Speechless (Sequel to Breathless)

Niall and Liam are finally together, they finally can be the couple they want to be. They don't have to worry about Niall's insane uncle, or so they think. Little did they know someone very close to them is helping Niall's uncle. Will the boys see through their masks? Will Niall and Liam's love fail when Niall meets someone who seems to be better for him than Liam? Read and find out :)

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Chapter 12

 

REMINDER!!!
Liam is BOLD
Niall is Italic
Josh is BOTH

 

-Liam’s POV-

 

So many thoughts swirled through my mind, I felt lost, but safe. I felt safe as I held onto Louis who was asleep beside me. I felt safe with him, a feeling I haven’t felt in a long while. I know what we just did was very wrong, I know I will have consequences but I know they are worth it. Louis is worth it. I looked down at Louis who was snuggled into my side, he still has his clothes off. I kissed the top of his head and sighed. I don’t know what Louis and I are, I don’t know if he even likes me. But I really hope he isn’t using me, I don’t think he would do that. He has Harry, I know they were fighting earlier but I thought they were getting better. I don’t know why Louis is allowing me to be with him, he is happily married to Harry for god sake. I feel guilty for doing this, I feel like he shouldn’t do this. Niall would hate me if he ever found out. I don’t even want to know what Harry would do if he ever found out. Poor Louis, he loves Harry. I know he does, the way he looks at him tells me he does. Whatever this is, that Louis and I have, it won’t last. I know it won’t. We aren’t compatible at all, we don’t have any of the same interests. We are complete polar opposites. But they say opposites attract though… What am I thinking! What am I doing!? I am ruining a perfectly good relationship between two wonderful people, who happen to be my very close friends. The guilt is starting to eat me up, we have to stop. But I don’t want to, deep in my heart I like this, I like having to hid and pretend like nothing happened. It’s a huge rush, a feeling I have never had to live with. I like not knowing if someone is going to find out about Louis and I, I know that sounds terrible, but I can’t help it. That’s how I feel. So I guess in the end, Louis is using me, and I am using Louis. It’s all equal. Louis stirred next to me, he has been out for about an hour. I wonder when he’s going to wake up.

 

“Li?” Louis mumbled into my side. I tightened my grip on his waist and looked down at him, he was looking up at me with his bright blue eyes. I smiled, but his eyes, his eyes reminded me so much of Niall. It only made that rotten guilty feeling burn deeper into me. I felt sick, I looked away from his eyes to rid myself of the burning.

 

“Hmm?” I said. He yawned and leaned his head on my bare chest. I pulled him closer to me, he looked content, happy.

 

“We can’t tell anyone about us.” Louis spoke softly. I sighed, I know we can’t. I wouldn’t dream of telling anyone, especially Niall or Harry.

 

“I know Lou, but you do know this is very wrong right?” I ask, allowing some of the guilt to bubble over into my words. Louis nodded against my chest but clung to me tightly. We got silent again, neither of us speaking. It wasn’t an awkward silence though, it was peaceful. Louis nuzzled into my side once again and I thought he had drifted off to sleep but he spoke again soon after.

 

“When can we see each other again?” Louis asked, I looked down to see he had a small blush on his cheeks. I grinned, he wanted to see me again? How sweet. I pretended like I was a very busy man and acted like I was thinking.

 

“Well, since I have so much to do, I think you should come by every night this week.” I smirk. He giggled but nodded. I laughed with him and pulled him tighter against me. He stretched up and pecked my lips softly. The familiar tingles left on my lips from the mere brush of his lips against mine. So that’s what we did, every night we did the same thing, Louis came by using the excuse he was visiting me and Niall. We would have, well, you know. And then he would leave. It wasn’t anything serious, we never made it more than casual sex. At least that’s what I thought. I never really thought about what Louis feelings were during all of this. I just assumed he felt the same way, I assumed he didn’t have any real feeling towards me. He never spoke of them, so that’s how it stayed. And we were both happy with it.

 

-Zayn’s POV-

 

I remember how scared I was, how terrified I had lost her. I ran all the way home, scared I would never see my baby again. Only to arrive home and have Giulia sitting on my couch watching TV. I asked her if she knew where her phone was, she responded with

 

“I lost it at the park.” I nearly scooped her up and kissed her face off. I was so happy, I thought I had lost her, I thought Josh had her and he was hurting her. I haven’t let her out of my sight since. I don’t even go see Niall anymore. I know Louis and Liam have that covered. Harry calls me every night telling me about how Louis is visiting Niall. They seem to visit a lot. I haven’t heard from Josh in weeks. I was just hoping I would never hear from him again. Giulia and I are having our weekly movie night. She has taken to staying with me now. She thinks I just want her around all the time, which is true, but I also and worried Josh will keep his word and hurt her. I don’t want that to happen. On the nights she can’t stay with me, I stay with her at her place. It has been working for the past month or so. Tonight we are watching all the Lion King movies known to man. I smiled and pulled her against my chest. I kissed her neck making her squirm slightly. I chuckled, I loved to do that to her.

