Never be the same again

Niall is straight, straight as he'll ever be, but will harry put up with the pain of knowing niall will never love him.


3. I will miss you Harry

Chapter 3: I will miss you Harry


Harry's P.O.V

decided that it would be too awkward to ask Niall for another lift after that little incident. I absolutely loved it. I loved the feel of his hand in mine, it made me feel great. Niall is so beautiful in so many ways. He has to be gay otherwise he wouldn't do that, would he? I can't let him date a girl, he needs to be with me because we are meant for eachother, I know it sounds like I'm crazy but I think I'm seriously in love, and it kills me to say this but I think Niall Horan is straight.

I asked my dad to come and pick me up from work, I suppose I have never really spoken about my dad to anyone. I need to tell you a few things about my father, he... abused me when I was a kid, he did things that you could never imagine. I wanted to leave home as soon as I could and that's why I accepted to live with Niall. My dad is a very tall intimidating man. I know this drive will be awkward because I haven't talked to him in months, but it will be no where near as painful and awkward as getting in a car with... Niall. I can't even say his name without my heart skipping a beat.

I got in the car with a face like a slapped bottom because I really didn't want to get in a car with my father. 

"Son, how are you doing? I haven't spoken to you in a while, is Niall getting along fine too?"

I sat there trying to figure out his emotions. He looked deeply depressed about something. Usually he wouldn't do something like this for me but he must have something to tell me or he needs to see me urgently.

"Yes Dad I'm fine and so is Niall, now can you please drive me home?"

I said this with a worried face, kind of with the expressions of asking what was wrong.

"Harry, I have some news. Some news that you probably will be in a lot of shock about."

Oh no, it can't be. you said she was ok, you lying little bastard I hate y...

"Your Mum couldn't make it through the night, the doctors said she died of serious heart and lung disease." 

"No! No. She hasn't! you're lying! Why would you lie! Why?! I hate you! you BASTARD! I don't ever want to see you again!"

I didn't want to believe him, but i knew he was right.

"Calm down Harry! You need to come with me, I will take you back to your flat, you need to pick up your things as we're going to see the family and attend the funeral."

My dad drove me back, he picked up all my clothes and told Niall that I wasn't going to come back for at least a month because my mother had sadly passed.

Niall's P.O.V

"What?! I didn't know! I'm so sorry for your loss Mr.Styles... I didn't know"

I broke down into tears at the news because the way I felt, Harry must have been feeling a million times worse.

"shh, It's ok Niall it's not your fault, It's nobody's fault, calm down son Harry will be fine."

"Can I say goodbye to him?"

"I think It's probably best If you just stay here."

I ignored him and sprinted over to the car. I saw Harry curled up into a ball in the corner of a car seat, tears coming down his eyes like waterfalls. I feel horrid, I was going to be sick. I cannot handle the people I love most being depressed. I reached in the window and poked him, he rose from his little ball he was in and jumped like a kangaroo and wrapped his warm, soft arms around me. I knew this would be the last time I would see him for a month. I could not last that long, but I would have to. I waved him off as he drove away.


1 week later...

Niall's P.O.V

I called Harry on his phone to ask if he was going to be ok at the funeral. He just cried through the whole conversation and I assured him that I would always be there for him. And that was the moment, even through all of this, even through his loss. He told me he loved me.

The blood stopped pumping through my veins, my head became cold, my heart stopped. Did he really say that? I thought I was straight but this changes things. I didn't want to be with Harry because I feel sorry for him. I want to be with him because... i finally get it now, I love Harry Styles.

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