The Broken and The Forgotten

Taylor Parkinson had a best friend once, He was kind, caring, lovable, funny and sweet. She loved being around him, but when he forced himself upon her, her life falls apart. Her boyfriend dumps her, her parents desert her and she leaves all of her friends behind. She leaves she looses all contact with them and moves to London. As she fights to keep her and her daughter, Ashley of the streets will he come back into her life to complete the puzzle? or will he be back for all the wrong reasons?

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9. When I was your Man *Girl*

Louis' POV-*Flashback*

-5 YEARS AGO

"Taylor, Just go!" I scream at her, probably waking the boys up "But-" "I said go!" I scream again. Tears form at the corners of her eyes and she takes off. Not knowing that she actually was going to go, the next day her phone had been disabled and she never came back for us to finish the tour. We delayed the first two concerts, but when we knew she wasn't coming back we had to leave. As I hop onto our bunk in the tour bus I feel different. The bed feels a little bit bigger, but it's the same bed.

 

Same bed but it feels just a little bit bigger now

 

I listen to the boys mucking around, they are laughing. I just lie on the bed and sigh, this is harder than I thought, letting go of the one you love, but she cheated on me, right? The boys turn on the radio and I just zone out, I was about to fall asleep when I heard our song playing. It snapped me back into consciousness. Instead of the song being full of love, it sounded like it was made of hate.
 

Our song on the radio but it don't sound the same

 

The boys start talking about random things while our song played in the background, then they started talking about her. How they have no idea where she went, I know that Zayn and Niall knew about it. She said that she went to them first, but they wouldn't listen, I was mad at them. They were her best friends! but they were also mine and I was her boyfriend, I kicked her out. I was to blame. I didn't realise how much I would miss her.

 

When our friends talk about you, all it does is just tear me down

 

Two months after Taylor left my heart was still breaking when the boys talked about her, she was their friend too and I was the one who drove her away.

 

'Cause my heart breaks a little when I hear your name

 

I was to stupid to realise that I should have supported you, I should have told you it would be ok. I should have done so many things that I didn't do. I should have taken you to the music awards I should have taken you as my date to Niall's, Liam's and Zayn's wedding. I should have been the one to dance with you on the dance floor each time. You should have been the one to walk down the isle in a beautiful white dress and have been the one to marry me, but it never happened.
 

Too young, too dumb to realize
That I should've bought you flowers
And held your hand
Should've gave you all my hours
When I had the chance
Take you to every party
'Cause all you wanted to do was dance

 

I should have taken you when I spotted you 3 months after you disappeared, but it looked like you had moved on, you were dancing with another man.

 

Now my baby's dancing
But she's dancing with another man

 

I had too much pride to realise that I was being selfish, I didn't know what to do. I thought you had cheated on me, 6 months after you disappeared Harry told us all the truth. I just completely stopped trying to be near him after that. A year after it all happened we made up. I caused you to walk out of my life, and I only just realised.

My pride, my ego, my needs, and my selfish ways
Caused a good strong woman like you to walk out my life

 

Taylor's POV *Back to the current time*

I don't ever want to clean up the mess I made, I'll never get the chance and it haunts me, the memory of Harry every time I close my eyes and being near Louis doesn't help.

 

Now I never, never get to clean up the mess I made, ohh…
And it haunts me every time I close my eyes.

 

I should have come back, I should have told you I was sorry. I should have done all those things I never did, but when I did come back. You were with Elounour again and I gave up, I was never going to be as good as her. So I got up and left.

Mmm, too young, too dumb to realize
That I should've bought you flowers
And held your hand
Should've gave you all my hours
When I had the chance
Take you to every party
'Cause all you wanted to do was dance
Now my baby's dancing
But he's dancing with another girl,

It hurt, but I was in the wrong and It's was probably way too late, I knew it was to late to try to apologise for my mistakes. I wish he knew I was happy for him and Elounour and I hope she takes good care of him. 

Although it hurts
I'll be the first to say that I was wrong
Oh, I know I'm probably much too late
To try and apologize for my mistakes
But I just want you to know

I hope she buys you flowers
I hope she holds your hand
Give you all her hours
When she has the chance
Take you to every party
'Cause I remember how much you loved to dance
Do all the things I should have done
When I was your girl
Do all the things I should have done
When I was your girl

 

Next thing I know, I walk out into the middle of the street and everything disappears around me.

 


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jJT0Suanqhg&list=RD8t7fLDtgtuE

Bruno Mars- When I was your man

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