Love is like fire.It's beautiful and dangerous all at the same time.The perfect balance.That's what makes it the best thing a person could possibly feel.It's a risk,but it's worth it.
5SOS fanfic

Slight use of explicit language (sorry)


29. Chapter 29

Joci's POV

Well this sucks.I feel like shit.It's like a hangover,but eight million times worse. It's been a week since the break up. My head hurts like a motherhugger and I can't go downstairs to get anything for it.I can't go anywhere,but the bathroom and when I do I have to scope the hallway so I can make sure no one will stop me and ask me how I'm doing.I just know that that one word will slip out.Fine.It doesn't matter if I am or not,which I definitely am not,that is what I will say,and if I say that I will be lying.I can't lie to these people.The people who I have come to love after years of knowing them.

According to Calum,Ashton was up and moving around.It's like he wasn't effected by any of this.That's how I know that we weren't meant to be.He didn't love me half as much as I loved him,otherwise he would be hurting,like me.I just wish I would have found out sooner.I wish I would have found out before I jumped.People say that you fall in love,but I believe it's a jump.A leap into the unknown.It's like bungee jumping.Somewhere in the back of your mind you know the cord could snap at any moment,but still you expect it to catch you.Just like I expected Ashton to catch me.


Ashton's POV

It's hard to hide all the heartache I'm feeling,but I need to do this.I have to act like everything's okay or else my feelings will get in the way of the plan. I miss her so much. But I know what Tessa has in store will be amazing. I sit down with Tessa and we talk about the plan.

"You think this will work?"
"Pretty darn sure. And if it doesn't you're screwed."

"Thanks for the support."

"No prob."

"Alright well let's get this show on the road shall we?"

"We shall."


Joci's POV

I heard Tessa knock on the door. I am over crying. I don't have any more tears to cry and even if I did I can't cry for ever.


"Hey get some clothes on we're going somewhere."

"What do you want me to wear?"

She picks out my clothes and does my hair.

I walk down the stairs and don't see any if the boys.

"You look HAWT!"

"Thanks. Where are the boys?"

"Okay but why aren't you dressed up?"

"Because this doesn't pertain to me."

"Are you setting me up?"

"You could say that."

"Well whats his name."

"If I told you it wouldn't be a surprise if I told you."

"Dude we broke up a week ago. Why are you setting me up already?"

"Because you can't go moping around about my stupid ugly brother forever. You need a fresh new start with a guy who has abs."

"What? Ashton has abs. And why do I need a guy who has abs?"

"How do you know Ash has abs."


"Now why do I need a guy with abs?"

"So you can lick 'em."

"Um excuse me but I am going to go puke now."

"Alright we're here. Get outta my car." She hands me a note and drives away.



You must hate me now. I just shoved you out of my car. Any who. Trust any one who gives you a note like this. We're your friends. Just follow the notes and it'll be okay. Now go to the ice cream stand and ask for a nutella ice cream. I am so jealous. Don't worry it's all paid for.

Love you.



I walk over to the stand and ask for a nutella ice cream.
"Are you Joci"

"That would be me."

"Alright well here you go. And also I was told to give you this." He hands me another note. "Don't read it until you finish your ice cream."

"Okay thanks."

I sit on the swing and finish my ice cream. Then I open the note.


Cold now? Come to star bucks and find moi.




I walk to starbucks and find Luke.



He hands me coffee and attached to it is you guessed it another note.

"Don't think anything of it. Just go along with it. Okay?"

"If I get murdered it's because I trusted you Luke Hemmings."

I finish my coffee and read the note.

Hungry? Come to Macca's please.

They didn't leave a name,but I already knew who it was.I did as the card said and headed to Macca's.When I got there Michael and Dani were sitting at a table together waiting with a Happy Meal and the next note.

"A Happy Meal?Really?"

"Just go with it."He gave me the Happy Meal and stared at me until i was finished eating it.It was pretty creepy.When I was done,he gave me the note and a hug before shoving me out the door.


Don't worry I'm not going to give you any more food.Thank God.Meet me at the place we listened to Chris Brown for three hours.



I imediatley knew what he was talking about.The recording studio.About a week before I left the boys had to go record their vocals.Cal got done first and we were all bored and stuff so we ended up listening to Chris Brown since he had a buttload of it on his phone.We had like an hour long dance party and people kept looking at us like we were crazy.

I laughed at the memory before continuing my journey.When I got there I was greeted by Calum."What took you so long?!"

"Well my ride kinda ditched me on the side of the road so I had to walk 5 miles to get here."

"Oops,didn't think about that sorry."

"It's fine.So what do you have for me?"

"Here."He said handing me the note.

"No gifts or anything?"

"Oh yeah! I almost forgot!"He turned around for a second and then turned back around."I give you...AIR FROM MY LUNGS!"He yelled blowing all over my face.

"Wow thanks Cal,best gift yet."I giggled.

"I know.Now shoo.You have places to go,people to see."I nodded,hugging him and then headed out the door with the note in my hand.


Dear Joci,

This is the last note you will recieve.Go back into the recording studio and remind Calum that he's supposed to drive you because there is no doubt in my mind that he forgot.He'll take you to your final destination.



Wait,they're not even gonna tell me who it is?!They're not even gonna tell me where I'm going?! I walked back inside showing Calum the note and then he led back me outside to his car.He then drove me for about five minutes refusing to tell me anything.When we got to the place I was supposed to be,Calum did the same thing Tessa did.He ditched me.In the woods.Alone.At night.

I looked around to see rose petals leading to a trail.I followed the trail and when I got to the end,this was waiting for me.


It was the most romantic thing I had ever seen.Too bad the person waiting was the one person I was praying not to see.

"Joci before you run,please just hear me out-"
"Aston cut the bullshit! I'm done with all your lies! You obviously had no feelings towards me because unlike me,you were walkingaround acting like nothing even happened.I have been miserable!"

"I have too! I swear I have feelings for you Joci!"

"Then why didn't you hurt like I did?"Hot angry tears were streaming down my face and there was no stopping them.

"I did!That's why I've been trying to tell you! I have been hiding my pain since the break-up because I needed all my energy to come up with this plan to get you back!"He pressed his lips onto mine fast and hard.It definitely took me by surprise.

"What the hell are you doing Ashton?!Do you just expect me to melt with a kiss!Do you expect me to coming running back and just act like nothing ever happened?!"

"I want us to get throught his! I want you back Joci! I want to let you be my everything.To care for you,watch over you,make you happy,and be there for you.I want to be yours and I want you to be mine.I think your the most beautiful girl in the world and I'm so in love with you I can't stand it."He was sweating and panting and his expression was frustrated.He was obviously trying his hardest to break through to me.Icould tell he was being honest.

Without waring I wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed him passionately.

"Does this mean you forgive me?"


"I'm so happy to have you back."

"To be honest Ash,you never lost me."

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