Is It Love? Or Am I Dreaming?

Brianna has had a hard life. She cuts. Suicide attempts 5. She has been bullied. Her father walked out on her and her brother. Her mother is always busy. And she's been through abusive relationships. She doesn't believe in love. Whenever she falls in love, she just ends up hurt. Her only friend, Kristy, is always there for her. And Kristy and her 10-year-old brother, Greyson, are the only one that she cares about. But will that change when she meets none other than Louis Tomlinson?
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1. Chapter 1

*Brianna's POV*

I slammed the Off button on my alarm as it went off. "Ugh." I grunted.

"C'mon. Brianna get off your fat ass! It's the first day of school!" My 10 year old brother, Greyson, yelled. Great first day. Meh. In case you are wondering why a ten year old is cursing. Well, let's just say my parents had a colourful vocabulary before my dad walked out on us. Yeah. Blah blah blah. Sob story. Whatever. I got up and went to the shower. I stripped my pajamas off and turned the water on. I put my phone in my iHome and pressed play. My favourite song 'Titanium' started playing. I got in the shower and winced as the hot water touched my skin, but soon started to get used to it. I sang along to the lyrics.

"You shout it loud, but I can't hear a word you say
I'm talking loud, not saying much
I'm criticized, but all your bullets ricochet
you shoot me down, but I get up

I'm bulletproof, nothing to lose
fire away, fire away
ricochet, you take your aim
fire away, fire away
you shoot me down, but I won't fall
I am titanium
you shoot me down, but I won't fall
I am titanium-"

I'm interrupted by a pounding at the door. "Stop rehearsing you X-Factor audition in there and let's go! I don't want to be late on the first day!" Greyson yelled.

"Oh please! We are five blocks away from your school! Calm yourself!" I yelled back. I heard him grunt and kick the door. I quickly finished up and hopped out of the shower. I wrapped the towel around me and grabbed my phone and started walking towards the door. But before I opened the door I saw a glance of my reflection in the mirror. Wow. Today I actually don't look much like rubbish. I opened the door and walked to my room. I decided to challenge shorts today because it was boiling outside. I grabbed a tank top and my hispta please tshirt also. I grabbed my undergarments and changed quickly. I walked to my mirror and studied myself. My curly brown hair looks pretty decent today. I look at my legs. Thank god my shorts cover my cuts on my thighs. I hear my brother pound at my door.

"Hurry up!"

"Coming!" I yell. I quickly grab my black converse and put them on. I'm not much of a makeup person. I walked out and heard him yell.

"Finally! So that fact about girls is true!"

"What fact?" I ask.

"That they take too damn long to get ready!" He responded. I gave him the finger and grabbed my bag. We walked out side and immediately saw moving trucks.

"Wow. Who would move to Doncaster? This poor excuse of a town."

"Well they moved BACK." he said putting emphasis on back.

"Wow. Who would ever move back to Doncaster, let alone move here. Where did they come back from?"

"Not sure."

"Wow. Lil bro I thought you knew EVERYTHING."

"Not this time." he chuckled. I smirked and ruffled his hair as he walked up to his school. Great. Now its my turn. I put my headphones in and made my way to my school.


I walked into school and immediately got dirty looks. I ignored them and looked down at my schedule. I went to find my locker and found it shortly. I entered my combination and grabbed my pencil pouch from my bag. And neatly set my bag in my locker and shut it. I looked back down and saw I had Mr. Higgins for first hour. I sighed and one of my favourite songs, 'Breathe Me' by Sia, came on. I hummed along until I found my class. I walked in and saw Kristy. She ran up and hugged me. "At least I have one normal person in my class." I said. She let out a small laugh and we sat down.

"What took you so long?"

"Slept in"

"Ahhh. Need that beauty sleep."

"Bitch, I need to hibernate." she rolled her eyes and I put my headphones back in and waited for class to start. Someone sat down next to me but I just ignored them. Kristy tapped my arm and nodded her head to the person next to me. I looked over and saw a boy with sandy brown hair looking at me out of the corner of his eye. I turned back to Kristy and she mouthed

"He's cute." I shook my head and rolled my eyes. Then Mr. Higgins I'm guessing came in. I took out my headphones.

"Hello everyone. Well I don't know any of your names so how about we go around the room and say something about ourselves." He went around the room and everyone said their names one by one. Then it came to sandy-haired boy.

"My name is Louis Tomlinson. And well, I'm in the band One Direction." Oh dear god. Not that snobby rich band. Great now another bully to the list. Then it came to me.

"Well I'm Brianna Marks and I love music." I said. Then went on to Kristy.

"I'm Kristy Graber and I love narwhals." she said I let out a small smirk. Then he went on to the rest of the class until it came to Rebecca Daniels. Shit. I didn't even know she was in my class! Great. This year is going to be just great. She bullied me since primary school! I looked back and she just gave me a devious smirk. I turned forward and sunk into my seat and pretty much zoned out.


Lunch. The worst part of the day. Great. I sat down at a booth and waited for Kristy until she finally came and we just talked. "You aren't going to get your lunch?" she asked.

"No. I'm not hungry." Kristy doesn't know that I cut or strave myself. No one does. And I'd like to keep it that way. Just then Louis sat down at our table. We just looked at him. And there was silence.

"Hi." I said breaking the silence.

"Um. Hi. Is it okay if I sit here. Kinda nowhere to sit."

"Sure. No problem at all." I said with a fake smile.

*Louis's POV*

She was different. She didn't fall to her knees for me. In fact it seems like she could give less than a fuck about me. I just wanted to know her name. Thank the lord for the teacher having us going around and saying our names.

"My name is Louis Tomlinson. And well, I'm in the band One Direction." I said as it came to me. She looked annoyed.

"Well, I'm Brianna Marks and I love music." Brianna. So that's it. Then it went on to her friend next to her.

"I'm Kristy Graber and I love narwhals." I saw her give her a smirk and it went on until this girl in the back. She seemed to go wide eyed by the name. She turned around and just sunk back in her seat.


Lunch. Finally. I came in and saw it packed. Girls were begging me to sit at their table. I just ignored them and got my lunch. I spotted Brianna and her friend at a booth and sat down they both looked at me. And it was silent.

"Hi." she said breaking the silence. Thank the lord.

"Um. Hi. Is it okay if I sit here. Kinda nowhere to sit." I said.

"Sure." she said with a smile. And we just talked for a while and found out more about each other and talked about random stuff. It was a blast. Until, the girl that Brianna was frightened of walked up to our table.

"Louis why are you sitting here with these losers? Why not sit with us?"

"Well I guess that makes me a loser. I'd rather sit with them than sluts." I responed. Her mouth dropped and she just walked away.

"Louis you don't have to do that seriously!" Brianna yelled. Was she trying to get rid of me? "I don't want you to get made fun of too! Just go sit with them!"

"But I'm fine right here with my friends." I said with a smirk.

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