Lovers or Enemies

Jessica Martinez is a singer. She wont perform but she sings to herself. Shes been singing since age 5 ever since her parents divorce. Her best friend adores Justin Bieber but Jessica's never been a huge fan. So when they run into each other at the airport what will Jessica do.


8. Tears

Jessica's POV

"Are you sure you don't want me to stay?" Jasmine asked walking me to my door.

"Yeah im sure" I said sniffling.

She gave me one more hug. I gave her a weak smile.

When she left I walked into the room grabbed Justin's pillow and a blanket and threw them on the couch. I changed into sweats and a baggy tee. More tears fell down my face as I went into my bag grabbed a sharpener and broke it. I closed my eyes blade in hand. I brought the blade down the my wrist and swiped it across. Only to realize that I didn't feel pain or blood. I opened my eyes and looked down. There was no pain or blood because I had cut the Bracelet Justin had given me. I dropped the blade and fell to the floor sobbing into my knees.

"Justin" I sobbed.

I cried his name over and over but he never came. I stood up and wiped my tears.

"He doesn't care about you. He doesn't care about you. He doesn't care about you." I said to myself over and over.

Every time I said those words tears would fall. I went into the kitchen to get some water. My throat was really dry. I was standing in the kitchen when the  door opened and Justin walked in looking pissed. He slammed the door and i flinched. I couldn't look at him.

"There's the sneaky bitch" He said his voice sounding angry.

I flinched at the word bitch.

"Excuse me?" I said wiping my eyes to make sure I look fine.

"You heard me." He said.

I couldn't believe he was acting like this.

"What the fuck is this!" He yelled pointing to the pillows.

"Your new bed" I said dumping the rest of my water and waking back to my room.

"Says who?!" He asked angrily.

"Says me" I said turning around facing him.

He laughed.

"Like im gonna let some whore like you tell me where to sleep. Youre not the boss of me" He said laughing.

My heart fell and shattered into a thousand pieces.

"You Know what?" I asked tears falling yet again.

He looked at me.

"Im not your girlfriend  either!" I yelled throwing the bracelet at him.

I turned around and ran into the bathroom sobbing. I slammed the door and locked it. I couldn't take it anymore. I Looked in the mirror. My eyes were puffy. Ive never cried so much in my life.

I sat down on the floor sobbing. I felt cold metal touch my hand. I looked down an grabbed the blade.

I looked at my wrist  pressed the blade on it and dragged it across. I went over it. Then made another one. Then another and another. I had 4 cuts and blood was dripping down my arm on the floor when I heard a knock at the door.

"Go away" I muttered.

"Baby Im sorry" Justin said

"Fuck you" I said threw gritted teeth.

"Jessica Im really sorry I don't know what happened or why I acted like that" He said apologizing.

I sobbed and did another cut across my wrist. Justin must have heard the metal go across my skin.

"Jessica What are you doing?!" He asked trying to open the door.

I watched the blood flow from the cut.

"Jessica please let me in" Justin said like he was crying.

Suddenly the door busted open and I didn't even look up.

"Oh my God" Justin said a he ran over to me and leaned down.

"Screw you" I said moving the blade to make another cut.

He stopped me and grabbed my hand. He took the blade and flushed it. He grabbed a wash cloth and came towards my wrist. I moved it away.

"Baby let me help you" He said grabbing my wrist and wiping away the blood.

"Im not your baby Justin, and im not your girlfriend either." I said my voice shaky.

"Yes you are.... In my heart" He said looking at me.

I couldn't take it anymore I burst into tears and ran to the bed. I got under the covers and sobbed.

"Jessica please forgive me" Justin begged laying down beside me.

I sobbed harder. He moved closer to me and I felt the bracelet go back on my wrist.

"Justin no" I said sobbing.

"Please Jess please"

I moved the covers to see Justin with tears in his eyes.

"Are you crying" I asked wiping away my own tears.

"Yes Jessica because I need you so much. You make me see things about myself I couldn't see before. Please forgive me baby. I like you I care about you I miss you I need you I want you but most importantly I Love You Jessica"

My heart seemed to have gotten super glued together at the words " I love you".

"I love you to." I whispered.

He smiled slightly.

"Does that mean you forgive me" He asked looking at me with hope.

I nodded and he smashed his lips on mine and we kissed. When i pulled away i saw his face and could tell he wanted more.

"I swear if you ever do that again me and Jasmine will kick your ass" I said giving him a look.

"I wont i promise"

I smashed my lips against his. He licked my bottom lip asking to get in. I granted his request ad he explored my mouth. I pulled back and rolled him over so he was on his back. I sat on top of him. I slowly started kissing his neck until i found his sweet spot. He moaned. I continued to kiss the spot. I started sucking his sweet spot, and he moaned louder. I kissed it one more time before continuing up is neck. I reached his lips and he smashed them on mine. He licked my lip, but i wouldn't let him come in. I gave him one more kiss before saying

"Goodnight love you"

Then i got off an laid down facing him. I closed my eyes.

"Youre such a tease baby" He whispered in my ear.

My body tensed up and he chuckled.

"GoodNight i love you to" He said while wrapping his arms around my waist pulling me closer.

"Don't ever let me go" I whispered.

"I wont" He said.

 I snuggled in his chest and went to sleep to the sound of his heart beating.


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