Baby Bieber (Sequel to Justin's Girl)

I'm in my 9th month of carrying Justin's baby. Justin is now heading on Tour, which is not helping me at all. We fought about it many times but the decision was finally; he was leaving. Do I go with him? Is the baby a boy or a girl? Does our love last? Does he choose his music over his family?


27. Chapter 26

  Justin's P.O.V

  I ended up sleeping in my car till the morning where I had a massive hang over but was able to drive. I drove to the hotel we were at packing my stuff, leaving the room empty. Toby still left some clothes and objects around so I packed that to just in case. After I gave the room key back and drove around some more to random places here and there where I would think Toby was at. No where. She was no where. I married her and I ruined everything. Ruined our family, are relationship, our daughters life. I parked by a near by coffee shop getting out and walking to a bench at the corner of the street sitting and watching life go by. Hours, minutes, seconds. That's till my phone buzzed from my pocket.

  To: Justin ; From: --

  I love you.

  It confused me, it could been anybody. But I got another text.

  To: Justin ; From: --

  But we aren't ment to be. I'm gone, you wont find me. You were my heart but you shattered me, you broke Miley's future without a dad, our life. Maybe we'll meet again and become friends but don't ever forget you have a daughter. The number is private so you cant track me so I love you. You were my first love and my first heartbreak. 

   I read the message what seemed to be millions of times before shutting off my phone. "You were my first love and my first heartbreak," was I. She hurt me to, like when she didn't stop me from drinking, didn't stop me from being a dick, she didn't do anything! That's why she's broken hearted. That's why. 

  I believed my own lies, and focused on blaming her instead of myself. I can't think of this right now. Not now. I walk back to my car and drive to the local gym which I've went past tons of times but never went. "Hi sir, how may I help you," a lady spoke as I entered.

  "Can I have a sign up sheet or something?"

  "Yes you may," she handed me the piece of paper with a smile. She must be happy. I quickly filled it out not really paying attention to what I was writing and gave it back. "You can head to the back right where are weights are and punching bags, and yoga balls. And to the left is stuff to work out your leg muscles."

  "Thanks," I bluntly said before going to the back right where hung big bags my size with no one in the room. They were alone, like me. I grabbed near by gloves that someone must have left on one of the benches, putting them on. I stared at the bag as if it was my mind and thoughts:

  Toby. "I love you, we'll be together forever". I hit it.

  Toby. "I'd rather live with you than my family." Hit.

  Toby. "Your my only love. I will always love you." Two hits. Three hits. Four. 

  I imagined myself wrapped around her, kissing her neck softly as she giggled in my arms. She'd whisper that it tickles and i'd continue. My heartbeat on her, beating together. Five punch. Six, seven. I love you comes from her mouth. Eight. But it was ruined, my thoughts were ruined. Why weren't you here, I heard her yell in my mind. Your such a drunk. Nine. I hate you. My body was shaking after ten before I fell to the ground and leaned against the wall balling. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you.

   But all I can say is, I hate myself too.

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