You Lost Me (A Luke Brooks Fanfic)

Chrissi has always lived next to the Brooks brothers. They were her best friends since they were tiny. They told each other everything, even things they would never tell anybody else. You could never tear them apart. But their feelings started getting in the way of things....


20. Chapter 18

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Also just wanted to say, school starts on August 29th, so once school starts, I will be uploading on Sundays only. School work comes before wattpad, and if I only focus on updating every other day, it will become a distraction. I hope you guys understand :)

I woke up and found myself in a dull room with plain white walls. I was in the hospital. But why? Memories from a few hours ago flooded back. I was protecting Skip, and Luke accidentally punched me instead.  I heard the door to my room creek open. It was Luke.

His eyes were bloodshot and puffy, and you could still see tears in his eyes. "Luke? What's wrong babe?" He took a seat in a chair next to my bed. Tears started streaming down his face and he looked at the floor.

I grabbed his hand and gently squeezed it. "I can't help but think this is all my fault." He said. He had calmed down a bit. 

"No, it's not." I said while shaking my head. "I wanted to protect Skip. It's my fault." I wiped a few tears from his cheeks with my thumb.

"If I hadn't tried to punch him in the first place you wouldn't be here."

"Uhh yeah, about that. I got punched, not run over by a car." I slightly laughed. "Why did you guys bring me to a hospital?"

"Well it was just you, me, and the boys. We had no idea what else to do." He looked me in the eyes. Gosh his big brown eyes and amazing smile will be the death of me. We just held each other's gaze until a nurse walked in.

I looked at her name tag and her name is Jennifer. "Sorry am I interrupting anything?" She asked before walking in the room. She seemed nice, and I guess Luke told her he's my boyfriend.

I giggled. "Nope." I said popping the p. 

"Well first of all you can leave whenever your ready!" She said excitedly. "And also this handsome young man, Daniel, wanted to talk to you. Should I send him in?"

"Thank you so much really!" I smiled. "And yes please send him in." She walked out the door and Daniel walked in. "Luke." I whispered and nodded toward the door. 

"Can I stay? Please?" He was literally begging.

"I'm sorry Luke but Skip and I have to sort this out alone." He hesitated but walked out the door and Skip took his place.

"So...Chrissi." He began.

"Daniel, Why?"

"Okay, what I did was stupid, and idiotic and fucked up, especially considering Luke watched the entire thing. But I miss you so much Chrissi. I want you to be mine, all mine. And though I know you and Luke are dating, I couldn't take it anymore. I loved the way your lips felt on mine. I loved the way I would always have my arm wrapped around your shoulder no matter what we were doing. And most importantly, I loved you. And you and Luke being all mushy didn't help. I just, I'm sorry." He looked down. 

"And I'm sorry too. I'm sorry I can't love you the way I love Luke. I'm sorry I ditched you because I love Luke. I'm sorry I couldn't be there for you." 

"You don't have to be sorry. You love Luke, and he loves you. I understand, I'm happy for you two, I really am. It's just hard you know." I nodded and Gina walked in. 

"Get changed and get ready. We're leaving in 15. I'm glad your okay honey." She gave me a warm smile before shutting the door. 

"Well that's my cue to leave." Daniel said as he got up and swiftly walked out the door. I found my clothes on a chair near the washroom. I quickly put them on, washed my face, grabbed my phone and walked out the door. 

Luke intertwined his hand in mine and I smiled shyly. We all walked out the door. Me, Luke, Jai, Gina and Skip went with Gina in her car, and the rest of the boys went with Beau in his car.

I sat between the twins in the back while Skip sat in the passenger seat and Gina was driving. About halfway home I felt my phone buzzing. "Jai, I got a text from, her." I said with a disgusted look on my face.

Jai looked at my phone screen and sighed.

Juliana: Look, I'm just really sorry. Are you ready to forgive me yet? I miss you and Jai, a lot.

I started tearing up. I missed her too.

"What's wrong babe." Luke asked tightening his grip on my hand.

"I miss her." I whispered and showed him the message. I also showed Jai. 

After exchanging a few glances and whispers with Jai, we decided it was time.

