She Keeps It All To Herself ➳ L.T.

"Why do you always keep these things to yourself?" He screamed at me as a tear started escaping my eye. "I'm sorry Louis.." I whispered. He huffed "Scarlett, I've always been in love with you but I always pushed it in the back of my mind because of all the guys you bring around. I tried my hardest and now after 5 years of doing that, I finally get over you and you tell me you love me!" More tears are escaping my eyes. "I was afraid, okay? I was afraid you didn't love me back, I was afraid I was going to lose you forever! But it's okay you don't love me anymore go ahead, marry Eleanor but I'm not sticking around to watch!" I screamed. With tears blurring my vision, I ran out the door with Louis screaming behind me.
"SCARLETT, WAIT!"

~Louis Tomlinson fan fiction~
*One Direction not famous*
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7. Finally telling the truth.

Chapter 6

The next day.

Scarlett's P.O.V.

I laid in my bed starring at the ceiling with no hope. How could he propose only two days ago and the weddings today. He lied to me again. How do I sit and watch the one person I love marry someone else? I know Louis would never forgive me for not going to his wedding but I can never forgive myself for not telling him sooner. I don't even think I can be friends with him anymore. I can't look at him without feeling empty. I have to erase him from my memory. I never knew a Louis Tomlinson.

"You can't just forget him." Harry said from the door frame which made me realize I just said everything aloud. 

"Why not?" I questioned.

"Because he's your best friend no matter how hurt you are right now you still love him!" He said raising his voice. Harry walked over to me sitting me up and putting my face in between his hands.

"Look like I said your going to tell him! Were going to that wedding! You are strong and I know you can do this so get your ass up and get ready!" He smirked. I giggled at his tone in voice. But he was right I got up and did as he told me.

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I exited my room when I was finished to find Harry in living room all dressed in a tux. 

"Ready?" He asked.

"Ready as I'll ever be." I sighed. 

For the whole car ride I starred out the window and thought about how I was going to tell him. But all I'll find out is how he feels he's not going to stop his wedding for me. That would be a one in a million chance. I just hope the one chance is mine. We parked in front of a mansion. I jumped out as Harry followed behind.

I reached the door and knocked to my surprise Louis answered. 

"Scarlett-" I cut him off.

"I need to talk to you now." He opened the door for me and Harry to enter. Harry went straight for the kitchen giving us space. I looked at the clock 3 hours before the wedding starts.

"Okay what do you need to say?" Louis asked. I fiddled with my fingers.

"I don't really know how to say this even though I've been trying to for the last two days." I sighed. I looked up to see Louis curiously looking at me.

"I'm in love with you." I whispered. A tear ran down my face. 

"Are you serious right now? Are you telling me this on my wedding day?" He questioned raising his voice. I nodded my head.

"Why do you always keep these things to yourself?" he screamed at me a tears escaping my eye.

"I'm sorry Louis.." He huffed.

"Scarlett, I've always been in love with you but I always pushed it in the back of my mind because of all the guys you bring around I tried my hardest and now after 5 years of doing that I finally get over you and you tell me you love me!" more tears we're escaping my eyes.

"I was afraid okay! I was afraid you didn't love me back I was afraid I was going to lose you forever! But it's okay you don't love me anymore go ahead marry Eleanor but I'm not sticking around to watch!" I screamed with tears blurring my vision I ran out the door with Louis screaming behind me.

"SCARLETT, WAIT!" I didn't stop I ran and ran till I reached a flower meadow.

My knees felt heavy as I broke down right there and cried. I pressed my knees close to my chest rocking back and forth letting everything out not holding one ounce in. All the pain all the love all my happiness came flooding out. I knew I should never said anything why am I so stupid. I'm just a fuck up. I cried most of my pain out but there was still some there I grabbed my purse digging through it till I found what I needed.

My razor.The only reason I used to use it was when my father died. I haven't used it since Louis and I became friends. He's actually the one who got me to stop. But right now I needed it I took the razor to my skin I slid it across like a paper and made a deep cut. I felt relief all over my body. I did the same to my other wrist More relief consumed my body. I laid back on the flowers as my wrist bleed. I was finally going to see my dad again. I was going to be in my dads arms again.

"SCARLETT!" I heard Harry scream as he was looking for me. I heard his foot steps get louder as they were coming close. I felt my eyes close as everything went black.

"SCARLETT! We need to get you to a hospital!" Was the last thing I heard from Harry.

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(A/N) Hey guys hope you like it but I'm having a competition! Here's whats going on. I want a trailer for this so whoever makes the best trailer to me gets a upcoming part in here! (:

I don't care what son you put just one you think goes with it and as long as it follows the fan ficiton! It would mean so much to me! Thank you guys I love you!

xoxo.-Laney.

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