Just An Option - A Harry Styles Fanfic.

Being bestfriends with Harry Styles may seem like a dream come true for most girls, but for Annabelle Hastings, it might be like living a nightmare.

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27. Chapter 26.

*Liam's P.O.V.*

Something felt amiss as I laid on my bed, watching a movie that I couldn't bother to remember the name of. A weird feeling had settled itself in the pit of my stomach to my discomfort, adding to my worry. I tried to clear my head and ended up thinking about last night.


Anna and I arrived at Winnie's place and entered their dining room to find Niall, Louis, Eleanor, Zayn and Perrie at the table. Their smiles turned into frowns as they realized that I was looking for Harry and Georgie.

"They're not here, mate." Louis said, sympathetically. I immediately noticed Niall tense up and Zayn sending him a nervous glace. At that moment, I knew that nothing was right.

"Niall-" I started, before he cut me off. "I talked to Harry the other day, don't ask me anything about it, please."

The room was suddenly so silent that even a pin-drop could've been heard loud and clear. Nobody dared to look another in the eyes. Somehow, Harry and Georgie's absence didn't just affect us individually, it affected our relationships with each other, too.

None of said anything for the rest of the night. It felt as if everyone was afraid to talk to anyone in fear that they might say the wrong thing.

~End of flashback~

Things would never be the same. Yet, we kept wishing they'd go back to how they were, no matter what the odds.

I let out a loud sigh as I stood up and walked into my kitchen to grab something to eat. My mind was so muddled up that it was getting hard to focus on one thing. I opened my fridge and found some burritos which instantly reminded me of Anna; the way her eyes lit up whenever I talked about burritos, or bought one home for her. I pulled out my phone and texted her.

To *Anna:))* : Eating a burrito and thinking of you, beautiful.xx

I hope she was okay, last night must have reminded her of some memories. She seems so strong, but I know she's hurting on the inside. How can anyone be okay after their bestfriend practically abandoned them?

*Louis' P.O.V.*

Last night was such a let down. It just broke my heart to see how all of us were so lost. Harry's like the glue that sticks us all together, especially the band. Without him, we all don't stick together, or maybe it's just the fact that he meant different things to each of us, and we all lost a part of ourselves, and our silence is just a way of trying to get him back somehow.

Maybe it's time that we help each other. We're all going through the same thing, we have to be here for each other. None of us should have to fight this battle alone. Until either Harry or Georgie realize what's going on, we need to stay strong. We shouldn't forget about them, of course. Haz's stubborn, and eventually one of them will realize what they're doing, I hope. 

Just then my phone began vibrating in my pocket. I wonder who that could be?

I was suprised as the caller ID said, "Haz". I immediately answered the call.

"Hey, Lou!" my eyes were filled with tears as I heard his raspy voice. "Hey, Haz. How's it going?" I said, trying not to sound weird. "Things are going really good! What about you?" he replied. "Um, things are going well." I lied. "That's good, mate. So, I'm going to be out of town for a few days, and I won't be able to spend New Years' Eve with you guys, I'm so sorry." he said. "Oh, I see." was all I could muster up in reply. "Tell everyone I'm really going to miss them. I'll talk to you soon, Boobear. Take care." he said, before the line went dead.

I didn't know what to think or feel. The fact that he called made me overjoyed, but the fact that he's just leaving town so suddenly and won't spend New Years' Eve with us just saddens me beyond comprehension.

I walked into my bedroom still processing the new information given to me, to see Eleanor sitting on the edge of our bed. She looked as though she was deep in thought. She only ever looked like that when something was on her mind.

"Something wrong, babe?" I asked, sitting next to her. "Oh, nothing. I just asked Georgie if we could have lunch tomorrow or something to you know, catch up." she replied. "What did she say?" I asked. "Harry's taking Georgie to New York for New Years' Eve." she replied as quietly as possible. "Oh, I see." I replied, still not knowing what to say. "That was Haz on the phone, wasn't it?" she asked. "He just told me that he's going to be out of town and won't be here for New Years' Eve, that's all." I mumbled. "Lou, I-" "Don't worry about me, El, worry about everyone else." I cut her off. And at that moment, I really was worried about everyone, except for myself.

*Anna's P.O.V.*

I can't remember the last time I had a proper whole-hearted conversation with Harry. He seemed like a distant memory in my mind. Although that should be good considering the fact that I'd decided to stop thinking about him as much as I used to, for the sake of his and Georgie's relationship, I felt like I'd lost a part of me.

He used to be the one and only resident of my thoughts; all that I thought about was him, and what I'd be doing if he'd been there with me at that moment. I imagined him being next to me no matter what I was doing. It seemed like I wanted to spend every minute of the day with him, but now, I wanted nothing to do with him. I've started to accept the fact that he isn't a part of my future anymore, and I'll just have to live with that. But, a part of me misses him; his bright green eyes, his flawless smile that could light up the world, his adorable laugh, his strong arms, his comforting hugs, his raspy voice; everything about him was a constant and painful reminder of how much of an idiot I am for falling in love with my bestfriend; the one person that my very life depended on. A part of me refuses to believe that I no longer want nothing to do with him. That stupid little part of me, that holds the spark that is hope - which is always crushed, and has pretty much ruined almost everything in my life, has started a battle with my conscience; a battle I don't know how to resolve. 

I felt hot tears stream down my face as I thought about him, and how we used to stay up all night talking about the future, how we'd spend it together, and how we were never going to forget each other.

Soon, it dawned upon me that this was the first time I'd cried over Harry ever since that cold September night when he unintentionally and unknowingly broke my heart. All those feelings of worthlessness, anger, guilt, sadness, hopelessness, loneliness, and fear overcame me just like they did that night.

As my vision was blurred by the tears continuously flowing out of my eyes and the sound of my loud cries echoed through my empty house, I felt myself drifting into oblivion; the world slipping from my fingertips as it slowly turned black. I began to wonder if I'd started choking on my own tears, or if in the midst of my pathetic emotional breakdown, I'd somehow suffered a stroke or something.

I tried to reach for my phone and call for help, or at least call Liam, but I felt paralyzed and struggled to do anything, except for think and wait. As I felt myself on the edge of my consciousness, I had only one person on my mind, and to my sorrow, it wasn't Liam; it was Harry.

Say something, I'm giving up on you.
I'll be the one, if you want me to.
Anywhere, I would've followed you.
Say something, I'm giving up on you.

And I am feeling so small,
It was over my head,
I know nothing at all.

And I will stumble and fall,
I'm still learning to love,
Just starting to crawl.

Say something, I'm giving up on you.
I'm sorry that I couldn't get to you.
Anywhere, I would've followed you.
Say something, I'm giving up on you.

And I will swallow my pride,
You're the one that I love,
And I'm saying goodbye.

Say something, I'm giving up on you.
And I'm sorry that I couldn't get to you.
And anywhere, I would have followed you.
Oh-oh-oh-oh say something, I'm giving up on you.

Say something, I'm giving up on you.
Say something.


**(A/N): Hey, guys! I suck for not updating for 2 months, I know. But I've been SO busy, I barely got any time. I hope you all liked this chapter, I'd typed about half of it a month ago, but I never got to complete it, sadly. I'm probably not gonna update soon, so hang in tight! Anyway, hope you all had a Merry Christmas, and here's wishing all of you a happy and prosperous new year in advance!**

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