Hers to Lose.....

****MODERN ENJONINE****Ever since Enjolras saw her at the cafe, he has never been the same. Slowly growing kinder, and softening up. Caring more about others. Will the mystery girl be the one to break the coldness within? E/E Modern AU
DISCLAIMER: I DO NOT OWN LES MIS. (IF I DID IT WOULD BE A ENJONINE MOVIE AND SHE WOULD NOT HAVE WENT AFTER MARIUS WHO IGNORED HER!)

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23. Everyday

This chapter is somewhat based off of Everyday/Heart Full Of Love Reprise.
I changed the lyrics a lot. Enjoy! Plus, I cried while writing this. It probably wasn't the best thing for my contacts.
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Eponine sighed and layed down on her bed in tears. She picked up her diary she got for her 16 birthday. Eponine was tired of being treated like crap. Enjolras didn't even notice how he was treating her. He was all caught up in his work that he didn't have time for her. One or two more slips and Eponine swore to her self that she would break. She started to write.

July 25, 2013

Dear Diary,
Hey. It's me Eponine again. Who else would write about their miserable life in here though? Cosette? No. I don't think so. She has the perfect life. Every day I try to walk with a stronger step and think that the worst of my crappy life is over. I tell myself,' don't think about Eponine. With all the years ahead of you. You will eventually have a great life. It will turn out perfect everyday.' Everyday, I think that and it doesn't help. I thought we would have a heart full of love, with out fear or regret. That it would be a chain we'll never break. That we saw each other and we knew it was meant to be. But, maybe it was a dream after all. A heart full of love isn't possible. I am full of doubt. Why was I forced into this? Won't someone tell me? Everything seems to have a reason, but this situation doesn't. Maybe he never cared. Maybe he didn't love me. Maybe he didn't want to in the first place. Maybe it was his 'fun'. I try and tell my self not to think that and it's not true, but then I realize it is reality.

Truly Miserable,
Eponine Thenardier

That was Eponine's true thought and feelings that she hid from everyone. A heart full of love wasn't possible for anyone except Marius and Cosette. Sure, Enjolras would be in her mind forever, but she didn't mean that much to him. He was acting. Why? Eponine did not know. Eponine just had to face it, she was forever on her own.

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I know. Too short. It was just to get her thoughts in though.

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