Throw my blades away for you

Alexia(alex) is stunned by the turn of events that happen. Her dad has as a stroke, and a few months later her mom kills herself. She lives with her 20 year old sister Talia who is nver there when she needs her. Alex cuts her wrist, and suicide does disturb the thoughts in her head.Then when she meets a romantic caring boy who gives her a reason to live.
MY FIRST FANFIC NO JUDGING

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4. I don't care about

I stare at the ticket for what feels like forever. Was this for me? What do I do? He probably just felt bad I wasn't going the concert. I take 2 dollars from the cash register and hand him back the ticket I look up only to see he wasn't there. I look around but I can't find him. I shrug and stuff the ticket in my apron. I return to work happier than I was this morning.

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When I get home I see Talia drinking cofee and reading. She works at a daycare on the weekends, she just finished her 2nd year of college, she's studying to be a teacher. I head upsatirs when she stops me."Come here I want to talk to you," I sit down shifting from side to side. I look up and realise she has been staring at me. "Alexia, I-I can't raise you anymore.." Raise me? What is she talking about. I look at her blankly. "I can't be watching you, I know it make take you a while to adjust and start your life.. I can't stay with you anymore.. taking care of you. I need to start doing something, finding someone.." Is she serious? She wants me to adjust and thinks it might be years? I get up filled with fury. "Talia you've got it all wrong. !" I start to yell. " YOUR NOT WATCHING OVER ME YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW WHO I AM!!" Talia gets up too. I stop yelling because my throat hurts. I continue speaking" All you do is cry and your telling me to adjust!! Your saying you take care of me but No you don't!! Your not my big sister anymore!! You don't ask how I feel or confort me!! I hate you and I don't care if you leave. I hope you do." She starts crying once again, I'm afraid she might hit me again but she runs upstairs. " I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU" I yell. I go to my room and take of my apron. The ticket I got today falls out. I forgot about that. The concert's at seven. It's three. I go into the bathroom and take a shower. I take my time and sing. I don't care what Talia says. I'm going tonight. I smile. A real smile. Tonight I'm going to the One diorection concert. I smile even more.

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I open the fridge and eat the leftover tacos I made. Delicious. Talia's still in her room. probably still crying. I finish quickly and go back upstairs. I put on the top I got today, with a lace bra, and as usual black leggings. For me this is dressed up. I go into the bathroom.Tonight I'm putting lots of makeup and I'm going to try to make my face beautiful. I take the tube of lip gloss and spread it over my lips. Then, I take the bottle of mascara and make my eyelashes darker and much longer. I even put foundation. I decide not to put eyeshadow I wouldn't want to overdo it. I pull my messy black hair into a ponytail and take one last look into the mirriror. Well, I tried.

When I get downstairs Its's 6:30 I take my phone ,keys and my ticket and I leave. Wouldn't want to be late at my first concert.

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My heart is beating with excitment as I walk towards the Bell Center doors. I give them my ticket and blablablabla.I  sit down in my seat. 111 section red FF. Perfect view of the stage, they say bands mostly go to the sides of the stage. Hopefully.Here we go.

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