99 days without you (*Completed*)

*This is not my story this amazing person on wattpad made this story. Her name is Edward Sheeran. I thought I would put it up here for all of you to read*

Louis loses Harry. Louis feels as if he can't go on, but tries to stay strong for the boys, and Harry. Knowing that Harry is actually gone, he slips into depression. But, 99 days after Harry's death, Louis knows it's time to join Harry in the heavens.
- Warning: Do not read if you're uncomfortable with self harming, suicide, etc.


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24. Day Thirty-One

I guess that up until now, I have had this thought in my mind that you were coming back, and that this was all one huge terrible nightmare I was having. I could wake up at any moment and you would be lying next to me, smiling like you did every morning.

 

But I'm starting to realize that you're not going to come back.

 

Today I didn't even know what to do with myself. I think the boys knew that I would want to be alone, so I wasn't bothered with texts or phone calls, and nobody stopped by our flat to see if I was alright. I appreciated it, though it's probably because they were mourning on their own as well.

 

I spent the entire day sitting in your favourite chair, staring blankly at the television as I drank the pain away. Three or maybe four beers max, and I was dropped on the floor and crying my eyes out. The pain of reality just sort of... hit me.

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