Louis is infactuated with a girl that he met online. He writes songs about this girl she seems perfect. If only he could meet her. Sara on the other hand is deffinatly not a directioner. She does not know that on the other side of the computer sits Louis Tomlinson of One Direction. Sara is a 23 year old women who works a crummy job with crummy people. Sara hates One Direction almost as much as she hates he awful co-worker Becky, who would do anything for 1D.
This book may contain some mature content and it is strongly recomended for readers 15+, also in no way does anything the fictional character 'Sara' may say is not true about our boys. I am a huge Directioner! Also I support Elounor. Anything the fictional Louis may say is also fake.


5. Just Can't Let Her Go

Louis' P.O.V.

I'm a total asshole and everyone right now knows it. 

I felt so bad and stupid at the time I had to do it. I picked up my phone hoping and praying that I wouldn't do something I would regret. I when into my contact slowly scrolling down looking for the 'E's. I had tons of contacts some are even fans that gave me their numbers. I hesitantly put my finger on the contact 'Eleanor♥' and I called it.

I counted the rings in my head. 'One.....Two.....Three.....' No answer.

What caught my attention was the message.

"Hi this is Eleanor! And this is Matt, sorry we can come to the phone we are probably together please leave a message"

Who the fucking hell was Matt? I asked in my head. We have only been broken up a few fucking ass months and she gets a Matt?! Well what if I get a girl? That'll show her I can win the break up. I can let that bitch go.

I was still driving to my mums house. Ugh I was quite upset but probably not as upset as my mum. I totally left her and the girls yesterday. I felt so bad.

I still have a half an hour more to drive. I should buy a house closer to my mum.

So I could somehow enjoy the long ride I turned up my song that was on loop. Ed Sheeran has a way with words. I put down all my windows, and if the paparazzi got a shot of my face then later I'll get to admire myself on Twitter. Thats how I like to think of things. It's just that they don't care, and even if I make a fuss, I just ignore them because they're trouble. I will never give in to them they just want dirt on Eleanor and I. 

I pulled into that perfect white house and walked up the three steps to the door . I should have got flowers for her. She swung the door open and hugged my tightly and slowly whispered in my ear "Never leave me like that again," I kissed her cheek.

"I missed you so much mum!"  I was shooken up because I was having mixed feelings. I was upset about this new faggot Matt, I missed my mum and I love her, and I still haven't told her that Eleanor and I split, and now she has a Matt. I want a Matt. Like a rebound girl.

"I'm so sorry" I started crying to my mom, she knew something was up. "I never told you this mum, Eleanor and I broke up two months ago." I poured my heart out to her about what had happened.

"Hey babe hat are you doing today?" Eleanor texted me.

"Not much love, can we go on a date?" I asked texting every like I was going to be rejected.

"I would LOVE that" I felt a smile grow on my face and I needed to get ready for my perfect date with this girl I loved. I took a shower and took out some nice jeans, and a polo shirt with a cardigan. I was Uber excited for this date and I didn't know why I mean it's just like any other dates. I got in my beautiful car going to a beautiful resturant with my beautiful girlfriend. I picked her up at her house and we didn't know where we were going but, I know she didn't mind. I stoped at a nice little resturant over looking London in the distance. We asked for a window seat. and it heald her hand on the table. We have been together for two years now and I just came out and said it.

"I think I'm in love with you." I said and she knew when I said it I ment it. She started to cry. She had said it to me before but I never said it back. "Lovely, are you okay?" she continued to bawl.

"I'll be right back." Eleanor slummped away and out the front door. So I ran after her. As she started running I couldn't catch up. I sat there in the middle of the street. on my knees. I knew me and Eleanor had just broken up. I called her and texted her that night. I sat in my car crying no caring if the paparazzi took pictures of me I was just upset. I was upset that the love of my life left me right when I wanted her most, I was upset that she ran away, and most of all I was upset that she never told me why, why she ran away, why she never said 'I love you too.'

 I ran to the storeand got a six pack of beer and I sat in my car listening to sad music and drank until I forgot.. Everything.

"Now do you see why I'm Sad mum?" I asked with closed eyes and head down. She rubbed my back and then she took a beath tp say something but stopped herself.

"Sonds like you're to good for her." I turned around to see who that young voice belonged to, it was one of my sisters.

"Look babe," I started "You have never gone through what I have, I just can't even find myself. You know how hard it was on tour to make the Directioners laugh?" I asked continuing "I love my fans love my best friends, and most of all you guys, and I hope that you never have to go through what I did two months ago, I wake up in the middle of the night having nightmares" I realy hope she got my point because that cute little girl nodded her head and ran upstairs stomping her feet loudly. She came back down with a braclet in her hands.

"Take this" she said and handed me the lovely gold braclet, "It will protect you from all heartbreaks, and most of all it will show you whats important." She ran back upstairs. My mum and I shared a glance and I focused my eyes on the gold braclet.


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