

"Are you hungry? We can order roomservice or something?" Louis replied, looking really concerned and I wanted to laugh at his exaggeration.

"It's okay really, I can wait." I said with a smile, going to my room and thanking the boys silently for letting me have the room, with the adjoining bathroom.


* * *

Zayn's P.O.V.

I couldn't believe that Louis actually asked Mag out on a date! Well, actually I could, but it annoyed me that he got the chance before me, since he stole Liam's seat on the plane.

I had been planning on taking her out here in Paris, it was the perfect place. I knew that, Louis knew that and Mag knew it.

At least we had the whole day together, before they went off, so I would have plenty of chances to woo her.

I took one last look in the mirror before going to the livingroom area where Harry, Liam, Louis and Mag were now waiting.

I felt my entire body burn as I watched Louis talking to Mag, his arm draped around her shoulder, her smiling up at him.


"Alright, I'm ready." I announced and they all looked up at me, as I tried to keep my cool,

"Aren't we waiting for Ni and Talls?" Mag asked, just as there was a knock on the door.

"Hey guys!" I said cheerfully opening the door for the two, who looked like they could have slept a couple more hours.

"Great! Let's go, I'm starving!" Mag exclaimed, jumping up from her seat.

"Wow, you managed to say that you're hungry before Niall or Tally! This is definitely a first!" Louis joked, but Tally was not at all amused,

"Shut it Louis! Why do you look so ridiculous anyways?"

It wasn't until now that I noticed what he was wearing.

Red chinos, a white/blue striped shirt with suspenders and red vans.

Did I step into a time machine?

"Oh is this like a flashback day or something?" Niall asked excitedly,

"Great! I'll get my polo, Harry find a blazer, Zayn you need to shave, Liam... Oh sorry mate you've changed too much!"

Every single one of us were staring at Niall, like he had gone mad and after a minute he finally caught on as his cheeks flushed deep red.

"I just thought it would be fun!" Louis said with a slight smile, shrugging.

"What? To dress like a gay sailor? I'm surprised you haven't jumped up and started singing YMCA yet!" Tally remarked, and I couldn't help but burst into laughter.

"I'm sorry, that you're jealous of my bum looking amazing in these pants!" Louis fired back, and the way Harry and Liam looked at him made me laugh even more.

"And I think we've crossed the line between gay and even more gay!" Tally went on, and I had a feeling this could go on forever.

"Alright! Can you guys discuss this while I'm eating a croissant?" Mag asked, nodding towards the door, and everyone finally got up so we could leave.

"If you pronounce croissant with that french accent again, I'll buy you a hundred of them!" Louis whispered to Mag on the way out, and I couldn't figure out what I wanted more.

To puke or to punch him in the face?


* * *

Louis' P.O.V.


"And there she is, the crown jewel!" I said to Mag, as we approached the Eiffel Tower.


"Are you kidding?" She replied with wide eyes,

"I love heights!"

I couldn't help but smile at her excitement. She was like a little child, but it was so adorable.

Zayn had tried to monopolize her all day, and I got more and more annoyed as the hours past, and they were talking, joking and laughing together. But there was no way in hell, I would let him take this moment away from me. I said I would be the first to take her up there, and nothing could change that.

It was a challenge, convincing her to go to a café with me, while the others went ahead, but it was necessary. I had to be with her up there, alone.

I eventually talked her into it, by promising her the best pastries ever, and my plan had worked.

By the time, Mag and I were queing the others had already come down.

We arranged to meet with them back at the hotel, after our date and I smirked as a sulking Zayn walked away stealing glances at the two of us.

Paris, the Eiffel Tower and a romantic dinner. This would be the best date ever, and technically our first.


* * *

"Wow. This is amazing!" Mag looked out at the view, and I had to agree; it was pretty breathtaking.

Especially with the sun starting to set in the horizon. I pulled out my phone to snap a few pictures of the beautiful sight, and then focused my lens on something more beautiful.


Mag turned towards me, right as I clicked the button and the picture was perfect.

