Miss you

Dani, a 15 year old freshman, just started high school in a new school, ever since the
First day it's been tough.
She falls in love with Alex the bad boy.. But will fait keep them together?

It all started with: "where do you think your goin?"


16. I don't like chapter names ;-;

Dani's POV:
I don't really care if I was about to turn 16 in a few days, and that I was engaged already, but were gonna wait for a while. 
We haven't told the boys yet, Niall and I decided to wait until we got back from our anniversary. 
Which we will be getting back in about 4 days. And my birthday was in 6 days. 

Niall and I were intertwining our hands while we laid together on the couch together watching TV, I could feel his heart beat and his slow breathes on my back. 
He kept on playing with my ring with two fingers, he would slide it side to side, and twirl his finger around the diamond. 
I could feel his smile gaze on the ring that was on my finger, his head rested on my shoulder, my back facing him and his stomach facing me. 
His hand held onto mine while he slowly stood up and kissed me, "where are you going?" I asked holding onto his hand while he was at the back of the couch, "gonna take a shower" he smiled and kissed my nose, I smiled and turned to the TV.
I looked down at my ring and played with it, it was so pretty and perfect.
I admired the ring and saw Niall's head upside down in front of my face, I saw him smile and lean in to kiss me while he was behind me. 
I smiled and pecked his lips, he smiled and walked off closing the bathroom door. 

I heard his soft shower singing, 

People say we shouldn’t be together
We're too young to know about forever
But I say they don’t know what they're talk-talk-talkin’ about (talk-talk-talkin’ about)

'Cause this love is only getting stronger
So I don’t wanna wait any longer
I just wanna tell the world that you're mine, girl

They don’t know about the things we do
They don’t know about the "I love you"’s
But I bet you if they only knew (they don't know)
They would just be jealous of us,
They don’t know about the up all nights
They don’t know I've waited all my life
Just to find a love that feels this right
Baby they don’t know about, they don’t know about us
{Niall} <<<<<3333
One touch and I was a believer
Every kiss it gets a little sweeter
It’s getting better
Keeps getting better all the time, girl

They don’t know about the things we do
They don’t know about the "I love you"’s
But I bet you if they only knew (they don't know)
They would just be jealous of us,
They don’t know about the up all nights
They don’t know I've waited all my life
Just to find a love that feels this right
Baby they don’t know about, they don’t know about us

They don’t know how special you are
They don’t know what you’ve done to my heart
They can say anything they want
'Cause they don’t know us
{Niall} <<<333
They don’t know what we do best
It's between me and you, our little secret
But I wanna tell 'em
I wanna tell the world that you're mine, girllllllllllll

They don’t know about the things we do
They don’t know about the "I love you"’s (I love you)
But I bet you if they only knew (if they only knew)
They would just be jealous of us (they would just be jealous of us),
They don’t know about the up all nights
They don’t know I've waited all my life
Just to find a love that feels this right (feels so right)
Baby they don’t know about, they don’t know about us

They don’t know about the things we do
They don’t know about the "I love you"’s
But I bet you if they only knew
They would just be jealous of us,
They don’t know about the up all nights
They don’t know I've waited all my life
Just to find a love that feels this right
Baby they don’t know about, they don’t know about us

They don’t know about us🎧

When he was done singing I heard the water turn off, I smiled and pulled my hair into a pony tail. 

The bathroom door opened and Niall came out with his waist wrapped in a towel, "hello love" Niall smiled while walking into the kitchen, "hello" I smiled and reached up for a bowl, I struggled and just gave up and turned around seeing Niall smirking at me, "help?" I pouted, he nodded while smiling and put me on his shoulders while I got a bowl. "Thank you" I said climbing off his shoulders, I got out some cottage cheese and fritolays. 
I mixed the two together with a spoon and hummed the song Niall sung in te shower on my way to the couches.

