Bambi Tomlinson

Hi my name Bambi Tomlinson I am 16 and love Fruit Loops, I also have a thing for tattoos, and yes, Louis Tomlinson is my older brother, the type that would ignore me.
I have light blue hair and very odd purple eyes, although my natural hair colour is oak brown.


25. chapter 24

'I wasn't gunna let you go that easy' I look at Zayn and his sweet face, I don't understand how people think he's the “Bradford bad boii” he's just so sweet. Plus he can't swim and is afraid of the dark, but I love him.

I smile at him and he pulls me into his warm chest. I fall into his arms happily and I felt like he was the sun, I could feel the light and warmth radiating from him and he turned me into myself an made me feel like I could always act like a little sister when he's around.

'can we finally go home now?' Niall asked as he rounded the corner holding a bag of fast food 'holey shit, what happened?' he runs over to me and checks my face

'could someone check on Harry please?' I turn away from Niall and walk over to Harry while rubbing my arm, he was still surrounded by a few girls but they noticed something was wrong and let us through. I guess these were the good fans.

'Hazza?' Lou bends down and touches his hand 'are you okay?' I see Harry move but it was minute and looked like it was difficult

'how many girls were there?' Liam crouches next to me

'I don't know, I saw a few in the beginning but after a little the screams were getting louder' I look at Harry and I could tell he had been trampled by the selfish fans.

'that's why we came out, we just came to get some food' Niall says nodding to the bag of food.

SIDE NOTEthere are two types of fans, good fans and selfish fans.
The selfish one push and shove just to get close to the boys and “touch” them so they can tell their friends.
The good ones are the ones that support the boys and their careers, whether they were there from the start or just recently started supporting them they try to help them in any way possible.

We help Harry get up and he groans, I hope he'll be okay 'don't worry about me, where's Cody?' I look around an see all the boys with me... No one was looking after Cody.

I turn around and see that Cody had up and left, obviously, I sigh and look at the boys. They looked so tired, I guess I'm doing this to them, I should really keep the hassles to myself.

'I think we should go home' Liam says putting an arm around Harry to help him walk better

I feel an arm pull me up and I rest my head on the body 'They told me to stay inside, I only just came out after Niall' Connors voice flowed into my ear like a calm river

I close my eyes and think about what I've put these boys through, I didn't want to hurt this much, I didn't want to create this much of a panic.

I stay silent and the boys obviously noticed. None of them were asking me what was wrong, they knew what was wrong, but they did act as if nothing happened. Even Harry was messing around like the rest of them, I notice him wincing a few times and I went to say something but I reminded myself that if I open my mouth I'm sure to make a mess and ruin the masks of happiness.

So I sit in silence as we drive to Niall's mum's, Natasha had been waiting in the car for the food and got worried about them when they didn't get back sooner, we assured her that nothing was wrong but she still asked us questions.

I put on a smile and grinned at the sneaky comments but I didn't say a word.

We got to the house and I smile at the brick layout, I've seen this house so many times through twitter and instagram but I've never seen it up close, I never even thought to come here.

I open my mouth to talk but I quickly shut it when I look at Harry struggling to get out of the car, I didn't want to cause anything, I repeated in my head.

I run around to Harry's side and push my head under his arm 'ugh' he winces as he puts weight on his foot, the drive wasn't to long but it was still at least an hour to get here

'mum, we're back!!' Niall called out as he opened the door and helped Harry inside, he laid Harry on the couch and went into what I could only assume be a kitchen.

I saw his mum slowly walk down the stares with sweat on her brow and cleaning products in her hand, she was probably cleaning up there 'hey honey' Niall walks to the kitchen door and Maura places a small kiss on his cheek, she looks around at the boys sitting in her living room as though they were family but her eyes stopped on me 'hello dear' she said with a smile, probably assuming that I was Niall's girlfriend or something like that 'and who might you be?' she said with an accent that has become a second to me.

