Even if i could.....

Camy has always thought that love was easy and that she would fall straight into it. But she soon learns that its not that easy when she runs into a boy. And trouble appears at the worst time when her best friend Harry butts in.


21. Even if i could.......

        Camy's P.O.V.

I decided that i was going to take a pregnancy test. It came out negative. I'm pretty glad it did though, I am NOT ready to be a mom. I guess i just caught a bug. Anyways, since i'm feeling better, me and Perrie are going to start planning the wedding. Me and Perrie are really good friends now. "What do you think the colors should be?" Perrie asked me.

"I dunno. Hot pink and black."

"That sounds nice!" She wrote that down, "What should the venue be?"

"Church would be nice."

"Okay.... And finally, what should your dress look like?"

"I dunno. You wanna go shopping for one today?" I said.

"Sure!" She said excitedly. We left for a boutique that specialized in weddings. We walked in and right away Perrie grabbed one and said, "I like this one."

"I do too. But we better keep looking just in case."

"Okay." She said and put it back. We looked around and I found one. It looked so perfect.(Author's note: Check in my mumbles for a pic of the dress.)

"OMG!!! PERRIE LOOK AT THIS ONE!!!" I yelled and pointed at it.

"Ooh that one is perfect!!!"

"Lets go try it on!" It fit perfectly and i'm so happy right now. Mostly, because it is on sale for only 550 pounds! After i payed the cashier, we got into the car and i started driving. Me and Perrie were singing at the top of our lungs when my phone started ringing.

"Hey Harry." I said.

"Hey babe. Where are you?"

"Me and Perrie just went shopping for my wedding dress."

"Oh okay. I'm sure its beautiful."

      Harry's P.O.V.

"Oh its perfect. Hey Harry?" Camy said.


"Even if i could live without you what would you-" All of a sudden, i heard Perrie yell, "LOOK OUT!" And then, the line was dead. 

"CAMY!!!! CAMY!! CAMY!" I yelled into the phone. I heard sirens and several men asking questions to someone that sounded like Perrie. I started to panic and yelled into the phone again, "CAMY!?! CAN YOU HEAR ME?!?"

A man picked up the phone and says, "Hello sir."


"Sir please calm down. Come to the hospital immediately, your fiance's car crashed."

"Okay." I said calmer. I grabbed my coat and got into the car with a thousand questions flying through my head. Why did i call her? Why wasn't she paying enough attention? What happened to her and Perrie? Should i call Zayn? As i pulled up to the hospital, I saw the ambulance pull up. Camy was on a gurney and Perrie was being brought out a wheelchair. I ran to her.

"Oh my gosh. Perrie, what happened?" She started sobbing.

"When you two were talking, this guy swerved into our lane and hit the side of Camy's car. I'm sorry, Harry but she doesn't look well. I called out her name but she wouldn't answer me. I'm scared." Perrie's injuries are minor a few cuts and bruises.

"I am too. Do you want me to call Zayn?" I said and she nodded. So, i called Zayn and he met us at the hospital.

"Perrie, are you okay?" Zayn said when he walked in.

"Yes but Camy's not." She said and started crying again.

"What happened to Camy?" Zayn asked.

"We don't know yet." I said.

"She doesn't look good." Perrie said. We sat down and waited for the doctor to come out.

He finally came out and said, "Which one is Mr. Styles?" I raised my hand, "Come with me." He took me down a long hallway.

"What's happening to her?" I asked.

"Well, he heartbeat is very faint. We are trying our best to try to save her but chances are, she won't make it. I'm sorry...."


"Sir calm down. Would you like to see her?"

"Yes." I said and he led me into a room. I saw Camy lying there on a bed. Wires covered her, I walked over to her. Tears started falling. I knelt down next to her and said, "If you don't make it outta this hospital alive, I wanna tell you that i love you and that the answer to your question is that even if you could live without me, I would shut down, i would panic because i don't know how to live without you. You are the greatest thing to ever happen to me and i hope you know that. I love you more than you will ever know...." I left the room and went back out with Zayn and Perrie.

"Are you okay, Harry?" Perrie asked.

"No but thanks for caring."

"Awe come here." She said and she spread out her arms for a hug. So, i hugged her and sat down. We waited in silence for hours just waiting to know. Finally, the doctor walked in and said, "I'm sorry Mr. Styles, there is noting else we can do. She's gone."

I rested my head in my hands while Perrie cried into Zayn's chest, "Can i see her again?" I asked.

"And me too." Perrie asked.

"Yes you may." the doctor said and all of us got up and walked to the room. Perrie ran up to Camy and held her hand.

"Camy, you were truly a great person. Although i only knew you for a week or two, I can call you my best friend. We had a lot of fun today and i will always remember that you spent your very last seconds with me. I will truly miss you my best friend." Perrie said and she stepped back. 

I stepped forward and said, "I've known you my whole life and you completed it. Without you in my life, i'm not whole. I love you more than you could ever know and i hope you meet up with Catrina while you are up there. Have fun with your best friend! Just remember, you can come down and visit me any time you want. Love you! Bye my fiance, my sole mate, and most importantly my best friend. I will remember you forever and always." I stepped back and we left the hospital. We left Camy lying lifeless on a table. We left all our memories lying within her. We left my whole world. We got back to mine and Camy's house, and i ran straight up to our room and lied on the bed, crying my eyes out. I then got up and threw all of Camy's stuff out the window because i just couldn't handle it. When i relised that the blankets on the bed smelled like her, i threw them out the window. I sat in a corner sobbing, remembering the last thing she said to me. I kept repeating it to myself over and over again, "Even if i could live without you. Even if i could..... Even if i could..... Even if i could....."


 Author's Note: Hey! That's it for this fan fic. BUT! No need to cry, i'm thinking about writing a sequel to this. So please, like and comment if you want a sequel. And i will check up on you guys later!! Bye my beautiful girls!!! UNICORN POWER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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