We cant stop, we wont stop

Fame,Love,Sex and Drugs what could be better? The perfect life . Until one day. Read to find out

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21. Chapter 21

Justin's Pov 

 

My girl, My princess , My everything was hurt and i wasnt there to stop him all i did was come in a few seconds before he had a chance to rape her. If I would have come a few min later that sick bastard would have raped her. Its all my fault i wasnt there to protect her, I should have been the one who was taken, the one who got beaten, the one who should be hurt not her. Shes been through so much. 

 

I made my way upstairs to go check on her to make sure everything was ok. she left the door slightly open and before I was going to ask if shes ok. she spoke

 

" What's wrong with me im so dirty"

" You deserve this your broken and no one can love you"


This broken my heart I couldnt take this pain in my chest my babys hurt and its all my fault

 

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Vanessa's POV

 

I opened the drawers of the bathroom and grabbed something i thought I would never use again. Something that brought pain and relief to me. My blade.I grabbed the metal blade and held it over my wrist. Something inside of me told me no to do this, but then again there was its counteragrueement telling me do it , the feeling will make you forget your pain. I lowered the blade until it was barely hovering over my skin. I decided to give into temptation and desperation, and punishment to take over, the blame touched my skin, i pressed the blade down to my skin and dragged it across my skin. The pain was unberable but i liked it, it allowed me to forget. I continued sliding the blade across my wrist and when I made the final slash it hurt the most, so much that I let out a small yelp. The door busted open revealing Justin. 

 

He stood there with disbelieve in his eyes I tried to hide the scars, but it was no use he had already witnessed the punishment I had bistowed apon myself. He had tears in his eyes, he tried not to let them fall but it was no use.

 

" Vanessa why" he said with trieds falling down his face.

 

 

I couldnt look at him in the eyes and looked down at the ground. The blood was dripping alot. 

 

" Vanessa" He grabbed me and took me to the sink and started to clean my wrist. I still had looked at him.

 

"Babe please tell me why" he pleaded

I still didnt answer him my head was down with shame not for my actions but for me being broken and unfixable. He put his finger under my chin and lifted my head. My eyes meet thoese beautiful caramel brown eyes that every time I look into them I get I lost in them.

" Baby please please just tell me why you did this" he was now sobbing 

" I deserved to almost get raped, I'm dirty and broken. Justin to be honest I dont even know why your with me. Im not worthy of you" I broke down again and was now on the floor sobbing

 

" Baby dont you ever say that again do you hear me" 

" But-"

" No buts your perfect to me your not broken, and I love you, and dont you ever ever ever again say that you deserve to get almost raped my that fucking asshole Jake that I swear that if you wouldnt have stopped me I would of murdered his as right there and then. Your perfect the way you are no matter what you think, your all that matters to me your confident you change me, you make my bad day amazing days when I see you, you make me see that im not all bad, so whats hatnin' is that  I'm gonna hold on tight while we recover from this, dont let anyone put you down, because you only have one life and you gotta make the most of it, go out be happy travel, go to paris, italy, spain, new york , Memphis, backpack your way though the world anywhere you wanna go, and ill be right by your side all the way through, so were gonna swap out the way you think about yourself you that you cansee yourself the way I see you. Please baby dont ever dare do this again because if something happed to you it would be my heartbreaker."

 

I at this point was past sobbing I was crying rivers I never thought someone could love me, but Justin does and I know he would never do anything to hurt me.

 

" I promise I wont"

"ok now lets finsh cleaning you up"

he cleaned my cuts and lightly kissed each cut. after that we went to bed and spent the entire night cuddling, but there was something inside of me that told me that this happy picture wasnt gonna last long. 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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