I look around for some way out because I know that I shouldn't talk, I would just cause havoc for Niall later 'ma, can you come take a look at Harry’s ankle?' Niall walks over to Harry and places a bag of peas just above his foot. Harry winces as the cold plastic hits him and Louis was right there beside him hanging on for dear life as if Harry was dying.

Maura walked to Harry and asked him a few questions and touches his ankle where there is now a big bruise on it 'he should be fine, just a sprain' she smiles to Harry and ruffles his hair 'you don't have to be too dramatic Hazza' she looked at Harry like he was her own son and I noticed for the first time that everyone treats each other like family here, unlike home, and they respect them as family too.

I sit on the chair nearest to me and sigh, why did it always have to be like this? Why didn't I just leave the boys? Oh wait, I've already done that and they found me. I lower my head and sigh again, there was no way out of this, I had to continue with them until the tour starts and then I'll just tell them that I can't go.

Niall's mum looks at all of us and smiles 'Niall do you mind if you share with someone? Because we don't have enough room for another person.. and they're going to have to sleep in your bed with you' she smiles at me and I avoid eye contact

'ma, she can have my bed, I'll just sleep on the couch' he rubs the back of his neck and blushes

'but Harry's sleeping out here with Lou and I don't want any more then two boys in each room. Zayn and Liam are in the spare, Connor and little Natasha are sleeping in Greg's room so she has to sleep in your room and we don’t have any more beds soo....' Maura was definitely good at arranging things so her son got the best of the situations 'go up the stares and to the right' Maura handed me a blanket that was sitting on the couch 'make yourself comfortable' I couldn't tell her that I had to go home soon because that would cause trouble for her and Niall plus the boys would insist I stay.

I walk up the stares and look right to where there was a blue door, I assumed that this is Niall's room and grab a pen and piece of paper from his desk, I write a not saying:

Gone home, I couldn't stay and didn't want to argue with you. I'll come back tomoz and see you guys then.

I sign it and leave it on Niall's desk where he could see it clearly. I didn't want them to ask questions so I climb out the window, I know that I shouldn't be doing this, especially when Cody's loose but I needed to see my caring mum and little sister and brother for as long as I can before I leave.

I clamber down making as little noise as I could but I landed on a bike that must have been Niall's before he left, it made a little bit of noise but nothing to bad. I climb over the gate that they had put up and started walking home.

I was definitely going to be late because it was at least a two hour walk and because I didn't exactly know where I was going it was going to take longer. 'Hello there, the angel from my nightmare
The shadow in the background of the morgue
The unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley
We can live like Jack and Sally if we want
Where you can always find me
We'll have Halloween on Christmas
And in the night we'll wish this never ends
We'll wish this never ends

I miss you, I miss you
I miss you, I miss you

Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness
Comes creeping on so haunting every time
And as I stared I counted
Webs from all the spiders
Catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you
and hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight
Stop this pain tonight

Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head

Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head

Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head

Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head 

I miss you, I miss you
I miss you, I miss you
I miss you, I miss you
I miss you, I miss you' I could feel eyes on me but I sing into the streets, every word drowning in itself. Tears fall down my face and on to my new top that was the only thing keeping me away from the frost surrounding me. I smile and close my eyes for a second 'I have all of this and I'm crying!' I laugh 'I should be grateful' *sigh*.
I have my own life and I have the most wonderful people in it, I have a roof over my head and I call it my home! I love people and they love me back, I may not have normal caring parents that will love me forever and help me through anything that I’m going through but I have people that are close enough.

I think about Darcy McCabe and I smile, she does what she wants with her life because she uses what she has and takes every opportunity she can, Darcy is an inspiration to me and although I don't know her all that well I think she will become an amazing person.

Thinking about Darcy I wonder if she'd come out and get me.. if only I had my phone, I think I could borrow someone else's. I walk up to the door I was at and knock 'hello?' I knock again and hear someone coming

'yes?' I hear a woman talking through the door as she approached 'shh Marie shh' I hear her say with a slice of wood between us. She opens the door and I'm surprised at how old she is and the fact that she's carrying a small red faced baby in the crook of her left arm 'oh hello, are you looking for Niall?'