 

“Josh called last night, he said he wanted to come over for dinner tonight. He should be here any minute.” Giulia said casually. I tensed, why she didn’t tell me with sooner, I don’t know. Why did she even take the call? I thought I told her to stay away from him. I looked down at her, she was watching the movie and not paying any attention to my freaking out.

 

“I thought I said to stay away from him?” I said, trying to stay calm but failing miserably.

 

“He said you and he had already discussed this, he must have forgotten to call you.” She said. I bit my lip, he was on his way to my house to hurt us, I know it. I don’t know what to do, Giulia won’t believe me if I tell her what happened. She always tries to see the best in people even when they are terrible people. That’s why I love her so much, but in a time like this she needs to see people for who they are. Not what they could change to be.

 

“I think we should leave.” I suggest. She turns to look at me better with a confused look on her face. She looks a little angry too.

 

“Why would we leave?” She asks getting kind of defensive. I sigh and try to stay calm, I can’t afford to get in an argument with her right now. I need her to stay with me and not get hurt by Josh.

 

“I just, I don’t think he is good news. I think he is up to something. I don’t really want us to be around him.” I say. She sighs and becomes really quiet. Then the doorbell rings. Shit.

 

“To late now, suck it up Zayn. He’s a nice boy. I can see it in his eyes.” She says. Damn her and always wanting to see the best in people. He isn’t nice, he never will be nice. I really need to call Louis and ask him why Josh wants him so badly. Maybe I’ll call him over for dinner too. I sighed and let Giulia up to get the door, but I trailed behind her never taking my eyes odd of her. I was worried about what Josh was willing to try around me. Giulia pulled open the door and Josh was standing right there looking down at his shoes. When he heard the door opened he looked up and gave Giulia and I a sickening smile.

 

“Hi Josh, come in. I’ll order the Chinese food now.” Giulia said politely with a smile. She stepped back to let him inside. I gulped, I have to watch him. I can’t let him out of my sight. Josh walked into the house and made himself at home, he looked around almost like he was evaluating the house. He made me sick.

 

“Does Liam still live here Zayn?” Josh asked looking at a few of the pictures on the fireplace. My dad never took them down, they had pictures of Karen in them.

 

“He has been staying at a friend’s lately, but yes. He still lives here.” I answer coldly. He nods and smirks at me, I can see he noticed my cold shoulder towards him. Giulia just smiled at us and walked back into the kitchen to call in the food. I was left to see Josh.

 

“Why are you really here?” I ask harshly. Josh laughs and turns to look at me. He is smirking and I just want to walk over there and smack it right off of him.

 

“You have a very hot girlfriend. Mind if I take a peek?” He laughs. I clench my fists. I can’t lose my temper, Giulia will hate me if I do.

 

“Shut. Up.” I say through clenched teeth. He smirks larger, if that’s even possible. He walks around the room looking at all the pictures on the walls.

 

“I bet she’s great in bed, she’s got the thighs for sex.” Josh grins. I bite my lip until I can taste blood, I hate this. I hate that I can’t just beat the shit out of his for saying these things about my Giulia. I want to, I want to kick him where it counts so badly, but if I do. If I do kick him Giulia will be disappointed in me and may never speak to me again.

 

“I can just imagine her pretty little lips wrapped around my-”

 

“SHUT UP OR I WILL SHOVE MY FOOT UP YOUR ASS YOU LITTLE PRICK!” I shout, completely forgetting about the fact Giulia is only in the other room and could hear us. I hear the sound of footsteps and turn to see Giulia giving me a stern look.

 

“What’s going on out here?” She asks with a raised brow. Josh smiles and shakes his head, putting on a good show.

 

“Nothing dear, we were just chatting.” He smiles. Giulia nods and smiles back before turning around and walking back into the kitchen.

 

“She’s got a great ass too, lucky man you are Zayn. I would hate to see her leave you for, well. Something better.” Josh winked. I clenched my fits as he walked by me. I wanted to hit him so badly, but I didn’t. I just have to get through dinner and then he will be gone, and I will tell Giulia I don’t think we should be his friend. And then everything will be alright. Right?

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OK so that's the chapter. It's short but I have a lot on my mind. First of all.. THE CONCERTS TOMORROW AND IAM LIKE SO HAPPY AND OMG I THINK I MIGHT EXPLODE. okay, now that that's off my chest.... I have a more serious note. I am going out o town on Thursday. I will not be updating until Sunday. I am sorry! but I am bringing my laptop with me and I will be writing! I promise. But I wont have wifi or cell service so I wont be able to post until Sunday night, Monday morning...  BUT NO FEAR MY LOVELY READERS! I am going to make it a HUGE update, I promise you guys! well thanks for reading! comments are lovely.

 

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