Remembering the Past

Twenty year old Scarlet Mason is a girl who tried forgetting everything when she thought the famous Louis Tomlinson was ruining her life. When she tried forgetting, so did he. She moved to Oregon and Louis continued with his band. When he ends up touring from West to East, will they run into each other again?

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7. First night "home"

~Scarlet's POV~

     I knew somehow the boys would make me stay in the same room as Louis. But I really don't mind. I don't know if we have made ourselves "official" or anything though. I really hope not.

     When I first walked in and saw all the changes that have happened to the boys in the past year... it was remarkable. Niall used to have acne and braces, your typical nerd. Liam used to have a mop of hair on his head, that's all shaved off now. Zayn hasn't changed too much, he's still adorable with his big brown eyes, he has gotten a few new tattoos though. Harry.... What do I say about Harry? He's still the old jokester he used to be, except now he looks tougher, but on the inside, he's so sweet.

     Louis hasn't changed at all, he's still the same old Louis I knew. The same old Louis I loved. Yeah, loved. With a d. Past tense. I wanted to remember the past and when I remembered, I didn't want a new future. After seeing those boys, I realized I need more change in my life. After a year of cutting and getting into some pretty serious drugs, I changed. A little. I need more change though. 

     I thought I came back for Louis, but maybe, just maybe, I came back for change. I think I can do that, and I think I know exactly how I'm going to do that. I know I still love Louis, but the feelings aren't as strong anymore. I saw the love in his eyes earlier, and I'm sure you could see it in mine. I wasn't lying when I told him that right when I saw him I wanted to kiss him, I really did want to. But maybe the feelings aren't as strong anymore. Maybe Louis needs some change in his life too. We can't live in the past, or the future. We need to live in the present.

     I still love Louis, just not in the same way anymore. There were no sparks in our kiss earlier, I know he felt it. The love I saw in his eyes wasn't burning as bright as it used to, it hurt me a little bit but I know what I want to do. I think I love someone else now. 

     Right now I'm sitting on the couch in Harry and Zayn's room, just catching up with all the boys. They've been working really hard on their music career and it make me feel really guilty since I've never heard them sing before.

     "I have something to confess," I say.

     "Speak to me," Harry says in a very professional voice as he crosses his arms behind his head, sets his feet up on the coffee table and leans back. I laugh a little but then the guilt hits me again and I begin to speak.

     "I know you guys have been working really hard on your music... but... er-"

     "Come on love, spit it out!" Liam says. Love? 

     "I've never heard you guys sing before," I mumble.

     A few gasps are exchanged and Niall finally breaks the silence, "You're so pretty when you cry, when you cry. Wasn't ready to hear you say goodbye, now you're tearing me apart tearing me apart. You're tearing me apart."

     Then they really start to sing and I just sit there, with my mouth probably hanging open.

[Zayn:]
You're so London:
you own style, you own style.
And together
we're so good. So girl why
are you tearing me apart, tearing me apart?
You're tearing me apart.

[Harry:]
Did I do something stupid?
Yeah, girl, if I blew it
just tell me what I did.
Let's work through it.
There's got to be some way
to get you to want me
like before.

[All:]
'Cause no one ever looked so good
In a dress and it hurts
'Cause I know you won't be mine tonight.
No one ever makes me feel
like you do when you smile.
Baby, tell me how to make it right?

Now all of my friends say
it's not really worth it.
But even if that's true,
No one in the world could stop me
from not moving on, baby, even if I wanted to.
Nobody compares to you.

[Louis:]
We're so Paris
when we kissed, when we kissed.
I remember
the taste of your lipstick.
Now you're tearing up my heart, tearing up my heart,
You're tearing up my heart.

[Harry:]
Did I do something stupid?
Yeah, girl, if I blew it
Just tell me what I did.
Let's work through it.
There's got to be some way
to get you to want me
like before.

[All:]
'Cause no one ever looked so good
In a dress and it hurts
'Cause I know you won't be mine tonight.
No one ever makes me feel
like you do when you smile.
Baby, tell me how to make it right?

Now all of my friends say
it's not really worth it.
But even if that's true,
No one in the world could stop me
from not moving on, baby, even if I wanted to.
Nobody compares to you.
Oh-oh-oh-oh, oh, oh, oh, oh-oh-oh, oh.
[Harry:]
Nobody compares to you.
[All:] Oh-oh-oh-oh, oh, oh, oh, oh-oh-oh, oh.

[Niall:]
There's got to be some way to get you to want me like before.

[All:]
'Cause no one ever looked so good
In a dress and it hurts
'Cause I know you won't be mine tonight.
No one ever makes me feel
like you do when you smile.
Baby, tell me how to make it right?

Now all of my friends say
it's not really worth it.
But even if that's true,
No one in the world could stop me
from not moving on, baby, even if I wanted to.
Nobody compares to you.

 

     "Wow. That was really good!" I say.

     "Well thank you love," Liam says.

     "Why do you keep calling me love?" I ask, curious to what his answer will be. I don't get much of an answer, unless you count his cheeks turning bright red. I just shrug it off and pretend like I didn't ask the question. I wasn't paying much attention to what they were saying anymore except I'm pretty sure I heard Zayn whisper to Liam.

     "You said it yourself mate, she's off limits."

 

 

 

 

 

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