Chrissi: Jai and I both forgive you :) Omg gurl! We have so much to catch up on! Starbucks tomorrow at 12?

Juliana: Yess! Can Jai and Luke come too? Jai so I can talk to him and Luke so it won't be awkward for you.

"Hey you guys up for some Starbucks with Juliana tomorrow?"

"Sure." They replied in unison.

Chrissi: It's a plan. :)

I got no reply after that so I locked my phone. I had my hand in Luke's and my head was resting on Jai's shoulder. I love my relationship with Jai. He's like a brother to me and I love how Luke doesn't get jealous when I kiss him on the cheek or hold hands with him. He knows Jai and I don't like each other in that way and Jai would never hurt him like that. 

We had arrived at the boys house and so did the boys in Beau's car. Right now it was 8:00pm. We talked and decided we would all order some pizza and sleep round mine.

We ordered two large pepperoni pizzas. "Yo lets play some truth or dare." Beau said taking another bite out of his slice. Since no one was drunk, I was up for it. We all gathered in a circle. We didn't have a bottle so we would just choose randomly.

I started off. "Okay, Luke. Truth or dare?"

"Lets start off easy. Truth."

"What do you ship more? Lukestina or Laniel?" I giggled.

"Babe that's like choosing between cake and ice cream."

"So your saying I'm ugly!" I decided I was gunna have a little fun.

"N-no I just said—"

"Oh so now I'm annoying."

"W-what, no—"

"So now I'm—" I was interrupted by a pair of lips on mine. When Luke and I kissed, it was perfect. My top lip fit perfectly between his lips. I pulled away and whispered "Daniel" in his ear so only us two could hear. I heard a knock on my door.

"Come with me?" I asked Luke and he nodded. I wonder who it could be this late at night. 

I opened the door and saw the girl I was dared to spill my drink on at Lilly's party.

"Who the fuck are you?" I asked.

"Who the fuck are you?" She asked back. I was quite pissed right now.

"I asked you first."

"I asked you second." [A/N sorry to go all The Most Popular Girls in School on you guys but I just had to.]

"She's my girlfriend." Luke wrapped his arm around me protectively. He tensed up the minute he saw this girl. What's going on?

"Aww Lukey poo! Long time no see!" She said trying to give him a hug but he backed away.

"Lukey poo?" I turned to face Luke.

"Ex girlfriend." He whispered and I nodded. "So what do you want Amber?" Luke asked. So her name is Amber. Sounds like a bitch.

"Well I wanted to talk to you but Gina told me you were at, her," she glanced over at me with a disgusted look on her face. "house so I walked over."

"Um I have a fucking name." I didn't wanna start shit this late at night, but if she wants a fight, she getting a fucking fight.

"And what's that?"

"Chrissi." I said blankly.

She completely ignored me after that. 

"So Lukey poo, I was thinking you could come over tonight and—" I couldn't help it, I slammed the door in her face , and locked it. 

"I hate her already." I commented. Luke chuckled and we walked back to our circle. 

"Who was it." Beau asked when he saw I was upset.

"No one important." I said and he didn't push it further. "I'm getting bored. You guys wanna watch a movie?" Everyone nodded. "Okay Mean Girls or Pitch Perfect?"

We decided we would watch Mean Girls so I put the disc in my DVD player and the movie started. We were all  quoting basically the entire movie. Me and Luke sat on the two person sofa, James sat on the armchair, and Beau, Jai, and Skip sat on the bigger three person sofa.

I felt myself drifting off after the part where Regina was writing about Cady in the Burn Book. You know where she called her a "fugly slut". Yeah. Luke wrapped his arm around me and my head was on his chest. 

My eyes flickered open and I found myself on my bed, alone. I looked around in the other rooms. Beau and Daniel were on the bed in the guest room, don't you just love Baniel? I saw James and Jai in the master bedroom, which used to be my parents bedroom. I wondered where Luke was. I walked downstairs and saw him fast asleep on the couch. He looked really uncomfortable though.

I checked the time. It was 11:00. Oh gosh I have to get ready. I walked over to the couch Luke was on. I sat down and started shaking him. He wouldn't wake up. I shook him harder. Still nothing.