I say down and propped my feet on the table in front of me, I hummed while I took a bite of cottage cheese and fritolays. 
I slightly bounced my legs to my humming, I observed the room while humming and kept finding a lot of neat things hung on the wall. 

I felt two arms slide around my collarbones, I turned my head and saw Niall resting his cheek on my head, I smiled and scooped up some food bringing it to his face, he took the bite and came and sat next to me propping his leg on the couch, I fed him a few more bites, and had a few bits for myself. 
I set the bowl down and cuddled up to Niall's chest. I grabbed my phone after it lit up, it was Twitter, great. Sarcasm. 
I unlocked my phone and made sure Niall was focused on the TV. 
I went onto Twitter and saw that I got a hate notification.. 
Niall took my phone from me and sat on it, "Nia-" I got cut off by him kissing my lips, I wanted to push away, but I melted in his kiss. 
His head movements were perfect, I moved with his head movements.
I released and saw he was upset I let go, I pecked his lips once  more and sighed while I slouched down next to him.

I shut my eyes so I could sleep in his arms, he smoothly played with my ring while I drifted off into sleep. 

I woke up to my phone vibrating, my eyes flinched open from the bright light, I searched around for my phone and saw it vibrating, it was Niall calling...?
Then again where was Niall? 
I answered the call and heard loud panting, "hey babe" I heard him groan into the phone, "where are you?? Are you okay?!" I kinda yelled into te phone, "I'm perfectly fine, I just wanted to let you know that were over and that I'm with Ray"
I sat up straight and felt tears rising in my eyes, I let my tears fall and soon had a stream falling from my eyes, I dropped my phone to te floor not saying anything, I looked at my phone and my tears were dripping on it, he ended the call and I wanted to end now. I thought he loved me.. 
I thought I was special to him! 
I cried my heart out, and then Niall burst into the door passionately kissing Ray, I yelled and pushed passed them slamming the door behind me. 
My eyes burst open and I sat up straight, I accidentally hit Niall's jaw while sitting up, it was just a dream.. Or nightmare.  I felt my face and had tears on my cheek, "love what's wrong?" Niall pulled me up to him, "I had a terrible nightmare" I held onto his arm, "wanna talk about it?" I shook my head. 
"Alright" he kissed the top of my head, I felt safe again, being in his arms.
I nuzzled my head more into his chest while he held me tightly on his lap. 
His fingers were intertwined with mine and he continuously played with my ring.

"I love you so much, love" he whispered and just held me closer in his arms, he found a way to nuzzle his head into my neck, it was surprisingly cozy. 

"I love you to" I kissed his hand and placed my other hand perfectly in his.
I smiled at out intertwined fingers, his hand placed in my wedding hand looked perfect. I got my phone out and took a perfect picture of it, I edited it so the color tones looked different. 
I saved the picture and sent it to Niall, his phone vibrated a while later. He took it out of his pocket and smiled, he kissed my temple and showed me his new wallpaper, it was the picture I had just sent him. 
I smiled at it and laid my head back down. 

Niall's POV:
I got a picture message from Dani, I smiled while I looked at the picture of our hands intertwined. I kissed her and saved it as my wallpaper. 
"Wanna go swimming at the pool?" I asked, suddenly her head shot up as she nodded with a smile. 
I smiled back picking her up and bringing her into the room to get our bathing suits.

I got my swimming trunks and she got her bikini. 
We put on our bathing suits with clothes over and walked into the living room when we were finished dressing. 
We both smiled and walked out the door by each other. I wrapped a arm around her waist and pulled her closer to me, 
We walked down the brick road over to the resorts pool, 
we set our stuff on the benches and removed our clothing, leaving us in our bathing suits. 

