Perrie's little sister

This story is about Ariana and her older sister Perrie Edwards! Yes Perrie from Little mix!

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89. I'm not to be silenced

My Lighthouse!

Growing up I never had a proper child's life. My parents fought and got divorced when I was 3 or 4. At the age of 5 my mom dated a new man. Everything was good until I turned 8. A girl younger than me came into my life... She'd call me names, touch me in places a little girl shouldn't be touched, she would threaten to get naked in front of me and sleep in the same bed. It was horrible. I never talked about it! Ever! The girl finally was out of my life but I was left in pain. All the hurtful words she said to me stuck with me. My mom and her boyfriend divorced and put my brother through hell. I tried to protect him but I failed. When I turned 12 I started Self Harming. All men in and out of my life. The abuse.. The pain. I cut my wrists, stomach and thighs. I was in a hole. I tried to overdose so many times but I failed and never told. I still think of suicide and cutting but I gotta let it go and forget. I gotta ignore the monsters in my head. I'm 13 and still suffering but I have a Lighthouse.

His name is Drew... Drew is my uncle. Whenever I see him I feel like I can be a kid that I never was! He's always there if I need him no matter what! He never fails to make you laugh! He got me out of my dark hole. I don't think he realizes that he's the only person I 100% trust.

Uncle Drew if you see this I just want to say Thank you and that I'm not the happy little girl everyone sees... I'm also sorry... I love you.

I will kick depression's sorry ass!

I can't be silenced anymore!!

Who's your lighthouse?

****Lighthouse by G.R.L****

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