He's dangerous [COMPLETE]

"Who's that?" I asked, eyeing the mess of curls that downed yet another drink.

"Oh, that's Marcel. He used to be the biggest nerd in school. One day something inside of him snapped and completely changed. He got a bunch of tattoos and beat up every kid who bullied him. Stay away from him, he's dangerous." She spoke as he looked over at me.

I tried to stay away, but despite how he had changed, he was the one thing that could keep me from failing Algebra. I didn't want to spend time with him but I had to.

Will it stay as a simple tutor?
Or will their be more going on then tutoring?

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46. I just can't stop *four chapters left*

 

   I had been exactly a month and a half since Marcel left and there was absolutely no sign of him anywhere. See now, with the new me, I'd would have been upset but not cried. Luck just wasn't with me. I was a sobbing mess on the bed, scoffing down ice cream and watching the Vow. It just made life so much easier.

   "Ella. I'm all out of ideas, I'm really worried about you!" She spoke, his voice soft yet firm. I shook my head, tears continuing to slip as the churning in my stomach started up again. I couldn't stand this feeling. I felt like dying but I had hope. I had hope I would find Marcel and when I did...I certainly wouldn't be dead doing it!

   "You've been a mess. You try to act strong but you can't hold it in!" Emma spoke, her hand settling still on my back. She was on the brink of saying something else before the doorbell rang, both of our heads turning towards the door in confusion.

   "Who's here?" Emma asked as I shrugged, Harrys voice soon answering my question.

   "Ella, Ryder is here to see you!" He shouted as both Emma's and I eyes widened. Ryder didn't know who Marcel was. If he knew I was crying over him he would hate me and I can't deal with any more negativity.

   "Bring him up!" I yelled, Emma and I looking panicked at each other before we quickly rushed into my closet, changing me into some shorts and a sweat shirt. Emma quickly removed my running makeup, making sure it didn't look like I was crying. We turned the vow off, replacing it with  another movie as we threw the ice cream into the bathroom sink, slamming the door shut.

   We both quickly stuffed all of the used tissues beneath my blanket as I pulled it back, making sure they were concealed. Just as we finished the door opened and in walked Ryder.

   "Hi babe!" I smiled, taking a few breaths to steady myself.

   "Hey! I was wondering if you wanted to go to my party tonight?" He asked as I debated whether or not I should leave the premises of my beautiful home.

   "Uh, no. Emma and I have to go get...waxings!" I immediately responded, mentally face palming myself. Waxings? Ella, you're legs are next to hairless.

   "Waxings?" He asked as I went along with it nodding my head.

   "And then were going to watch a movie!" I hurried, making it seem any bit more realistic although it didnt help.

   "Maybe I could come, if you dont mind!" He smiled as my eyes widened once more...my mind quickly formulating a decent response.

   "See...I would but...it's a Justin Bieber movie!" I lied through my teeth. Sorry but I wasn't a big fan of Mr.Bieber.

   Ryders face cringed as he smiled shaking his head.

   "It's okay...I'll just see you tomorrow?" He asked as I smiled, nodding.

   "Okay, bye!" he spoke, pulling me into him as a kiss was lingered onto my lips. This just felt so wrong. I was using such a sweet guy as a rebound and I hated it. Going with it, I kissed him back before he walked out, driving away.

   "First off, ew! Second, Really? A Justin Bieber movie and a waxing? You are a horrible liar!" Emma laughed as I joined her, playfully rolling my eyes.

   "Hey, I'm the person who had to think of an immediate lie off the top of my head! Would you rather have me say, no sorry Ryder. I'm sobbing about the love of my life who I sort of kicked out. I love him so much and I miss his touch..you're just my rebound?" I asked Emma as she laughed shaking her head.

   "You sure are something!" She laughed as I shrugged my shoulders, smiling. What can I say? It's what I do!

   "I second that, well...I'll be downstairs!" Harry chuckled as I nodded, giving him a tight squeeze.

   Emma shut the door seconds later as the floodgates released, my happy appearance being replaced with how I truly felt. Almost instantly the movie was back on, my tissues were out and I was eating ice cream in my original pajamas.

   "Here...explain how you feel about this Marcel thing. You need to get this off your chest!" Emma spoke, the bed sinking in beside me where she sat. I thought about it, sniffling in the process before smiling. I knew  exactly what to say.

   "I love him. I miss the way he would leave kisses randomly on my face. I miss how he would hold me close at night, cuddling me like he never wanted to lose me. I miss his deep raspy voice and how he always tried to protect me. And to be completely honest...I miss the danger he brought with him. it always kept me on the edge of my seat and to know somebody who has never truly loved...love me as much as I love him. It's the best feeling in the world. I never thought I was capable of handling such a strong feeling but with Marcel. He makes me feel special...like nothing can harm me. He would do anything to protect as I would him. I love him so much. I need him..." I spoke quietly, smiling as the words exited.