She smiled and held onto my hand leading me into the pool. She was swimming backwards, but looking at me. 
I smiled and walked over to her, I wrapped my arms around her and leaned in to kiss her, 
but she put her hand in front of her mouth, "Niall" she started, "yes princess?" I asked pulling my head away, "after this I'm gonna see my family for my birthday, then I'll come back home with you" she said, she obviously looked kinda sad that she was gonna be away from me for her birthday. "Oh alright, but afterwards you are also gonna celebrate with the boys and I" I smiled and kissed her cheek. 
She nodded with a smile, she swam under my arms and pushed away from me using the wall. 
She started laughing whenever she came out from under the water, I was right at her ankles now, I could tell she was confused at where I was, I smirked and took her ankles in my hands, she jumped and plopped onto my back. 

I stood up giving her a piggy back ride around the pool, she had her arms wrapped around my collarbones and rested her cheek on my head. 
I looked to my side to look at her, her legs grew tighter around my torso. 
I brushed her lips with mine, I went more into this kiss and so did she, she slowly slid around my waist and was now in front of me, standing on her tip toes. 
My hands glided around her waist and hers moved to my neck, we were both mesmerized in the kiss, 
                  Nobody else was on Earth,
              Just me and her
                           Nothing else
            Everything disappeared around us 

                 Nothing stood in the way
            This moment was perfect, 
We were perfect.
       This was perfect. 
              She was perfect. 
         I pulled under her thighs so she got the signal to wrap her legs around my waist. 
           She jumped up and her legs gently landed around my waist, 
     Her small grip around my waist made me feel like she was a little baby, she was my baby.
Nobody else's. 
well, except for her parents. Haha.

I started going under the water, I brought her with me. 
I released under water and opened my eyes, looking into her perfect ones. Her ring glistened under the pool light, it sat perfectly on her small finger. 
I went closer to her and her legs wrapped around me again, and our lips smashed together under water, 
there weren't any gaps between us now. 
I gripped her close to me, her fingers ventured my hair. 
Her fingers slid through the sides of my hair and the back of my hair.

I was running out of breathe and released to get to the surface, almost gasping for air. 

She gasped for air when she came up to. 
I held her on my side while she clung to me, I held under her thighs and walked out of the pool and sat her on the bench. 

She put her clothes on and tossed her hair behind her neck, I pulled my shirt over my head and grabbed my shades. 

She put on her flip flops and held my hand and swung her arm back and forth while we walked back to our cabin.

Dani's POV:
We got back to our cabin and opened the door, my phone lit up listing a bunch of Twitter notifications, 
I didnt want to check, but in a way I did. "I'm gonna get some crackers love" he kissed my temple and was off to the kitchen, 
I sneakily unlocked my phone, viewing over the hate I had just received. 
I cringed at some of the names they were calling me, the names they called Niall, the things the called us, and the things they said. 
I felt tears while I just froze, I couldn't take my eyes off my phone. 
I let out a tear, then another and another. 
I finally took my eyes off of my phone whenever I saw Niall walk up in front of me. 
I looked up at him, he had a hurt face, but it was confused. 
He was hurt because I was crying, and confused at why I was crying. 
He put the crackers down and tried to hug me, but I pushed away and walked into the bathroom locking the door. 

I looked in the cabinets frantically while Niall banged and banged on te door. 
"Princess, open!" I could hear his voice crack, I let out a few more tears whenever I found the blade. 
I knew I was gonna regret what I was about to do, but, nobody would care... Right?

I gripped my fingers around the blade causing my fingers to bleed, I cringed to the pain but stood in front of the mirror. 
I looked down at my thighs, at my stomach, at my wrists, at my face, my smeared makeup, and back down to my wrist. 
"Open the door!" Niall yelled, but not with anger, with desperation and sadness. 
I hated to do this, I hated to hear him being sad, I hated to do this, I hated that I don't open up to him. 
I hated myself. 

