My friend wins a trip to stay with One Direction for the Summer, and who does she bring alone..? Me the person that can not stand that band with a passion.. Now I am stuck living with them for the next two months.. Great


27. Meeting everyone

I was allowed to leave the hospital in a few days, and those days couldn't come fast enough. It seemed that I spent a lot of time in it.

Zayn came and picked me up with Niall, Niall and I sat in the back with the baby. "Niall, me and Zayn were thinking, and well... we want you and Kayley to be the God Parents"

"He smiled at me, of Coarse, I would be honored to do that for you" He said in his Irish accent.

We got to the house, and there was a get together for the baby coming home.  Louis walked up to me and Zayn, with Kenadi holding his hand. "So Zayn when are we heading back? Our agent just called me, and said that we had missed a lot."

"Idk Louis" The thought of Zayn leaving me again especially now made my heart drop, and I didn't like it at all. There is no way that I could ever do this without him. I gripped his hand tightly without even knowing it, and I could tell he was looking at me, but I couldn't focus.

My mom took the baby, and I stared to talk to everyone, I missed all my friends, and I know I had shut them out for the last little bit, but can you blame me?

All of this was so much, and I didn't stop to think about Harry... Maybe it was a good thing that I didn't think about him. Deep down inside of me everytime I thought of him a piece of my heart cracked.

I loved Harry, and I didn't want to let him go, but If I wanted to be with Zayn it had to be done. I asked Zayn if he would watch Calub, and I headed over to his tent.

The walk was long, even though it was just a couple feet, and my heart was racing, and I got scared. I couldn't face him, I broke his heart, and knowing that broke mine.

I started to unzip the tent, and there he was drunk, and laying in a pool of his own vomit. I knealed down beside him, and shook his shoulder a little bit.


He started to come to a bit, and made some mumbling noises.


I could tell that he was still drunk.

"Let me go get you some water" I said as I started to head back out of the tent, and he grabbed my shoulder pulling me back down in a sitting position.

"I love you, please"

I stopped him with a kiss on his cheek.

"Harry.. I love you to, and I always will, you were there for me, and I loved spending everyday with you. There was a point when I wished that Calub was yours until you told me you didn't want this. That hurt me more then you woul ever believe, and I didn't know what to do. Zayn was there for me, and I could never repay him for that. I love you, and I don't want to see you like this, you are, one of the people I love the most, and I can't do this without you. I have Zayn, but if you hate me, I don't think I can pull threw this. I will go crazy. Harry, I need you.."

He paused, and looked at me, I couldn't tell if he was just doing it because he was drunk or he was thinking about it.

"I love you, and even though you aren't happy with me I am happy that It is with one of my best mates. I will be there for you no matter what. He grabbed my hand and squeezed it tightly"

This felt like saying goodbye to everything that me, and him ever had, and I couldn't help but cry, it is all that these boys seem to make me do.

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