The Truth

It's not a story. It's life. It's not made up. It happened. It's what some of us face each day. Yet, we don't talk about it-- This is a place to confess. Maybe this movella won't get that much attention because it's not related to 1D. But there are somethings that I wish to share. Somethings that I bottled up inside. I tried to run away from everything. But you have to stop for a gulp of air, right? I know that there are people who have hidden so much pain that you want to escape it, but you can't. They say, "Talking helps". But who to talk to when you know you can't trust anyone? So, I'll try to help. If you have something to tell, something to share. Comment below. If you're scared and don't want anyone to know, email- rockkarolla@gmail.com or rachel.juden@hotmail.co.uk ; we promise you that whatever you tell us will be between us. No one will ever know what we talked. It's okay if you don't trust us. But we never tell other people's secret. That we assure you.

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5. From Suffocating

I don’t know how to start this. But here goes nothing. I have a brother suffering from cerebral palsy. Another brother who smokes and drinks, I guess he takes drugs as well. I have a mother, who doesn’t live with me and a father, who works 24x7. You can guess by now that I felt lonely. When I was in the 9th Grade, I tried to jump off the roof of my hostel. But a friend stopped me. I was very close to expulsion. I was young and stupid. As the years went on, I hid away my tendency to cut my hands. No one noticed. No one cared. But then in 11th Grade, everything came back. All that pressure came all at once. I told my dad about this. He just told me not to talk about it because he had lots of problems going on. I don’t blame him. He loved me. The only one who actually did. But he was a busy man. And to keep the food on the table, he really had to work. I did what my dad told me to. But being like this is suffocating. I don’t know what to do. I feel like I can’t breathe anymore. I just want to run away from it all. But if I do, then what would happen to my brothers? And my parents? I feel so scared. I can’t just leave them like this.
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