I looked at my face one last time, and slid the blade across my wrist, 
And again.. And again, and again, until it was covered. I stared down at the blood staining my arm. 
I fell to the floor sobbing while I held my wrist. Niall barged in and gasped when he saw me, he got on his knees and cried with me, he picked me up bridal style and carried me to the couch while I sobbed into his shoulder. 
I held out my wrist for him to examine it while he laid me down, I cried into my other hand and just waited for the screams to rise. 
But they didnt, the only 'noise' that rose was the sound of him kissing my cuts. "Wh-why aren't you yelling at me?" I looked at his *now* dark eyes, he looked over at me, "because you don't deserved to be yelled at, princess. I don't understand why you would do this to yourself. 
Your so beautiful and... Undescribable. Just delete your Twitter, I'll confront the people who are hurting you" with that he leaned down and hugged me, gently holding my wrist. 
He softly rubbed his thumb up and down my wrist, leaving his warm touch on them. 
I cuddle into his chest, while he held my wrist gently with his hand. 
He kissed my forehead and then felt a sticky patch on my wrist, I looked at my wrist and saw Niall applying band-aids to them. "Th-thank you" I gave a weak smile, he gave a hopeful smile and kissed my wrist. 
He finished and laid next to me, I wrapped my body in a bundle and stayed in Niall's arms.

*end of their anniversary week*
Niall's POV: 
I was planning Dani's birthday party inside my head, I couldn't decide what to get her... So I just put the thought to the back of my head and helped Dani put her suit cases in the back of the taxi. 
The sun was blaring out today and was the perfect day to just hang around and hang with friends. 
Dani slid into the cab with me following her, I held her hand and kissed her cheek. 
The whole time in the cab all she would do is admire the nature around us. She would point to pretty animals, huge houses, cool hills, and just interesting things. 

We spent about 2 hours in the cab and finally got back to my flat. I was exhausted from the week that Dani and I just shared together. But it was perfect, no doubt about it. 

I got my keys out and struggled to unlock the door with my suit case in one arm. 
I opened the door with my foot allowing Dani to step in ahead of me. 
"Your home!!!!!!!!!" Louis yelled running down the steps and picking up Dani in a hug and spinning her around and gently placing her back on the floor. "Miss me?" She giggled while taking a chip from the open Doritos bag on the counter. Louis nodded and smiled while he walked into the kitchen. 
Harry walked down stairs with his new girl, "hey" Dani smiled at her and hugged her, "OH MY GOD!" Rose jumped with joy and came out of Harry's grip and admiring the ring on Dani's finger. "He proposed???!" Rose gave a huge smile, I walked to Dani and wrapped an arm around her waist, "yup" she replied kissing my cheek. 
"Aww" Rose smiled, nudging Harry's arm. 

Dani's POV:
I was super excited whenever Rose congratulated us, Louis soon rushed over and admired the ring himself. 
"Lovely" Louis gave a big smile and hugged me. 
"Did you tell the other boys?" Harry turned to Niall, "no not yet. I was going to soon when we are all together" Niall smiled and walked to the kitchen. 
I nodded at Rose and Harry. 

I walked over to Niall, "I better go visit with my family, I will be back over tomorrow" I smiled and pecked Niall's lips, "alright love, I love you princess!" He yelled out while I took my suit case and waved and nodded walking out the door and closing it behind me. 

I got home and swung the door open, "helloooo!" I shouted dropping my suit case down, I was soon greeted by my mom, dad, and brother. 
"We missed you so much!" My mom smiled, her gaze followed down to the ring that was placed on my finger, I suddenly felt my eyes grow wider,  and butterflies formed. 
"Dani... What's this?" My mom looked up at me holding my finger, "um, a p-promise ring" I lied. 
"Woo!" She hugged me, 
"Congratulations" my dad and brother said hugging me. 
I hugged back and walked into the living room with a apple in one hand and my phone in the other. 
I did as Niall asked and deleted my Twitter, I smiled proudly and went to my messages and clicked on 'Niall<3'
I was biting the inside of my cheeks thinking of what to think, a idea finally shot into my head.

To him- I will see you soon xx

No reply, hmmmm strange,
I decided to call him instead. 

'Ring ring. Ring ring. Ring ring. Ring ring.'

