More than this - Friendzone

He has always been my best friend, we had always made time for each other even though he goes on tour and doesn't live here anymore.
but some how something changed, I saw him differently now and I caught myself feeling something more than just friendship. Best friends don't fall in love with each other right?
but our friendship turned out to be more than that!


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10. Waking up to this isn't that hard

- Peyton - 

 

I felt so incredibly safe. I didn't want to open my eyes in fear of this just being a dream, a very nice dream but yet just a dream. but it just was a dream right? this wasn't real?

A pair of strong arms held me tightly and I could feel his slow breathe in the crock of my neck. 

It's not like we haven't slept next to each other before but this was different, those times I didn't had the need to kiss my best friend. I was literary in heaven right now, having Harry's arms wrapped around my waist holding me tight. I sighed lightly and wrapped his arms tighter around me. I didn't want to let him go, neither did I want him to let me go. 

I leaned into his chest and tried to relax and go back to sleep again, but there was something not letting me do that, not just my head telling me that this is my best friend and best friends don't do this but also that hard thing poking into my lower back. The thing is I didn't mind that, no not at all.

Harry stirred a bit and snuggled closer to me. I suddenly felt a very light touch against my neck. just as light as a feather, making me think that it was just in my head before I felt it again. a bit more pressure this time though and then again.

I felt how Harry inhaled and how he dragged me even closer to him. he must still be asleep, he wouldn't do this if he knew what he was doing right? if he knew that it was me?

I heard him sigh and I slowly opened my eyes getting used to the week light sipping through the curtains in the window. I didn't want to say anything that would end the perfect moment we just shared. 

 

"good morning." Harry whispered with his low raspy morning voice and hugged me tighter.

"good morning." I replied.

 

Harry was still holding me and I was still holding tight on his arms that held me. would I dare to turn around and face him? what if that made this awkward? the fact that I, his best friend was pressed into his body feeling his boner. 

 

"I'm sorry." he whispered after a few minutes.

 

I frowned and made him lose his grip on me and turned around facing him. I looked into his eyes and carefully stroke a strand of hair out of his beautiful face. 

 

"what is it exactly that you are sorry for?" I asked him.

"I.. I.." he stammered watching me intensely.

"Harry.." I said.

 

we were both quiet and all we heard was the tapping of rain against the window. I felt out of breath. 

I suddenly had the urge to kiss him. was I really going to kiss him? was I really going to maybe ruin my friendship with Harry? I kept staring into his eyes and then I made up my mind. 

I was going to do it, I was totally going to kiss my best friend and in right this second I really didn't care what would happen to us afterwards. 

 

I leaned in and touched his lips with mine, they were so soft. I closed my eyes and gave in to need of letting my tongue run over his bottom lip. At first he didn't do anything, he was just being still but then he let out a small moan before opening his lips and kissing me back. 

I cupped his cheek and scooted closer to him. Harry wrapped his arms around me again and held me close. the kiss got heated and soon he was hoovering over me leaving my mouth and kissed a trail down my jawline down to my neck trying to find my sweet spot. when he found it right below my ear I moaned, I bit my lip and smiled as I drew my hands through his hair trying to get him even closer.

I had my legs wrapped around his waist and his hands was caressing down my stomach down to the hem of my t shirt before they traveled up under it back to just under my breasts. I moaned and tugged in his hair letting him know I wanted him to kiss my lips again. our breathing was heavy and as he left my neck he hesitated looking into my eyes. 

I sighed and lifted myself up to close the small space between us, as my lips lightly touched his again there was a tap on the door. 

Harry's eyes widened and he fast got of me, making sure there was a descent space between us that was appropriate for best friends sleeping in the same bed. 

 

"hey, are  you guys awake?" Anne asked as she opened the door and put head into the room. 

"mom, hi." Harry said and sat up making it look like he just woke up.

"good morning. there's breakfast downstairs, me and Robin are going to work now." she said.

"good morning Mrs. Twist." I said and sat up next to Harry.

"I'll be home in time for dinner, good bye loves." Anne said and left us as fast that she had appeared. 

 

There was a silence that filled the room, Harry fell back against the pillows when the front door shut and when the car engine started he let out a breath I didn't even know he had held. 

the thing is I had done the same thing. I took a deep breath and let it out before I laid down next  to Harry. I turned to my side so that I could watch his profile as he was looking up onto the sealing. So what now? I kept studying him, his chest rising and falling with the rhythm of his breathing. 

After a few minutes he turned his head and looked at me. his eyes was sparkling and his lips was oh so tempting. he caught me looking on his lips and started to smirk as he too turned to his side facing me. 

 

"that wasn't just a dream right?" I asked and let out a nervous giggle.

 

I felt a hundred thousand butterflies fly around in my stomach as I waited for what he had to say. I waited for the speech of letting me down easy to come but it never did.

 

"that.. what just happened?" he asked and he kept looking into my eyes.

"I guess we kissed." I told him.

"friends don't kiss each other." he said and pulled a strand of hair behind my ear.

"but we did." I said. 

"yeah we did." he smiled. 

"so what happens now? do we just ignore that this happen or what do we do?" I asked.

"I don't want to ignore this." he whispered. 

 

I didn't know what to say, I had just kissed my best friend and he didn't want to ignore the fact that we kissed. I felt even more confused now after the kiss then with all the emotions running through my head before the kiss.

 

"so what does this mean?" I whispered.

"what do you want?" he asked.

"whatever you want." I said letting him decide what was going to happen next.

"are you sure?" he asked.

"yeah, I am." I told him. 

 

He stared at me for a few minutes, obviously a lot of thoughts went through his head, I could see how he processed them. He still didn't get that I knew him so well.

but the thing was what happened next was so not what I expected to happen. 

