You Lost Me (A Luke Brooks Fanfic)

Chrissi has always lived next to the Brooks brothers. They were her best friends since they were tiny. They told each other everything, even things they would never tell anybody else. You could never tear them apart. But their feelings started getting in the way of things....


17. Chapter 15

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I'm sorry if any of my chapters are triggering. That is the last thing I want. My chapters are meant to help you guys get though it if you self harm. I'm so sorry guys if its a problem comment and I will try my best to rewrite. 

By the way this is the third time I'm writing this chapter because wattpad deleted it twice ugh anyway I hope you guys like it :)


Luke's POV

I had cut my arm four times before Chrissi walked in. She didn't say anything. She stood there for a while looking at me and I looked back with tears filling my eyes. 

She collapsed to her knees and started sobbing. I walked over to her and helped her up. She hugged me so tightly I couldn't breathe. She cried into my chest, soaking my shirt with tears.

"L-Luke, w-why?" She managed to say while trying to catch her breath.

"I can't lose you again." I said. By this point, we were both sobbing in each others arms. 

"You'll never lose me. Why would you think that?"

"Luke." Was all I said.

Chrissi's POV

I pulled back and stepped away, disgusted by what he just said. "You cut yourself because I met a celebrity I like?"

"No I cut myself because you were all over him!" He snapped, tears in the rims of his eyes.

"I was not all over him! He kissed me on the cheek and you went and cut yourself!" 



"How much I love you. How much I would hate myself if I lost you again. How much I owe you. How much I've hurt you." His voice was almost a whisper as he walked toward me again. Tears were falling down my face.

I took his hands and elevated myself on my toes to kiss him. My arms wrapped around his neck and he snaked his arms around my waist. It was the best kiss we've ever had. 

"Wow." He said widening his eyes. I giggled and hugged him tightly.

"I'll never leave you." I whispered in his ear and I felt goosebumps form on his skin. 

He escaped my grasp and went to change his shirt. I couldn't help but stare.


"Yeah babe."

"I just want you to know, I love you more than anyone or anything. Please don't do...this," I said pointing to the piece of glass he cut himself with "again. I can't stand seeing you like this." I walked over to him. He hasn't put his shirt on. He just looked at me as I walked over to him. "I love you." I added. I started tracing the lines on his six pack and he looked much more relaxed than he did.

"I love you." He said and kissed me on the cheek. When Luke kissed me on the cheek, I felt butterflies, but not nearly as many as I felt with my Luke. 

After Luke put on another shirt he went on his phone and I got a twitter notification.

"@luke_brooks: @ChrissiTaylor Chrissi, please, don't ever leave me."

"@ChrissiTaylor: @luke_brooks Never. Will you ever leave me?"

"@luke_brooks: @ChrissiTaylor Never in a million years"

I smiled and he placed his hand around my shoulder and led me downstairs. Jai and Beau were on the couch, so I guess they came when we were upstairs.

"New shirt huh Luke? Did you guys have a little too much fun up there?" Beau said smirking.

"Actually, yeah we did. Luke's really good." I said and Luke got the hint.

"Not as good as you, but babe, you were so tight." He played along.

Beau and Jai were looking at us with their jaws on the floor. Luke and I burst out into laughter.

"You guys actually believed that?!" I asked, still laughing. I stopped laughing to read a text I had just gotten.

Lilly : Party at mine tonight at 8. Bring Beau, Jai, and Luke too ;)

"Hey you guys up for a party tonight at Lilly's?"

"I'M COMING!" Beau yelled. He has a crush on Lilly, and I think she likes him too. Hey they'd make a cute couple.

Luke and Jai also agreed to come. I gave Luke a hug and quick kiss before I left to get ready. 

It was five so I had three hours to get ready. I took a shower and put on a strapless, maroon, poofy dress. I went natural with my makeup exept my bright red lips. Red lipstick was sort of my trademark.

I blow dried and straightened my hair. I picked two front sections and clipped them back with a maroon colored bow. 

I slipped on my black pumps. I took a full body mirror selfie and tweeted it with the caption, "Party tonight with my bbys @luke_brooks @BrooksBeau @JaiBrooks1"

I instantly got a reply from Luke.

"@luke_brooks Wow, you look stunning." I smiled and walked across the street as I put my phone in my black clutch bag. 

I opened the door without knocking and I saw Luke.

Once he saw me his eyes widened. "Wow, you look, woah." Was all he said. I smiled.

"You look pretty wow yourself." I said eyeing him up and down.

Right then Beau and Jai walked downstairs and froze when they saw me.

"Wow." They said in unison. 