   I felt amazing to express how I truly felt to somebody who would understand. 

   "I remember that night at the party. Marcel beat that guy up because of me...I was so scared but now I see he was protecting me," I paused, smiling as I remembered that night.

   "He didn't even know me but he wanted ti protect me..." I smiled, my heart warming as the familiar feeling of love spread through it. I'll be honest. I forgot what it was like to be in Marcels arms. I forgot what his kisses felt like. I forgot how amazing he could make me feel. But there is one thing I will never forget and that's the strong powerful love I felt towards him. It felt like we were the only two people on the world and nothing could destroy us. I felt a love that I know, no matter how amazing the guy, I would never feel for anyone but Marcel.

   He was one of a kind and I loved every little imperfection he held.

 

 

*

 

 

   "Ryder...STOP!" I screamed, laughing harder as his hands attacked my waist, the urge to use the restroom growing. We were rolling around on my bed, his hands viciously tickling my sides as my face hurt from laughter. Just to set the record straight...no. We haven't done it. 

   "Make me!" He laughed as tears of laughter squeezed from my eyes.

   "No!'' I shouted as I twisted in odd ways attempting to pry his hands off of me.

   "Say Ryder is amazing!" He spoke, reminding me of the night Marcel and I had been in the same situation.

   "Ryder is amazing!" I gasped as his hands pulled away from my skin. There was one major difference between that night with Marcel and this one with Ryder. With Marcel...he only asked me to call him awesome but I said everything I really thought he was. With Ryder...I simply said what he wanted me to so I wouldn't end up peeing my pants.

   Actually when I think about it. Where is Marcel? He is near or is he far? Ha he moved on to another girl or was he still hurt? The questions bothered me before Ryder snapped me back into reality.

   "Ella?" his voice echoed through my mind. I blinked my eyes a few times, staring at Ryder.

   "Uh yeah?" I spoke, unsure if I had said anything out loud or not. I had a horrible tendency to do that.

   "Are you okay? You kind of dozed off!" He asked as I nodded, crossing our fingers.

   "Yeah...just thinking!" I smiled as he asked the question I didn't want to answer.

   "Of what?"

 

   Once more I was stuck for anything to say, my mind completely void of any reasonable responses.

   "Uh...nothing in particular!" I lied. Wow, I am becoming so accustomed to lying. This isn't me. With Ryder I feel like I have to be a different person. With Marcel I can be honest and myself.

   What's the matter with me? I'm thinking about Marcel when I have a perfectly find boyfriend right here.

   Marcel.

   Marcel.

   Marcel.

   ARGH! Stop it mind!

   I shut my mind off...focusing on the male beside me. You know...he would look amazing with curly hair, a few tattoos, if his name was mar-AHHH! Why am I doing this?

   No matter how bad I try to focus, he always makes his way back in my mind.

   I let the rest of the night go on, mentally killing myself as the outside version of me laughed and cuddled with Ryder. Yet it was all fake.

   Eventually night dawned and we cuddled beside each other, falling asleep in each others arms as I had dreams about none other than Marcel.

   I have problems.

 

 

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HEY GUYS! OH MY GOODNESS! THERES ONLY THREE CHAPTERS LEFT! IM MOST LIKELY EITHER FINISHING THIS BOOK TODAY OR TOMORROW AND I AM SOOOO EXCITED! THE LAST CHAPTER IS THE ONE I WANT TO FOCUS ON. THE ONLY REASON THESE ARE SLOPPY IS BECAUSE I WANT TO SAVE MY FOCUS FOR THAT LAST CHAPTER SO BARE WITH ME! WARNING: THE LAST CHAPTER WILL BE EXTREMELY LONG AND MUCH MORE WELL WRITTEN THAN THESE. I WILL BE EDITING THAT AND MAKING IT PERFECT BEFORE PUBLISHING.

AFTER THE BOOK IS FINISHED I WILL READ THROUGH EVERY CHAPTER, EDITING THE WHOLE BOOK. ONCE I AM DONE I WILL CREATE A COVER, AND EVERYTHING FOR THE SEQUEL AND ILL BEGIN THAT. Okay so I need some ideas for the sequel name, comment any if you have one but here are some ones to get you started. You can choose these if you want or you can make one of your own:)

He's Dangerous ll

He's Dangerous 2

She's Dangerous

As you can tell...I kinda want to keep it along the same lines as this title so comment one of these or your own down below:D

Also...I really really really want a trailer for the sequel, this book or both so I've decided to ask none other than the people who know my story as well as anyone. You guys :D

Okay, so I was thinking maybe, if you make a trailer for both books...I'll fan you and if you want I can co-author a story with you.

If you make one for this story I'll fan you and If you make one for the sequel I'll fan you:D

Okay so yeah...im done and this was long...pat yourself on the back if you read it all! :D Love you soooo much, byee :D Xx

 

~gabriella//

 

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