Here I Am


1. Intro

Have you ever felt alone and afraid. Curled up in a ball sitting in the corner of the room thinking and hoping life could be better for yourself. Crying when no one else is around to hear you. Wondering what it would be like if you never had to be put through any of this. Like the world is just crumbling around you with every breath you take, every step you take. No matter what you do, it's always the wrong decision. Every time someone tries and wants to get close you push them away because your afraid their going to get to close and find out your worst secrets and your darkest memories. Being afraid to love because loving meant letting them in and getting close to you and knowing everything you try to hide from everyone...including yourself. Afraid to get hurt over and over again by the people you love. When you feel like telling someone about it, you second guess yourself and tell yourself it doesn't matter, that it's not a big deal. But inside in your heart it is truly a big deal and it crushes you with every breath and every word said but you have to keep going. So you put on that fake smile and walk with your head held high pretending everything's okay when it's not. But you keep everything to yourself and it tears you down day by day. Have you every felt that way?


Here I tell you my story.

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