"Why is everyone describing me as wow? Is that a good thing?" I joked.

"It's just, you look gorgeous." Jai explained. Luke gave him a death glare but I smiled at him.

"Thank you Jai!" 

We all got outside and climbed into the car. Beau in the drivers seat, Jai in the passengers seat and Luke and I in the back. When we arrived at the party Luke opened the car door for me. What a cutie.

Right when we walked in Luke started drinking. I was a little mad that he was drinking after what happened at the last party, but I decided to let it go. 

Someone handed me a cup of what I think was vodka, and I drank it. I decided to live a little, I grabbed a bottle of beer and chugged it down. By now everyone in our group was completely drunk. 

"Lets play truth or dare!" I said holding up my empty beer bottle.

We all gathered up in a circle. Juliana wasn't here so it was Beau, Jai, Skip, James, Lindsay, Brittany, Lilly, and Luke and I next to each other. 

I started and it landed on Beau.

"Beau, truth or dare?"

"Dare." Perfect.

"I dare you to make out with Lilly for five minutes." He blushed, but obliged. I set my iPhone timer and they kept kissing even after it went off. 

I giggle. "Umm, you guys can stop now." Their faces were tomato red.

Beau spun the bottle and it landed on Skip. 

"Daniel, truth or dare?"


"Oh, truth you say."

"Nah I said dare."

"Okay I dare you to tell me the truth." Skip sighed. "Who do you have a crush on?" 

He sighed even louder. "Chrissi." He mumbled. I blushed and gave him a sympathetic smile.

Luke tensed up next to me. "I love you." I whisper

He untensed. "I love you too." He whispered back.

Skip spun the bottle and it landed on Luke.

"Truth or dare?"

"Truth." That was unlike him.

"Have you and Chrissi ever fucked?" I felt the heat rise up to my cheeks.

"Nope." He said.

Luke spun the bottle and it landed on me. 

"Truth or dare."

"Dare." I said boldly.

"I dare you to go up to they girl right there" he pointed to some random girl. "And 'accidentally' spill my drink on her." He handed me his cup. I was hesitant but I got up.

I bumped into her and spilled Luke's drink all over her shirt. 

"Who the fuck do you think you are!" She said angrily.

"Oops." I shrugged and walked back to the circle. 

"That was hilarious she got so mad!" I explained.

I spun the bottle and it landed on James.

"Truth." He said before I even asked.

"How many people have you fucked before?" I asked and giggled.

"Three." He answered uncomfortably.

The game just went on and on. 

By now the bottle had spun on Luke by Brittany.


"Luke, I dare you to go make out with that girl Chrissi spilled her drink on." I gasped and held on to Luke as tight as possible.
"Um I'm dating Chrissi." Luke objected and it made me smile that he turned down a dare for me. 

"You can't turn down a dare." Brittany stated and I gave her a death glare.

"Let's go Chrissi." Luke said standing up and holding his hand out to help me up. I accepted and smirked at Brittany before I left. We went to Lilly's backyard, and just walked around holding hands.

"Thank you." I said.

"Why are you thanking me."

"Because you turned down that dare for me, and I know how much you love to win."

"I'd do anything for you Chrissi." He said looking me in the eyes.

I, being the clumsy person I am, tripped on a rock and fell on my back. Luke tripped over my foot and fell on top of me. 

We both leaned in until our lips touched. I swear every kiss me and Luke have is better each time. It felt like electricity was running through my veins. The deeper the kiss got, the more electricity I felt. We got up. Luke led me upstairs into a room and locked the door. We fell on the bed and Luke's hand moved to the zipper of my dress. I pulled away.

He furrowed his eyebrows. "What's wrong?"

"Luke, I'm not ready, I'm really sorry." I looked down.

"I understand. You're the younger one, it's your decision." I smiled.

"I love you, don't ever forget that." I reminded him.

"I love you more sweet cheeks." I giggled.

"Don't call me that." I said still giggling. I intertwined my hand in his and we walked downstairs.

"Lettuce walk home." He joked.

"I had a grape time tonight." I joked back, and we laughed. "Luke, I don't know what I'd do without you. Your the sweetest, most caring, and funny guy I've ever met. Thank you, for everything." 

"I think I should be the one thanking you. You're nothing like the other girls I've dated. You're so much better."

He stopped and turned me around to face him. "I love you." He said before leaning in to kiss me. His arms wrapped around my waist and I placed mine on his shoulders. This kiss was better than the one before. Like always. No matter how many times I've kissed Luke, he always manages to give me butterflies when his lips are on mine.

He's mine now. No one's taking him away from me now.

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