In Love With the Nerd

I never saw myself with her.
I never saw myself like this.
I never realized who I was until I got the girl.
The guy who I was is still inside me and can come out anytime.
I just want to keep her happy and be me at the same time.


18. The Transformation

I was walking down a sidewalk. The strange thing about it, I was holding hands with a girl that wasn't Sabrina and the sidewalk was surrounded by fog. I looked at the girl and she was one of my girl bullies.

"Harry, I love what you've done to yourself and dumped those nobodies." Who was she talking about?

"Well, I changed and I don't need them." I said. I seemed to have no control of my voice.

I wanted to say, "Who are you talking about? And I didn't change." But I looked at my shirt and I had a rolling stones shirt on, black skinny jeans and boots. Was I Edward? Wait, she called me Harry. So I'm me. But what happened to me? I was actually scared, I woke up.

I sat up and rubbed my face. That was a strange dream. I grabbed my journal and wrote down the dream.

I put my journal in my drawer and walked down to the kitchen. There Gemma and Edward were eating breakfast. I sat beside Gemma.

"Morning." She kissed my cheek. I smiled and mum walked through the door with a bowl and sat it in front of me.

"Morning Harry." She kissed my mop of curls. "Morning mum?" I came as a question. She giggled and sat across from me.

"So what do you guys have planned for today?" She sipped her coffee.

"Well me and Andrea are going to hang out around town." Gemma wiped her mouth.

"I'm gonna shop for some new boots The old ones are getting worn out."

"I can give you some money if you want." Mum spoke up. He said thanks and she turned to me.

"So Haz, what do you have planned for today?" I shrugged. Mostly shocked from her words.

"If it's ok with Ed, I'll hang out with him." Ed smiled and nodded.

"That's alright with me little bro. I'm leaving in an hour." I nodded.

"I can give you some money to." I nodded once again and we talked about school and mum talked about work. She does have a small crazy life at work.

We all finished breakfast and I changed into black skinny jeans. I have no real shirts. Just dress shirts. I went to Ed's room.

"Hey Ed, do you have a shirt I can borrow?" He looked up and threw me a shirt. I said thanks and went back to my room putting the shirt on at the same time. I went to my mirror and looked at the shirt.

The same shirt from my dream. The only thing hat was missing was the boots. I shook it off and put some converse on. My mum knocked on my open door.

"Here baby." She put money in my hand and kissed my cheek. I looked at the wad of money and counted it. 5,000 dollars!

"Mum! You don't need to give me this much money!" He chuckled.

"It's ok Haz. I owe you some years of allowance. Plus things are expensive. By you some stuff. Have fun." I hugged her tight and told her thank you. She said you're welcome and I went back to Ed's room. He was brushing his curls. When he saw me, he smiled.

"I have something for you." "What is it?" I plopped on his bed. He went to his bathrom and came out with something in his hands. He handed them to me. Contacts.

"Ed, you didn't haft to."

"No Harry, I wanted to. I have been not to good of a brother to you in the past and this is to help to make up for it. Go get Gem's and she'll show you how to put them in. Plus you might wanna cover up those bruises and cuts."

I nodded and remembered my injuries. I nodded and went to Gemma's room.

"Hey Gem, can you help me with these and could you cover up my bruises." She put her mascara down and smiled.

"Course Marc. Go sit on the toilet." I smiled and obeyed. She came in with her make up bag.

"Open the contacts." I opened them and she pulled out a contact case and solution.

"Ok, this may feel a little weird. Open your eyes real wide and look up." I looked to the ceiling and she pulled my eye lids up and down. She set the contact on my eye and it made a little bubble sound and it stayed.

"Now blink." That was all I could do. It felt like a bunch of eyelashes entered my eye.

She put the other one in and the feeling went away. Then she did my make up. She got that done and I looked at myself in the mirror.

"Wow." That was all I could say. I looked so different. I hugged Gemma and told her thank you about fifty times. Then I went to Edward's room.

"Wow, Gem is good. Can't tell you had a bruise." I laughed and we left the house.

"Have you asked Sabrina if we have work today?" I asked as we got in the car. 

"Yeah, she said we only need to work on Monday, Wensday and Saturday." I nodded and Edward quickly drove to the mall. There was a lot of people there.

"Come on, I'll show you where I get all my clothes." I nodded and he led me to a store. The store was full of white, blue, red and black clothes.

*~*~*skip shopping*~*~*

We left the store with three bags full of clothes. I got a whole bunch of clothes, jeans and sunglasses. Edward then led me to a shoe store.

I got some more pair of black and white conserse, black and brown boots. I still had about 2,000 dollars left. Ed had about 3,000 left. We got lunch and bought some more stuff when I saw a necklace.

"Hey Ed, should I get this for Sabrina?" I asked pointing to the necklace.

It was a couples necklace that had the sign for girl and the sign for boy. Then forever was written over top of the signs.

"When Jamie and Sabrina come over tomorrow, I'm gonna ask her out then I'll give it to her on our first date." Edward smiled.

"Do it man. She'll love it. Only if I could find something for Jamie." We entered the store and I got the necklace. Surprisingly, the necklace was cheap. Edward got Jamie a necklace that was a heart like a puzzle piece. One side said together and the other piece said forever.

"Jamie will love it." I told him as we left the store. "I hope she does." He said back. We were about to leave the mall when one store caught my eye. I had more money left.

"Hey Ed, can we go in that store?" I pointed. He nodded and we walked in the store.

We then left and I had 500 dollars left. I got about ten blazers, a few shirts, a leather jacket and a few bow ties to go with it. We left and drove home.

*~*~*skip car ride home*~*~*

When we got home, I tried everything on and put the clothes away. I laid down on my bed and thought about the dream I had. Was I going to change into the guy I was meant to be? Or was I gonna be the school nerd still?

My vision started to get blurry and I went to Gemma. She helped me get the contacts out and I slid my glasses on. I looked at myself in the mirror.

I still had my clothes on and my hair was curly. Then I looked at my face. I took my glasses off and stared at myself. I looked like the school player who gets a new girl every three days and doesn't care if I hurt the girl.

I argued with myself. Was I gonna change? Or was I gonna stay me? The first person that went to my mind was Sabrina. What if I changed and forgot about her like the girl said in my dream? What if I change and she doesn't like it? What if she likes my change and likes the new me instead of the old me?

I got a slight headache about it. I looked at my clock and it read 5:30. I changed clothes and turned my TV on. The entire time I wasn't thing about what was going on with the TV. I thought about changing and Sabrina.

If I'm gonna ask her out, I don't wanna change to fast. I want to show her that I can still be me and still like her. Hopefully she'll say yes to my proposal.

I sat there the rest of the evening thinking about all the things we can do if she says yes to me.


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