I guess everyone knows him 'um hi, no I'm not I was just wondering if I could use your phone to call someone'

she smiles and I see the wrinkles at the side of her cheeks deepen 'sure come on in' she opens the door wide and calls 'Danny someone's here could you show her to the phone please?' she looks to me 'sorry I'd show you but I have to take care of this one' she rubs her nose against the little baby and Marie giggles.

I see a elderly man poke his head around the corner and smile at me 'right this way' I walk forwards while looking around me at the warm custard coloured wall paper and the small pictures hanging on them

'thanks for letting me use your phone' I say walking into the sitting room and the man was holding a cordless phone in his hand, I grab it and dial Darcy's number, I remember it because it's the same as my brothers number if you add 3 to the last digit 'hello, I'm in the middle of class so could you hurry it up'

'you have class now?'

'yea I take night ones' I look at the clock on the wall and gasped at the time, it was 10:40, I wonder when that happened.

'do ya think you could pick me up after class? I have to get home ASAP' I smile as she sighs

'fine where are you?' I look around me as the man sits on a chair and starts reading

'look up where Niall Horan lives and I'm down that street'

'k. I'll be there in about an hour or so, class is almost finished anyway'

'allllrighty then. THANKYOU!!!!' I yell and the man looks at me and the woman pokes her head around the corner with disproving eyes 'sorry' I whisper to them. Darcy hangs up and I thank the people for letting me use their phone

'it's okay' the lady smiles and leads me back to the door, lets me out and smiles to me as I walk down the pathway I sit on the curb waiting for Darcy to get here. 'cause when a heart break, no it don't break evenn' I sing to myself 'I wanna be drunk when I wake up
on the right side of the wrong bed
I don't care I love it
I crashed my car into a bridge and I don't care
I love it
lose yourself in the music the moment you own it you better never let it go
you only get one shot do not miss your chance to blow
this opportunity comes once in a lifetime yo
your so pretty when you cry
when you cry
it was dark and I was over
until you kissed my lips and you saved me

my hearts a stereo
it beats for you so listen close
hear my thoughts in every note
make me your radio
and turn me up when you feel low
this melody was ment for you
so sing along to my stereo
oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
oh oh oh oh ' I sing all the song that were floating around in my head and smile at the old man across the road who was watering his garden and staring at me with disbelieving eyes 'hi' I laugh a little

He waves and turns the hose off, he goes to walk inside but his shoe falls off so he's standing there putting his shoe back on for 5 minutes until he gave up on it and walk inside without it. I get up after he walked inside and walk over to his yard, I finish watering his garden and pick up his worn through shoe and leave it on his porch with the other shoes there.

'hey Bambi' I hear someone call and I turn around to see Darcy standing on the curb in front of the house 'you ready to go?'

I look around and see the old man peaking out the window 'yea' I look at Darcy in her usual white lab coat and her green track pants

'I was in a hurry and the jeans I was wearing are really uncomfortable' she frowns I guess she still cares abut what she looks like

'okeydoke lets go' I smile and walk with her to the white Honda sitting out the front 'nice ride'

she smiles 'I bought it with my own money, NOT my parents' I laugh at her sense of pride

we get in and buckle up the music that turns on when she starts up the car startles me because the first voice I hear is my brothers... plus the music was up really loud. I give her a questioning look and she smiles 'I was doing a little research and I liked them.. especially this guy' my brothers voice was still booming through the car

'okayyy' I didn't tell her that she liked my brother because I didn't want her fangirling like the others 'lets just go now' we speed off and I watch her go past Niall's place, the boys were out front looking down the street but the windows were tinted enough for them not to see me. I felt like I had betrayed them, I look out the rear view mirror and see Harry’s concerned eyes following us down the street but I know that he was looking for me in every car.

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