No answer, ugh. 
"I'll be back soon" I said forcing myself off the couch and walking out the door and out into the blazing heat. 
I squinted on my journey to Niall's place, the sun took place in the 'squinting'. 

I walked up the steps and found Rose sitting out in the hallway crying.
I ran to her side and quickly pulled her into a hug, "wh-what's wrong.." I stuttered trying to read her face, "Harr-Harry broke up with me!" She pounded her fists on the ground, "shhh... It's alright, he's a jerk, it will  be alright. But I will be right back" I whispered to her and combed her hair with my fingers. 
I opened the door and stepped inside closing the door behind me, I very angirly walked up to the guest bedroom where Harry sometime stays, I busted into the room only to find Niall with some girl I've never seen before. 
I held my hand over my mouth while they both turned towards me.. "N-no, no, no, no," I whispered gripping my hair in my hands and running down the stairs and bumping into Harry who had a bowl of fruit in his hands, some fruit fell but I couldn't care less. 
I just stood there holding my face in my hands, and heard running coming down the stairs. 
I felt Niall's hand on my shoulder, but I slapped it away. 
I ripped the ring off my finger and flung it at him. 
"Dani whats wrong?!" Harry almost yelled giving a death glare at Niall. 

"Dani.." Niall had sadness in his voice, "Don't Dani me! Everything you ever told me was a lie, wasnt it! You never loved me! I should've known better.. Thanks for ruining everything Niall!" I threw my hands in the air and let Harry drag me off into the kitchen where I just balled into his shoulder.
I could feel Niall's presence in the room.
"Niall go away" Harry growled. "No. Let me talk to her" Niall clearly cared, but I was so frustrated.. 

"She doesn't wanna speak to you!"  Harry yelled holding my head gently to his shoulder while I just sobbed. 
I heard footsteps come closer to me,
"Niall stay away!" Harry screamed at Niall, "let me speak to her!!" Niall screamed, I jumped whenever he yelled, I gripped to Harry's hand. 

I soon felt Harry leave my side, I turned my way towards Niall who was being pushed back by Harry. Niall pushed back, but then was pushed to the ground. 
I saw nothing but fear and hope in Niall's eyes. 
Harry came back to me and held me close to his warm body.

"H-Harry..?" I sniffled, "yes love?" He asked holding onto my hands, "I don't know what to do" I cried into his chest and was being held with his hands on my lower back, not in a weird way, but a comforting way. 
"It's alright love. I will make sure everything is alright" I nodded into his chest and reached my arms around his neck and just stood there. His height was pretty tall, so I struggled. But I managed using my tippy toes.
I could feel Niall's eyes on me, then I remembered Rose, "crap!" I kinda yelled rushing past Niall, barely noticing him. I opened the front door and saw that Rose had left, I sighed and walked back inside.
Oh... But of course... Niall just HAD to be standing right there. 
I bumped into him and walked back outside, he closed the door behind him and stood there. "Make this fast" I spat and crossed my arms, "let me explain.." He started, "there is nothing to explain! You kissed her back and didnt even care!! My heart is already shattered, its been broken 8 times.. And now its just shattered! I don't get why you would do this!" I threw my arms in the air and ran down the steps crying. 

I ran home and ran up to my room with a stream coming from my eyes.
I locked my door and sobbed into my pillow. 
Everything Niall said, everything Niall did, everything WE did, all our memories... Didnt matter to him. 
My heart was shredded... Like scissors against paper. 
I had no emotions left, I just felt hollow. I havent left my bed, I haven't eaten, I haven't used my phone, I haven't stopped crying, I haven't stopped hurting, and I haven't stopped wanting to just leave. Forever. 

I felt dead, weak... Useless.

My phone has rang a few times, but I didnt bother to look at it. 

It's been a week since this all went down, I didnt even get out of bed for my birthday. 
Ray has tried helping, but that did nothing. 

