99 days without you (*Completed*)

*This is not my story this amazing person on wattpad made this story. Her name is Edward Sheeran. I thought I would put it up here for all of you to read*

Louis loses Harry. Louis feels as if he can't go on, but tries to stay strong for the boys, and Harry. Knowing that Harry is actually gone, he slips into depression. But, 99 days after Harry's death, Louis knows it's time to join Harry in the heavens.
- Warning: Do not read if you're uncomfortable with self harming, suicide, etc.


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50. Day Seventy-Eight

I didn't visit your grave yesterday because I was just too scared. I just now realized that I hadn't visited you once the funeral, and the guilt is eating away at me now more than ever.

 

I feel terrible. I feel completely, utterly terrible. I've been so selfish. I've always been so selfish. I've always thought about myself instead of you.

 

So now here I am, sitting before your grave with tears running down my face. Te flowers are fresh, and there are dozen of them Haz. People love you. I brought a single rose; I sure hope it's enough. I didn't want to crowd the place, but seeing all of these different flowers makes mine look pathetic.

 

I gave it to you anyways. I set it right in front. I plan on staying here a while, so I have a couple blankets with me and a bottle of wine. Red. That's always been your favourite. Right Harry?

 

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I woke up still sitting before your grave today, only to realize that I had gotten myself drunk last night, and passed out in the grass.

 

You must be ashamed of me.

 

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