Hi, I'm Your Daughter

"Fourteen years ago, you and someone else had a baby. I am that baby." Rose has always been a foster kid. Because of heart issues when she was born, she was never adopted. That is, until she finds her birth parents. She just never expected them to be Louis Tomlinson and Eleanor Calder.

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15. Dear Alex

CHAPTER 16

Dear Alex,

Where are you? It's been weeks. You haven't showed up to school. You haven't come home. Where are you? Where are you? Please come back. I'm sorry. I got your mom's address from Eleanor. I'm sorry I keep sending you letters. I just... Maybe I should catch you up. Eli, we're dating now. Secretly though. He doesn't want Stella to find out. He says he's waiting for the right moment to break up with her. He just doesn't want to put me in danger's path. I say I trust him. And I do when I'm with him. But then I come home and I write these letters... It's like you're in my mind or something. Because then I get irrationally scared. It's so stupid. Come home soon please. I'm sorry.

Love,

Rose

 

Dear Alex,

He's been giving me these rules to live by. My skirt has to be to my knees. My blouse needs to be buttoned up to my neck. He says my hair has to always be down. He likes it up, but he doesn't want anyone else to be able to like it up. I don't wear makeup anymore. He says he likes my face when it's bare. I'm only allowed to wear makeup when we go on dates. I think he really cares about me, Alex. He's really trying to protect me from other males. He says other guys really want me, but he gets to have me. That's why I need to make sure I'm not leading on other guys. He asks about you a lot actually. I'm really happy, Alex. I'm really happy with Eli. Are you ever planning on coming back?

Love, 

Rose

 

Dear Alex,

Eleanor says that Eli and I are conjoined at the hip. He's my only friend right now. I wasn't allowed to be friends with Kenzie. Apparently they had a falling out or something. And now she hates him. And I can't be friends with someone who hates the person I'm with right? It's only been a month, but I can't help it. I think I'm really falling for him, Alex. I'd do anything for him. 

Love,

Rose

 

Dear Alex,

Stella found out about Eli and I. She and her posse beat me up pretty good. They've been bullying me all week. Slamming my books to the ground. Pulling my hair in the hallways. And then in the parking lot, Stella kicked me in the ribs. I have a gigantic bruise. Eli's mad at me. He thinks I was bragging about him and I being together to people. I swore I wasn't. He's not speaking to me right now. I think I'm falling apart. I can't have Eli be mad at me... 

Love, 

Rose

 

Dear Alex,

Eli hit me today. He was drunk. And he apologized immediately afterwards. And told me he loved me. But, he hit me. And when I forgave him, he said I was just like a puppy. An adorable puppy that could never see him do any wrong. I don't know what to do. 

Love,

Rose

 

Dear Alex,

I'm sorry I haven't written to you in a while. Eli didn't like the fact I was writing to you. He accused me of having feelings for you. I swore that he was the only man in my life. He told me if that's the case then I should stop being such a slut and stop writing to you. So I stopped. But, I need to talk to you, Alex. I'm such a terrible person, Alex. I'm not good enough for Eli. He keeps telling me so, and he's right. I grew up in an orphanage, without my parents. I don't have enough class and poise for Eli. He keeps threatening to break up with me. I will literally break if he broke up with me. I breathe for Eli. I love him. And he says he loves me too. But I'm too stupid for him. He says I keep flirting with other guys, but I haven't been. All I see is Eli. Although he's right. I'm fifteen now. And sometimes, you creep into my mind. Because I miss you. And Eli slaps me whenever he thinks I'm missing you. I try not to miss you too much. You were important to me, Alex. No, I shouldn't say that. Eli wouldn't like that. He calls me his dog when we're with his friends. His friends always laugh. I guess it's supposed to be a joke. But I don't find it funny. It makes me feel bad. But then Eli gets mad when I tell him that. He says it's like a cute nickname. And everyone else finds it funny, why don't I? I'm not happy, Alex. I was happy, but I'm not happy anymore. I'm a terrible person because I have this wonderful person, Eli, that I get to call all mine, and yet, I'm not happy. I don't know what to do, Alex. Please. Help me. 

Love your friend,
Rose

 

Dear Alex,

Eli broke up with me today. He said that he wants to be with Stella. That Stella is the only one for him. And that he was joking the whole time. That he didn't really want me. He took everything from me, and now he doesn't want me. There's nothing left for me anymore. 

Goodbye, Alex.

-Rose

 

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Alex balled up the letter in his fist as anger filled him up. That Eli was going to pay in the most horrible way possible. But first, he needed to save Rose. 

 

A/N: Sorry that I haven't updated in like forever. I got a couple emails from you guys and decided to at least update once or finish the story soon. I recently moved to Los Angeles to pursue a career in acting. So that's exciting. And busy. So I'll try my best. Also I've started a youtube channel called The Lunch Club. If you want, you guys could check that out. 

http://youtube.com/lchslunchclub 

If any of these things are happening to you, like what's happening to Rose in these letters, get out of that relationship. That's an unhealthy relationship. Also mentally and physically abusive. And don't let it get that far. If he has a bad temper, that's a sign. If he doesn't let you hang out with your friends, that's another sign. Don't let it get that far. And seek help.

Thank you guys so much for reading and for constantly checking back in on this story!! I love you all!! 

 

XOXO,

Innocently Beautiful 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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