Love is like fire.It's beautiful and dangerous all at the same time.The perfect balance.That's what makes it the best thing a person could possibly feel.It's a risk,but it's worth it.
5SOS fanfic

Slight use of explicit language (sorry)


51. Chapter 51

Joci's POV

After jumping around with Julie for 5 minutes I decided I should go upstairs and tell Tess.When I got to her room she was crying."Just go away Joci."

"Um excuse you child, but you have no idea what amazing news I'm about to tell you."

"It doesn't matter.Nothing matters anymore.He hates me."

"He does not hate you.He could never hate you."

"You didn't see the way he just looked at me.He hates me."

"Calm down Tess.This will all be over soon.When I tell you the news you can go in there and fix everything."

"What are you talking about?"

"Ashton just called management.We're going on tour!"


Tessa's POV


"What do you mean no?"

"I mean no.I'm not going."

"You are not serious."

"I am completely serious.I'm not going.It will just make things worse for Luke.He hates me now.I don't want to be in his way."

"Okay you seriously need to wake up and smell the dog shit.Luke has been hurting for the past three days because of your fight.Your fight was about not being able to handle the long-distance.If you go on the tour, the long-distance is gone, the fight is over, and you two are back together.Happy.This will fix everything."

"No it won't.Too may things were said that can't be taken back.We're over.It's done.He hates me."

"Would you get over yourself?!He doesn't hate you!You're ruining this for everyone!"

"Just go away Joci.Have fun on tour."


Ashton's POV

"What the hell do you mean she's not going?!"

"She refuses to go.She is convinced that it will just make things harder for Luke because she thinks he hates her and that she will just be in his way."

"Are you freaking kidding me?!Jesus Christ what do I have to do to make them happy?!"

"I don't think you can do anything Ash.They have to get over this on their own."

"Well let's see if I can speed up the process."


Tessa's POV

So I'm sulking in my room when Ashton just comes in there and picks me up, carrying me across the hall.

"What the hell are you doing?!"

"Just trust me."He sets me down in Luke's room and closes the door quickly, not letting me leave.When I try the knob it's jammed.Thanks for putting in the most awkward situation ever Ash.

I look over at Luke and his expression is neutral.I'm not sure what to say so  I don't say anything.He grabs his phone and put in his headphones as if I'm not even there.The pain I feels is close to unbearable.I really don't matter to him anymore.

I sit down by the door and put my face in my hands.Why did things have to turn out the way they did?Oh that's right.I did this.

As if the Lord himself came down and saved me Joci walks in Luke's room and glares at me.

"Get out." She demands.


"You heard me get out."

"But Ash--"

"I don't care if Ash kissed a rats ass!Well I do because he ahs kissed me today, but that's not the point.Get out."

So I get up and walk out. Does this mean Joci's mad at me to because I won't go on tour. Can this week get any worse? Everyone I love is falling from me. All my bridges are being burned. I can't handle the sadness anymore.


Joci's POV

I spin Luke around, yank his headphones out of his ears, and snatch his phone out of his hand. Then I put it in my back pocket.

"If you want your phone your going to have to talk to me because the only other way your getting it is by touching my butt and me and you both know that's not going to happen. So grow a pair and spill." I say sitting on his bed.

He walks over to the bed and hugs me. I know that if Ash walked in right now he'd hit him, but I don't really care because this is the most emotion he's showed all week. I don't say anything but I do hug him back. I hear sniffles and then, after four days of silence, he talks.

"I miss her so much Joci. I don't know what to do. I can't keep ignoring her either. What do I do."

"I know you do Luke. Not knowing what to do is the worst part. But if you ignore her she's only gonna think you hate her that much more."

"She thinks I hate her?"

"If you hadn't spent four days in solitude you'd know that."

"I'm so sorry. I'm so so sorry."

"Look at me Luke," And he does. "I've known you for a really long time and your like my little brother, but apologizing to me isn't gonna help you."

Then he asks me something that catches me totally off guard.

"How do you and Ashton have such a perfect relationship?"

I have to think about it for a moment before I answer.

"We don't Luke."


By now his head is laying his head in my lap looking at me like a sick little kid.

"Ashton and I's relationship is nothing close to perfect. We don't spend enough time together, we hardly ever have conversations, we have a crazy love but it's absolutely worth every ounce of will we both put into it."

"So why does it look so perfect?"

"Because, whatever the other one does, we know that they did it because they love us. Trust me we will have fights and I don't want that day to come and neither does he but until then we'll just love each other because that's all we can do."

"Do you think she still loves me?"

"No. I know she still loves you. You can see it in her eyes. They're full of sadness. And if she hated you she wouldn't be that sad.Do you want to know something?"


"Management invited us to tour with you guys."



"So do you think she'll come?"

"I don't know. Right now she's hell bent on not going. She says it's best for you that way."

"Can you do me a favor?"


He gets up and writes something on a piece of paper and hands it to me.

"Will you give this to Tessa?"

"Of course."


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