"WAKE UP SLUT!" I screamed and his eyes fluttered open. He groaned. "Get up we gotta get ready for Starbucks with Juliana." He got up and made his way over to the kitchen. I made my way upstairs and shook Jai awake. Luckily he was easier to wake up than Luke. We got downstairs and we had cereal we made our way upstairs and we all got ready.

I was wearing a maroon crop top with a pair of black high waisted shorts and a pair of black ankle booties. They had a three inch heel, so they were pretty easy to walk in. I went natural with my makeup. The boys were ready and calling for me downstairs, so I grabbed my bag and my phone, and I walked downstairs. "You look great, as always." Luke said as he wrapped his arm around my waist. I smiled and quickly wrote a note for the rest of the boys.

Jai walked out of the washroom. "You look nice Chrissi." He said and smiled. I smiled back to thank him.

We walked to Starbucks and saw Juliana at a table. We walked over. She saw us and her face lit up. She stood up and have me a long tight hug. 

"Well while you and the boys catch up I'm going to get our coffee." They nodded in agreement and I walked away. I gave the nice lady behind the counter my order and s soon as she called my name I paid for the drinks and grabbed them. I had the drinks in my hand, but I hadn't walked away when Amber walks up behind me. 

"Either break up with Luke, or sleep with one eye open, bitch." She said before walking away. Is she trying to threaten me? What's the worst she could do? 

I was laughing a little too hard as I walked back over to the table.

"Why are you laughing?" Juliana asked curiously, her blue gray eyes piercing into my boring brown eyes. I set the coffee down and took a seat before I started explaining.

"Well do you know who Amber is?"


"Well she's one of Luke's exes. And so I was about to walk back with the coffee, and she walked up behind me. And she threatened me." 

"What kind of threat?" Luke butted in. He looked concerned and worried. 

"She said, and I quote 'Either break up with Luke, or sleep with one eye open'." I said mocking her high pitched voice. I received a laugh from Juliana, Jai, and myself. But Luke stood up and started pacing back and forth.

"Chrissi this isn't a joke. Amber's a crazy bitch! You never know what she's capable of! That's why I broke up with her!"

"Luke calm your tits." I said still laughing.

"I will not calm my tits! Okay?! This is fucking serious!" He stormed out of Starbucks. 

"I'll go talk to him." Jai said as he got up. 

"Okay. That was weird. So how have you and Luke been doing?" Juliana winked and tried to change the subject. I told her every thing, every single detail that happened since we stopped talking.

"Aww you guys are so cute! Chrissi, can I ask you something?"

"Yes, absolutely."

"Do you think Jai will take me back?"

"I say, just give it some time. Now that he has forgiven you, your one step closer." Just then Jai walked back to our table with a calmed down Luke. 

"I'm sorry Chrissi. Just be careful okay? I'm not breaking up with you because of that bitch, but just please be careful. She doesn't make open threats."

I nodded. "Okay. Thank you for warning me." He gave me a peck on the lips, and we all continued talking.

We were about to leave, and we were right outside of Starbucks when Jai asked Juliana a question the caught us all off guard, including himself.

"Juliana, I never stopped loving you. What you did really hurt me. But I need you. I need your love. Take me back?"  

She pounced on him and have him a long lingering kiss. He put her down but kept his hands on her waist. "Yes! I will!" She said before kissing him again. 

Luke and I looked at each other and I kissed him on the cheek. This reminded me of when Luke sang to me and asked me to take him back. 

We all got in the car and Juliana was coming with us back to the boys' house. When we arrived we all went straight upstairs to the twins room. Jai and Juliana were talking and kissing on Jai's bunk, and Luke and I doing the same on his bunk. 

I heard heavy breathing from the bottom bunk and one of them had thrown Jai's jumper into the floor. Luke and I were trying our best to hold in our laughter.

"Yo faggots, were still here." Luke said and we burst out into laughter. Juliana giggled nervously and Jai sighed.



After a few more hours of talking and kissing we all just went on our phones. There was this one tweet that caught my eye.

"@Amber_Miranda: @ChrissiTaylor You have 24 hours. Either break up with Luke, or watch your back."

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