Teenage Criminals

'If I told you would you take it the wrong way?'
His hot breath hit the side of my face making me flush.
'I will take it anyway you want.'
I whisper slowly into his ears. Closing my eyes. I fell him wrapped his arms around me tight.
This was a mistake. He was a mistake. I should've let him close to me. I was only ever going to corrupt him.
See I am not like all the other girls. I am dangerous. I don't take shit from anyone.
I am a trained fighter. I am the "Bad-Girl" in school. But I don't see it that way.
I see it as I am one of the few girls who can stand up for herself. Who never makes mistakes.
But I did make a mistake and that is falling in love with a good boy named Harry Styles

(Non-famous One Direction fanfic)


31. Chapter Thirty

    I woke up to the sound of an annoying alarm. I was just going to ignore it and snuggle into Aria. But when I went to put my arms around her all I felt was air. I looked around the empty room. Nothing seem out of place. I slowly got out of bed to turn of the stupid alarm. I went over to the dresser. That' s is when I noticed that it was Aria's phone. Hmh, why the hell did she have an alarm on her phone. It is not like she goes anywhere. 

   When I finally turned off the alarm I was about to set it down when I saw a letter. Being the nosy person I am I opened it. Over and over again. Pain spread across my chest as I read each word. That formed sentences. That made up paragraphs. That was made up a letter that broke my heart.  Shattered it into pieces.  

   I must have read that letter ten times before I realized that what I was reading wasn't a twisted joke or a huge misunderstanding but a huge heart breaking Dear John letter. I read it one last time before I lost is and broke down. 


Dear Harry,


 I am sorry I couldn't tell you this in person. I knew you would convince me to stay. But that is one thing I couldn’t do. I need to get better. I need to get away to do that. I am sorry about all of the hell I have puttin you through. I can see now how much you care about me and how much you love me. But we could never last. We are just two dumb teengers who fell in love and got broken along the way.

   I love you Harry. I will always love you. But I am bad for you. I will only ever cause you pain. Hopefully this is the last time I will hurt you. Because I don’t think I can withstand know I hurt you another time. So please just forget about me. Move back to England. Follow your dreams. Fall in love with someone who deserves to be loved. Get married and have children. Because that is something I will never be able to give you. And I know how much you want kids and a wife to love. Stuff I will never be able to give you.  It would be unfair to you if I withhold that from you. So please Harry. Move on. Forget about me. Forget about the love we once believed that could hold us together. But only tore us apart.  Forget about everything we once were.  Forget us.

  I am sorry you will never be able to say goodbye. To have closure. But this is the only way I could help you help me. I am writing this as you lie  next to me on the bed. Trying my best to silent my crys. Not wanting to wake you. Because I know if you do wake up. You will ask me why I am crying and I would have no choice to tell you and you would comfort me and convince me to stay. But I can't do that. So I hope you won't wake up until after I am gone.

  So as you read this letter Harry. Know that I am only doing this for you. I want you to have the best for you and I will only hold you back from your dreams. So please do not chase after me. Don’t look for me. Just let me go. Please. And go back to England. Apologize to your mom and dad. Move back in with them. Don’t stay here and wait for me. I am never coming back. So move on and forget about me.  


                                   Forever and Always Yours Truly ,


                                                Aria Darcy Grey




    How could she do this to me if she loved me.  She should know that I don't care about any of those things as long as I have her. God, help me.  I could think straight. The one girl I ever truly loved left me. Leaving me heartbroken and alone.  By myself.  I know, Aria. If she thought this was the best thing to do. I guess she was right. But that still didn't take away from the feeling of heartache and misery.  

   I will never kiss her again. Hold her in my arms. Tell her I love her.  Lie with her on the couch wrapped in blankets. Or celebrate our ten month anniversary. Tomorrow.   God, I love you Aria. But I think you wreck me.  Broke my heart and left me for dead.  In a way. But I still am madly ,truly, deeply in love with you. And I will always be. 


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