To Write Love on Her arms

Aspen is a girl who has the world at her feet. In school she's a cheer leader, hangs out with all the popular girls and always gets lucky enough to date the hottest boys in school. As for Dakota hipster wallflower he doesn't have many friends and doesn't go out that much and didn't have any chance at getting with one of the girls hottest girls in school...or so he thought. It all changed for both Aspen and Dakota when they went out on a date on Valentines Day and they both fall in love with each other.

Aspen thought she'd live happily ever after with Dakota and as we all know all good things come to an end. For Aspen, an abrupt out of the blue horrifying end. Dakota went missing, and then she lost herself. Aspen became depressed and started self harming. There was one problem...Aspen knew who out of anyone that would know where her love had gone off missing to. To bad they both hate each other.

Will Aspen ever find out what happened to Dakota and will she ever love again?


7. Had to Leave

                  I had to leave Aspen. I had to go far far away from here before I died. I loved her so much it made me sick. The last day I seen her, it was like I already knew I'd never see her again. It was just a sad day. The whole week leading up to that day I knew. I had been hearing a lot of things about Aspen, like she had been flirting with other people, and been spending more time with her ex Tom. After she left for the party twenty minuets later Harper called me.


                  "Hey you know how my brother Tanner is like popular?" She said when I answered the phone. I nodded my head although she couldn't see me.


                    "Yeah," I said.


                     "Well, he just came home and I asked him if Tom was still there, and he said that he was and quote: 'fucking your best friends bitch',"Harper said. I left out a deep breath. Not again. I stood up and walked into my bathroom. Just the thought of her being with another guy made my skin crawl. 


                       "I've heard enough. You know Harper, why do you even tell me this shit?" I yelled. She tried to talk but I kept talking over her. "I told you what I would do if she ever left me! I'd die without her. She's my world, I can't handle this. Why are you doing this to me?" I yelled crying slumping up against the bathroom wall. I opened the medicine cabinet and pulled my moms pain killers off the shelves. There were still a lot left. My mom didn't believe in taking drugs for pain even though she had bad back problems. But for some reason she brought home the prescription of codeine and Valium home. 'Just in case,' she said. But she got both refilled within one week. When my dad started catching on he put her into rehab and she hasn't touched them since. I poured them into the palm of my hand. I hung up the phone and turn on the sink and poured water into my mouth and swallowed all the pills. Valiums and codeine slip down my throat. There was at least five of each if I remembered correctly. I was expecting instant death with such strong drugs. But it took awhile. Too long. I couldn't stand to feel the pain anymore. My eyelids got heavy but my eyes refused to close. Soon I broke out into a sticky sweat and when the pain became unbearable I went down stairs and chugged down the strong whiskey. Then I started becoming tired, and then with in the next hour I started getting extremely tired. I called Aspen. She didn't pickup so I left a message. 


                            "I'm leaving Aspen. I can't take this anymore. I'm going to die tonight. I love you and I hope to see you at my funeral..." I hung up the phone. At exactly eleven forty  three I closed my eyes for the last time and I left the world.

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