Harry decided on something and leaned in and gave me an other kiss. again his lips was so soft and full. I kissed him back and gave everything I had into the kiss. 

 

 

- Harry - 

I tried to breath as normal as I could, the fact that I woke up and had my nose in my best friends hair made it very difficult. she smelled so good, she felt so tiny in my arms. I noticed how she wrapped her arms over mine making me hold her tighter. she was clearly awake, I knew because of her breathing. I couldn't help myself when I let my lips barely touch her neck and then again before hugged her even closer to me.

 

"good morning." I whispered with my raspy morning voice.

"good morning." she replied.

 

I knew that she was pressed close to me and I knew that she must feel the boner she had given me. But I didn't care, she was in my arms and that meant so much. 

 

"I'm sorry." I whispered after a few minutes, feeling I had to apologize for how my body reacted on her, she was still my best friend and this wasn't exactly the the way best friends are suppose to react on each other.

 

she made me lose my grip on her and turned around facing me. I looked into her eyes and she carefully stroke a strand of hair out of my face. 

 

"what is it exactly that you are sorry for?" she asked.

"I.. I.." I stammered watching her intensely.

 

What was it that I was really sorry for? I didn't know how to tell her that I liked her more than just my best friend. 

 

wait? did I just think that I liked her more than a best friend? 

 

"Harry.." she said and watched me just as intensely back. 

 

we were both quiet and all we heard was the tapping of rain against the window. I felt out of breath. All I wanted to do was to kiss her, her lips looked so kissable. she kept staring into my eyes and after a few minutes she leaned in and touched my lips with hers. 

her lips were so soft, I closed my eyes when she let her tongue run over my bottom lip. fist I didn't know how to react, my best friend was kissing me and all I wanted to do was to kiss her back. So I did, I moaned and then I did it.

 

I kissed her back. 

 

She cupped my cheek and scooted closer. I wrapped my arms around her again and held her as close as I could. the kiss got heated and I flipped us so that I was hoovering over her leaving her mouth and kissed a trail down her jawline down to her neck trying to find her sweet spot.

when I finally found it right below her ear she moaned and bit her lip. she smiled and drew her small hands through my hair trying to get me even closer.

she had her legs wrapped around my waist and she was so close but it still didn't fell close enough.

my hands was caressing down her stomach, down to the hem of  her t shirt before they traveled up under it, back to just under her breasts. I couldn't go there just yet knowing that this just might be in the moment, that this didn't mean as much to her at it meant to me. 

She moaned and tugged on my hair letting me know she wanted me to kiss her lips again. our breathing was heavy and as I left her neck I hesitated looking into her eyes. was this what she really wanted? she saw that I hesitated and then she sighed and lifted herself up to close the small space between us, as her lips lightly touched mine again there was a tap on the door. 

I felt my eyes widened and I fast got of her, making sure there was a descent space between us that was appropriate for best friends sleeping in the same bed. 

 

"hey, are  you guys awake?" My mom asked as she opened the door and put her head into the room. 

"mom, hi." I said and sat up making it look like I just woke up. 

 

I still wasn't ready to let my mother know about my feelings about Peyton, not before I knew what was going through her head, what she was feeling about me.

 

"good morning. there's breakfast downstairs, me and Robin are going to work now." she said.

"good morning Mrs. Twist." she said and sat up next to me.

"I'll be home in time for dinner, good bye loves." Mom said and left us as fast that she had appeared. 

 

There was a silence that filled the room, I fell back against the pillows when the front door shut and when the car engine started he let out a breath I didn't even know I had held. 

Peyton took a deep breath and let it out before she laid down next to me.After a few minutes I turned my head and looked at her. her eyes was so dark and they kept looking into mine. I smirked at her turned so that I was facing her just like she was facing me.  

 

"that wasn't just a dream right?" she asked and let out a nervous giggle.

 

I felt a hundred thousand butterflies fly around in my stomach, not what a friend feel for another friend right?

 

"that.. what just happened?" I asked and kept looking into her eyes.

"I guess we kissed." she said.

"friends don't kiss each other." I said and pulled a strand of hair behind her ear just like she had done to me.

"but we did." she said. 

"yeah we did." I smiled, she looked so beautiful when she smiled back.

"so what happens now? do we just ignore that this happen or what do we do?" she asked and it was a valid question, what happens now?

"I don't want to ignore this." I whispered after a few minutes. 

 

her exspresion changed and she looked a bit confused, like she was thinking about what just had happen and what she actually thought about it.

 

"so what does this mean?" she whispered.

"what do you want?" I asked her, a bit afraid of what her answer might be.

"whatever you want." she said letting me decide what was going to happen next.

"are you sure?" I asked.

"yeah, I am." she told me, giving me a small smile. 

 

I couldn't stop staring at her, this was a life changing decision. If I went with my head that was trying to protect both me and her, I would just say that we might be better of as friends. That we shouldn't risk our friendship on something that might just end badly if we weren't careful.

but then my heart screamed at me telling me to go for it. that what I felt for her was something special and that everything was going to be okay as long as we had each other.

 

I had to decide, should I go with my heart or my head? 

 

the thing is when I finally realized that there was just only one obvious choice I couldn't just say it. I had to show her how much she meant to me. 

I leaned in and gave her kiss, I gave it all into that kiss hoping that it would explain everything that I felt and how much I needed her in my life.

To my surprise she was kissing me back, I was giving her my heart and she didn't throw it back in my face. she was giving me hers in return.

 

 

 

 

A/N

hey! I'm sorry if this chapter is a bit awkward. I wanted the first kiss between Harry and Peyton to be perfect but maybe it's just awkward. 

writing about kissing aren't really my thing, I'm not really good at it but I hope that it was okay at least.

thanks for reading, 

Fan, Comment and like! 

// Sarah

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