Love is like fire.It's beautiful and dangerous all at the same time.The perfect balance.That's what makes it the best thing a person could possibly feel.It's a risk,but it's worth it.
5SOS fanfic

Slight use of explicit language (sorry)


30. Chapter 30

Ashton's POV

So far this was going way better than planned.I mean Joci practically said that she never stopped loving me.The feeling was mutual.I never stopped loving her.For some reason I justt thought that it was for the better.Obviously I was high or something because letting Joci go will NEVER be for the better.

Through the entire date we just sat under the cabana and talked about what happened to ruin us and how we could make it better.I was more than willing to try anything she had to say.I would rather retry this relationship 1,000 times than start over with someone new.Joci is just my better half.And she always will be.


Joci's POV

So I don't know whether to kill Tessa or hug her.Obviously the right decision here is to squeeze her until her organs turn to custard.That's a funny word.Custard,Just say it out loud.Custard.

"Custard?"Ashton asked giving me a funny look.


"You just randomly said custard."

"Don't ask."

We talked for hours and finally we just got tired and went home.


Tessa's POV

After I dropped Joci off I called Luke and made sure he remembered what he was supposed to do.

"C'mon Tessa give me some credit here.It's not that hard."

"I know I know this just has to be perfect."

"It's fine,anyway after I send Joci on her way you need to meet me at the house.I have a surprise for you."

"Okay?"I went ahead and started driving towards the house since it woulkd take me a little bit longer than him to get home.When I did get home he was already there with something I never would've guessed was my surprise."Why is there a truck in our driveway?!"

"We're going on a date."

"In a truck?!"

"Just trust me."I realized there wasn't really anything to worry about and got in.After we got pretty far out of the city I started asking questions."Why are we going so far out?Where did you get the truck?And why is there a tarp covering tohe bed?"

"The surprise is better when you're away from the city.This is one of my friends trucks and I cannot answer your last question."

I shrugged happy with the fact that he answered two of the three questions.Sort of.After about 30 more minutes of driving we stopped.

"We're here."

"Where is here?"


And what do you plan on doing in nowhere?"

"This is your surprise."He pulled the tarp off the bed to reveal a buttload of blankets and pillows and other fluffy things.

"You didn't."He climbed in the bed of the truck on top of all the stuff and stared up at the sky.

"I did."

"You know,I love you."

"I love you too."He chuckled pulling me up so I could lay next to him.Stargazing in the bed of a truck on top of a pile of pillows in the middle of nowhere had been on my bucket list since I was 12.I had only mentioned it to Luke once so I was surprised he remebered it.

"You know exactly how much I love you?"

"How much?"I asked,curious of what his would be.

"If you take all the stars in the universe and put them together in one giant ball of fire,my love for you would wrap around it 80 trillion times and never get burned."

"Wow.I have never heard it put that way."

"It's true.Here give me your hand."I put my hand in his an he turned it over and pulled out a pen.

"What are you doing."

"You'll see."He began writing on my palm with the pen.When he was done I pulled my hand back to see what he wrote.

I'll love you foreve

"You forgot the R."

"I meant to do that.R is the end of forever and I don't want forever to end.I will never stop loving you."His bright blue eyes sparkled with sincerity.It was one of the most beautiful things I had ever seen.

"You're gonna make me tear up."I said looking down as my face flushed.He pulled my chin up staring into my eyes.My blue-gray eyes could never compete with his.He moved his lips down to mine painfully slow.I thought I was going to die by the time our lips finally met.The kiss was slow and passionate.It was the kind of kiss you would expect when something important was about to happen.That's why I was very surprised.Was there something he needed to tell me?"Luke,what's going on?"


"Something is happening.I can feel it.There's something you need to tell me."

He sighed and the motioned for me to come closer to him.I scooted next to him and he grabbed my waist pulling us back to where we were lying down and my head was on his chest."Tessa...I don't really know how to say this."

My heart dropped and my stomach started to hurt."You're breaking up with me aren't you.I knew I wasn't good enough for you..."

"I'm NOT breaking up with you!Don't you ever think for a moment that you're not good enough for me!"

"Then what is it Luke?!"

I was slightly irritated,but it was mainly because I was anxious.Luke wouldn't act like this for no reason.

The boys and I might be leaving soon.We may not be able to see you and Joci and Dani for months at a time."His voice cracked near the end and I didn't have to see his face to know he was holding back tears.Luke is so sensitive.It's one of the things I love most about him,but he also gets hurt easy and when he's hurt I am.

"Please don't cry.Just...just tell me when you're leaving."

"...two weeks."My heart stopped and I swear I was dead for a minute.It was like blacking out,but so much more painful because I could see the how upset it was making Luke.I tried my hardest to act like it was gonna be okay for his sake,but I would have to lie to him and myself and that wasn't going to be easy.

Instead of speaking I gave him a weak smile and hugged him tight.I didn't trust my voice because one of two things would happen.1)Nothing would come out.2)I would break down and beg him to stay.

"I don't want to leave you."He whispered sadly.It reminded me of when we broke up.It felt like it had been forever,but truthfully it had been less than a week.I was miserable because I couldn't see him for three days.How was I supposed to do this?My mind went blank and my body began to control itself.It's like I wasn't even there anymore.

"Let's just spend these two weeks together,enjoy it while it lasts."He nodded and pulled me tighter into his chest.

"You ready to go home?"I nodded and helped him put the tarp back on the back before climbing in.These next two weeks would go by in secods and before I knew it he would be gone.


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