Oblivion *An AU One Direction Fan Fiction*

She wished she could just fall into oblivion.
❀Warning, this story could trigger self-harm! Leave a comment on my profile if you need to talk.❀


1. Chapter 1

‘You are a fat whore and you don’t deserve to be with Liam.’

‘How the fuck does Liam love you? You’re an ugly bitch’

‘Go kill yourself, no one would miss you, especially Liam.’

‘You’re such a gold-digger! You’re only with him for his fame’

‘I can’t believe Liam was stupid enough to believe that you actually love him.’

‘I hope you get hit by a bus and BURN IN HELL!’

‘No one fucking likes you. Liam’s only with you because he feels sorry for you!’

‘Go slit your wrists bitch. Hopefully you’ll die.’

‘I hope you and the idiot you’re dating are murdered by Mr. X’

‘You’re fat! Why don’t you try eating less, or NOTHING!’


Tears poured down Alison’s face as she scrolled through the never ending hate comments. Couldn’t they see she was already trying to die? She tried to please the Directioners, but to no avail. She was sent hate everyday since she started to date Liam. She exited the Twitter tab and ran to the bathroom, grabbing her razor blade. She found a clean spot on her right forearm and sliced through the skin with the blade. Blood seeped down from the cut, down her arm. Alison didn’t even feel pain anymore. Her forearms and legs were covered in scars. All of her scars were different. Some were faded and some were recent. Some were long while others were shorter. Alison pressed the blade to her arm and dragged it again and again.

“This is for being ugly.” She whispered and dragged.

“This is for not being skinny enough.” She said and dragged again.






“And this one is for being alive.” Alison whispered and dragged the blade one more time.  She wiped the blood from her wrist and disposed of the toilet paper. She hid the blade back under the sink, taped into the corner where no one would ever find it. Alison left the bathroom and walked to the dresser she and Liam shared. She threw her grey Hornby Crew Jack Wills jumper and a pair of black leggings. Alison walked back into the bathroom and stared at the reflection in the mirror. Alison didn’t recognize the reflection staring back at her. The girl had big blue glossy eyes, surrounded by red puffy rings. Tear streaks were prominent on her small cheeks. She had dark bags under her eyes and her cheekbones stuck out. Alison lifted up her shirt and saw her ribs and hips poking. Her stomach was flat, but in Alison’s mind, all she saw was fat. She walked over to the scale and stepped on. The two numbers flashed thirty-seven kilograms, which would translate to eighty-two pounds. Alison was disgusted by her own weight. She was too heavy.

“Ali! Babe! Are you here?” Alison heard a voice call. She knew it from anywhere. She cleared the scale quickly and ran out to the front door where Liam was standing. He caught her in his arms, her legs wrapping around his torso. He leaned up and kissed her and hugged her tight.

“Liam James Payne what are you doing here? I thought you weren’t coming back for another two weeks!” Alison exclaimed after they pulled away from the first kiss they’ve had in a while.

“They let us leave early!” Liam said, smiling cheekily. “God, I’ve missed you.” He whispered pecking her lips again and again. Ali giggled, making Liam’s insides explode.

“I missed you more.” Ali smiled, resting her head in the crook of Liam’s shoulder. “So how was it? How was America?” Ali wondered. She had never been there before. Liam laughed at her eagerness. She jumped off Liam and landed on the floor, hitting her head.

“Holy shit, Ali! Are you okay?” Liam bent down. Ali sat up and nodded her head.

“Yeah I’m fine Li.” Ali said, disoriented. Her head was spinning, but didn’t say anything. Liam helped her up and carried her to the couch. “So how was America?” Ali asked, Her head was throbbing and spinning wildly now and the pain was almost unbearable.

“It was amazing, just like last time. I’m gonna take you there one day! I promise. It’s so big! And playing at Madison Square Garden in New York City, and the Staples Center in Los Angeles, it was just beyond amazing!” Liam rambled. Ali giggled a little. “Ali, you don’t look good. You want me to get you something to eat?” Liam asked. Ali started to panic.

“No!” She said a little jumpy. “I mean; can you just get me some Advil and water please?” Ali said.

“Of course babe. Be right back.” He said, not noticing how jumpy she was. Liam came back with the Advil and water and within fifteen minute, Ali’s headache had disappeared.

“So would you like to go out for dinner malady?” Liam asked. Ali nodded reluctantly.

“Sure, where do you wanna go?” Ali asked with a fake smile and fake joy.

“How ‘bout Abode?” Liam referenced to the best place in Manchester. All of the boys now lived in Manchester to be close to the recording studio and management headquarters.

“Li, that’s so expensive.” Ali whined. Liam shrugged.

“Anything for my princess!” Liam laughed pulling Ali closer into a hug.

“Well its almost five, I gotta go get ready!” Ali said. Liam let her go and she ran into the bedroom grabbing her navy blue Jack Wills dress with long sleeves. Below her hip, the dress was sparkly and puffier. The top was tighter fitting and showed off Ali’s figure perfectly. Ali applied a couple coats of mascara, making her eyelashes look beautiful. She applied a little bit of lip-gloss and curled her hair into loose ringlets. She could hear Liam getting changed in the bedroom.

“Ali, we gotta go, our reservation’s in twenty minutes.” Liam called. I exited the bathroom.

“Babe, can you clip this?” I asked. Liam walked over and I held my hair up. Liam fastened the chain to the necklace that he gave me two years ago for our one-year anniversary. It was a silver infinity necklace with diamonds engraved on one side. Liam moved my hair and kissed my neck softly. I shivered with tingles.


“Ali, I’m in love with you.” Liam whispered. |

“Liam…” I whispered, about to cry, “I’m in love with you too.” I finished. Liam kissed me. Our kisses were perfect; there was no lust, just passion and love.

“Let’s go eat love.” Liam whispered. 


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