Her eyes sparkled in the low sunlight, her cheeks flushed red from the altitude, her loose hair blowing slightly in the wind, and her lips slightly parted, in a way that was only beautiful when it came naturally, not ready for a picture.

The background view only made the picture even better, and I had definitely just got a new homescreen.


"Lou! I wasn't ready take a new one!" She commanded pouting, and I got a picture of that too.

"Hey, that's not fair, I wasn't ready for that either!" She went on, as I chuckled.

"You look perfect! But I wouldn't mind taking more!" I said truthfully.

The more pictures of her, the better.

"Let's get one together now!" I said flipping to the front camera, with my arm around her, flashing our best smiles.

After a few pictures, I sneakily tickled her side, earning some adorable shots and a shove from her.

"Hey watch out, what if I fell?!" I exclaimed, mock offended.

"Yeah right! Cause it's just so open up here!" She replied sarcastically.

Typical Mag.

"Well you know, never say never!" I said with a smile and she rolled her eyes returning to the view.

I snuck up behind her, putting my hands on her side, and heard a low gasp.

"You know..." I whispered, close to her ear,

"If you fell... I would jump right after you."

I felt her shiver, and smiled to myself.

"Come here, lift your arms!" I said pulling my head slightly away, and lifting her arms with mine, spreading them like wings.

"I'm the king of the world!" I yelled, making her laugh.

"You would make a lousy Jack Dawson!" She remarked sassily.

"You're not exactly Rose, yourself!" I fired back, making her frown jokingly.

"You're a hundred times prettier than her!" I added, lowering her arms again, and pulling her tight towards me.


We stood like that for a couple minutes just taking in the view, and I knew she must be able to feel my heart pounding against her back. I never wanted to let her go, or forget this moment. Just Mag and I, on top of the world holding on to her like there was no tomorrow. I rested my head on her shoulder, sighing deeply.

"I love you Mag." I said softly, and I could feel the change in her body, but it was in a good way.


"I love the way you always sing and hum thinking nobody can hear. I love how you always roll your eyes at least ten times a day. I love the way you talk impossibly speedy about something you love. I love when you get into deep explanations about Twilight, Harry Potter or the latest book you've read. I love the serious look on your face, when you're really into a movie or book. I love the fact that you always keep a glass of water by your bed, but never drink from it. I love how you always eat a bowl of cereal, after making tea so it can cool down. I love the way you constantly run your fingers through your hair when it's loose. I love all those amazing facts that you know about everything. I love your weird jokes that make no sense, but that you laugh at yourself. I love your laugh, when it's so strong that you fall over and I love when I can make you laugh like that. I love how you always try to prevent drama, and keep everyone happy. I love how you always put others before yourself, and how you're so considerate. I love the way you look so intently at me, when I play the piano for you. Well, I love any way you look at me. I love your voice when you sing, even though you say you're no good. I love the way your eyes sparkle, even when it's dark and they light up the room. I love your smile that lights up your whole face and makes my whole body tingle. I love the way you make me feel, when I'm with you... And I love the fact, that no other girl will ever make me feel this way."


I turned her around so I was facing her, and I could see the surprise in her eyes as she looked at me, not even daring to blink.

"I will always love you with every fibre in my body, and I will spend my life proving it to you, if that's what it takes. And if I die tomorrow," I pushed a strand of hair behind her ear,

"Well I'd rather die tomorrow, than live a hundred years without knowing you."

Mag continued to stare at me, without saying a word but words weren't necessary. It was all in her eyes.

Her eyes that suddenly started to well up. I was afraid I had messed up and looked at her concerned.

"No it's okay... Happy tears!" She exclaimed, quickly wiping them away.

I brushed her cheeks with my thumbs, and held her face as I gently lowered my lips towards her, just grazing them slightly, but making my whole world spin.

"Not even the sappiest cliché could explain exactly what I feel for you, but I'll never let a day go by, without you knowing that I really do love you."


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Asdghjkl, well Team Louis, your patience payed off! Hope ur all still alive ;) remember to comment, they always make me so happy!! Sorry if I'm slow to reply them, my wifi hates me!! love y'all lots!! like & fave :)

xoxo, M. :)

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