You Lost Me (A Luke Brooks Fanfic)

Chrissi has always lived next to the Brooks brothers. They were her best friends since they were tiny. They told each other everything, even things they would never tell anybody else. You could never tear them apart. But their feelings started getting in the way of things....

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19. Chapter 17

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When I saw that Dylan had arrived, I hopped in his car.

"So which one is it?" He asked before I could even close the car door.

"Luke!" I said excitedly.
 
"Damn girl! You got a good one!"

"I know! He's so sweet, and treats me perfectly, and I couldn't ask for anything more." I thought about it, and if Luke breaks my heart again, which I doubt he will, I will be broken. Something no one knows about me is I used to be depressed, for about a year. If he breaks my heart, that depression will come back. I'm sure of it. I hope he knows, he will break me if he hurts me like that again.

"Girl you got it bad." He said while shaking his head. Sometimes I feel like he can read my mind.

"I do." The rest of the car ride was silent and I saw we had arrived. I had a huge grin on my face. "Can I do two songs?"

"You can do as many songs as you want buttercup."

I walked into the recording room and stood behind the microphone.

"What song?"

"Umm, Truly, Madly, Deeply by One Direction please." I put the headphones on and closed my eyes as the music began.

"Am I asleep, am I awake, or somewhere in between?
I can't believe that you are here and lying next to me
Or did I dream that we were perfectly entwined?
Like branches on a tree, or twigs caught on a vine?

Like all those days and weeks and months I tried to steal a kiss
And all those sleepless nights and daydreams where I pictured this,
I'm just the underdog who finally got the girl
And I am not ashamed to tell it to the world

Truly, madly, deeply, I am
Foolishly, completely falling
And somehow you caved all my walls in
So baby, say you'll always keep me
Truly, madly, crazy, deeply in love with you
In love with you

Should I put coffee and granola on a tray in bed
And wake you up with all the words that I still haven't said?
And tender touches, just to show you how I feel
Or should I act so cool like it was no big deal?

Wish I could freeze this moment in a frame and stay like this
I'll put this day back on replay and keep reliving it
'Cause here's the tragic truth if you don't feel the same
My heart would fall apart if someone said your name

And truly, madly, deeply, I am
Foolishly, completely falling
And somehow you caved all my walls in
So baby, say you'll always keep me
Truly, madly, crazy, deeply in love with you

I hope I'm not a casualty,
Hope you won't get up and leave
Might not mean that much to you
But to me it's everything, everything

Truly, madly, deeply, I am
Foolishly, completely falling
And somehow you caved all my walls in
So baby, say you'll always keep me
Truly, madly, crazy deeply in love with you,
In love with you 
In love with you 
With you, oh"

I basically just poured my heart out while singing. I'm actually really surprised at how well that describes how I feel about Luke.

"Okay want another song?" I thought about it and decided.

"Please Don't Go by Mike Posner." It was honestly a pretty old song, but it never gets old.

"Let's run away from these lies
Back to yesterday, save tonight
I feel the sun creeping up like tick tock
I'm trying to keep you in my head but if not
We'll just keep running from tomorrow with our lips locked
Yeah, you got me begging, begging

Baby, please don't go
If I wake up tomorrow will you still be here?
I don't know if you feel the way I do
If you leave I'm gon' find you
Baby please don't go, go, go, go
Baby please don't go, go, go, go
Baby please don't go, go, go, go
Baby please don't, baby please don't

Baby please don't run away
From my bed and start another day, stay instead
I feel the sun creeping up like tick tock
I'm trying to keep you in my head but if not
We'll just keep running from tomorrow with our lips locked
Yeah, you got me begging, begging

Baby, please don't go
If I wake up tomorrow will you still be here?
I don't know if you feel the way I do
If you leave I'm gon' find you
Baby please don't go, go, go, go
Baby please don't go, go, go, go
Baby please don't go, go, go, go
Baby please don't, baby please don't
Baby please don't

I stay running from tomorrow
I stay running from tomorrow
Well, I stay running from tomorrow
Said, I stay running from tomorrow

Baby, please don't go
If I wake up tomorrow will you still be here?
I don't know if you feel the way I do
If you leave I'm gon' find you
Baby please don't go, go, go, go
Baby please don't go, go, go, go
Baby please don't go, go, go, go
Baby please don't, baby please don't
Baby please don't run away"

I heard clapping but not only one person. I looked up to see all of the boys and Dylan.


Luke's POV

I knew Chrissi was good, but that's an understatement. She has improved so much. When she walked out of the room she came straight to me and hugged me really tightly.

"I will never run away." I whispered and felt goosebumps form on her skin. 

She didn't respond she just went and hugged the other boys.

Skip's POV

Wow. She was beyond great. I didn't even know she liked to sing. I was completely caught off guard by how good she is. Not that there's something she isn't good at. She's perfect.

Luke was one lucky boy. I'm happy for him. But if he ever hurts her again I hope he knows I'm going for her.  

She was hugging Luke, and though I was happy for him, it still killed me inside. She hugged each one of the boys and finally it was my turn. She smiled before she pulled me in for a hug. I smiled. She smelled so good.  Her hair smelled like vanilla and her neck smelled like apples. Her hair was soft, I realized as I was gently stroking it.

"I'm so sorry Daniel." She whispered before pulling away. She walked over to Luke and he put his arm around her shoulder.

I felt the tears in my eyes. "I'm going to the washroom." I said quickly before walking out of the room. I managed to find the Men's room and walked in. Luckily no one was there. 

I took a good look in the mirror, and just cried. I don't care if I wasn't being a man or if I was acting like a baby. I just had to let it all out. I looked in the mirror as the tears quickly streamed down my face. Up until today, Chrissi dating Luke hasn't really bothered me. When I saw them kissing and being all mushy at the park, I couldn't stand it.

I loved her. She loved Luke. Luke loved her. She didn't love me. Not the way I loved her. I couldn't stand it anymore. I had to feel her soft lips on mine. I walked back in the studio not giving a shit if Luke saw this. 

I grabbed Chrissi's arm, turned her around and crashed my lips onto hers. She gasped and pushed me away.

"Skip..." She said while shaking her head with a disapproving look on her face.

"Bro! What the fuck!" I heard Luke's voice and his fist connected with my jaw. I was so caught off guard I fell to the ground. I wasn't going to fight back and I honestly expected that. But I got to feel Chrissi's soft plump lips again, and that was all I longed for.

I had managed to get up but right when I got up Luke was about to punch my stomach but Chrissi got in the way and he hit her instead. She screamed and fell to the ground.

I was looking around for that Dylan guy but he was nowhere to be found. I guess he left when Chrissi was hugging us. I looked to Chrissi on the ground. She was on her side and coughing. Luke was kneeling next to her with tears streaming down his face, trying to comfort her. 

"This is all my fault." I whispered to myself and Chrissi's eyes fluttered shut.

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