Niall has continuously tried to ask for permission to come inside, an everytime he got permission, and knocked on my door, it broke me all over again. 

I would cry even more into my pillow. I haven't looked in a mirror ever since, I wasnt healthy anymore. 

I had more cuts on my wrist then ever before, and my thighs. 
I cry myself to sleep every night. 

I realize I may be over reacting, but.. Niall was my first TRUE love, and he ruined it.

I couldn't push the memory of him and her out of my head, I finally got out of bed but barely could. 
I slumped into the bathroom and was shocked at was standing I'm the mirror.

A broken down, pale, skinny, ugly, and petite freak.
That's a there was. 

I raised my shirt up to my ribs and saw my ribs, I gasped and started crying. I fell to the floor and about broke a hip bone. 

I stood up slowly and walked to my door and opened it, I slowly walked down the hallway and half way down the stairs. And saw everybody down stairs in the lounge room, 
that meant my mom, dad, brother, Harry, Zayn, Louis, Liam and guess who else.... Niall. 

I tried turning my body around on my heels to walk back to my room but my mom called my name, "Dani!" She yelled, 
I slowly turned around and clenched my body, all I heard was a bunch of gasps. 
I opened my eyes after clenching and Niall was standing by the couch just looking at me with pain in his eyes. 
My brother walked to me and slowly walked me to the couches,  I avoided eye contact with everyone and sat next to Louis. 
I held his hand and cried on his shoulder, I felt like a baby again,  a little kid who needed her parents at all time. Louis held my hand and rubbed circles on my hand with his thumb. 

"Dani.." My dad gasped, I looked at him like I was scared to. "Y-yes?" My voice was weak. 
"Look at you.." He whispered, 
My hair wasnt brushed, I haven't showered, I looked gross, scraggily, nothing but bone, and ugly.

I knew i was ugly but what he said made me mad, 
"Oh so now you think I'm ugly? Well let me tell you something, you think it's easy being in my shoes?!" I was now standing, "I've been through so much and you don't even notice! You don't care!" I yelled showing him my wrist and thighs. 
"Dani!!" My mom yelled standing up examining my cuts. I looked over at Niall who was sobbing on Zayn's shoulder. 
"What! Like you really care! Nobody ever really cared for me!" 
I yelled while choking up, I tried walking back up the stairs but Harry held onto my arm. 
"Can I come with you?" He had compassion in his eyes, I nodded while my eyes filled with tears. 

I walked into my room and sat on my bed. "Dani, Im so sorry.." Harry hugged me while sitting, "it's not your fault" I sniffed, "Dani..?" Niall knocked on the other side of the door. 
I sighed and laid down while Harry opened the door for Niall. 

"Please don't hurt me" I whispered, "I wouldn't hurt you" he whispered back, "I've heard that one before" I closed my eyes so no more tears would fall.
"Let me explain" he said sitting on my bed, "you can explain over there" I pointed to a chair, he got up and sat in it. 

"Dani.. Managment set me up with her, they told us to do it. They were in the corner taking pictures so people would believe it. I didnt want to hurt you, and she basically flung herself at me! I had to Dani, I'm so sorry, but I guess I should go, get better soon." He said standing up, 
"I love you" he whispered before walking out. 
"Wait!" I yelled jumping from bed and to the hallway where he was walking. I grabbed his hand, and pulled him into the hallway, "are you telling the truth?" I asked looking deeply into his eyes, he nodded.
"I'm so sorry" we both whispered at the same time while hugging each other. During the hug he slipped the ring into my finger, and he bent down on one knee, "will you be my queen, Dani?" I saw hope in his eyes. I nodded and was soon lifted off the ground by Niall. 
He hugged me, but not to tight. 

"Aww" everybody cheered from the bottom of the stairs. 

We both smiled at everybody. 



*A/N Ahhhhh!!!! :O I had writers block while writing this chapter, so I added some drama. If you didnt notice -. - 
Continue on c: 

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