Forever And A Day (ON HOLD)

Marlee and Justin have been inseparable since kindergarten Best friends forever right? that's what it seems...but are they meant to be more? who knows...you can't help love.

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7. Always

 

 

Justin's POV:

 

So here I am...sat in the waiting room at St.Joseph's hospital in Stratford,just a couple more doors down from Marlee,my best friend,the love of my life,my sister,my everything.

 

 

I caused this.

 

 

I killed her.

 

 

All because of me...I killed my best friend.

 

 

*I rubbed my bloodshot eyes,trying to stay awake.I ran my ice cold hands in my hair,tugging at my sweaty hairline*

 

 

I killed my best friend....

 

 

I killed my best friend...

 

 

I killed my best friend...

 

 

That voice...that voice in my head,killing me from the inside.Reminding me of what I've done.

 

 

I killed my best friend...

 

 

I killed my best fr-

 

 

 

''STOP!'' I shrieked,tugging on my hair as I rocked back and fourth.

 

 

 

Out the corner of my eye I saw the eyes of the people waiting in the waiting room just like me.I ignored them and began to tap my foot again.

 

 

I can't deal with this..I need to see her,If she's dead I don't even know what I'd do with myself,that girl is my happiness,she's my world..It may sound cheesy as fuck but it's true,and right now,quite frankly I couldn't give two flying fucks on how cheesy I sound,I have more important things on my mind.

 

 

Like how you drove Marlee away from you..like you forced her to leave you,like you told her to go to hell..and that might just be where she's headed right no-

 

 

 

''SHUT UPPPPPPPPP'' I screamed again,punching the wall behind me.

 

 

 

I was sat on the floor of the waiting room,I couldn't keep still in the chairs so the secretary told me to stop disturbing the sleeping man next to me...I had enough and slammed my foot into the chair before finding a blank wall in the same room and leaning against it,head in my hands.

 

 

 

*For the 8th time this past couple of hours,tears began to trail down my face,dropping onto the white tile floor of the hospital*

 

 

 

This is all to familiar..I remember this exact wing..the floors...the rooms..the people.

 

 

 

*FLASHBACK*

 

 

*I leaned up against the chair I was sat on,staring at my 8 year old best friend sitting quietly infront of me,I smiled at her brave expression*

 

 

I watched as stitches were placed on the huge wound on her leg.

 

 

''How did you get this nasty cut?'' The doctor asked,glancing up at Marlee briefly before finishing the stitches.

 

 

''Me and Justin.'' She looked over at me and gulped,before facing him again. ''We were play fighting on the floor.'' She took a big breath as the man stuck the needle back into her leg. ''And Justin pushed me,I fell back onto the glass of the sliding door,it cracked and the pieced flew everywhere,and some landed in my leg,its hurting.'' Marlee shrieked as the doctor pulled the stitches tighter.

 

 

*Marlee's hand instantly flung over at me,as she began to whimper and cry,I grabbed her hand and gave it a big squeeze to show her everything was going to be fine*

 

 

''It's nice how your brother looks after you.'' The man smiled looking over at me.

 

 

''No,no...this is my best friend,Justin...the one who pushed me.'' Marlee smiled.

 

 

''Well..I would like you to not push Marlee into any more glass...we don't want her to come back and get more stitches,do we Marlee?'' The docter asked,glancing at her.

 

 

*Marlee shook her head violently,I chuckled*

 

 

''I promise,come on Marlee! Spongebob's new episodes on at-'' I looked at my spongebob wrist watch. ''It's starting in 15 minutes! We need to get home!'' I shrieked.

 

 

*The doctor chuckled and helped Marlee off the bed,I grabbed her hand and wrapped my arm under her armpit as she began to take baby steps towards the door*

 

 

''Tell your mom to sterilize the cuts to get rid of any infections and germs,you will need to pop back in a couple of weeks to let me check the process of the stitches,and see if they're working alright.'' The doctor smiled as he opened the door for us.

 

 

''Thank you,sir.'' I muttered,smiling up at him.

 

 

''No problem,kiddo.'' I began to walk again. ''Hey!'' he muttered.

 

 

*I stopped and looked back*

 

 

''Look after her,alright?'' He whispered.

 

 

''Always.'' I smiled as I walked out the door with Marlee by my side.

 

 

 

*END OF FLASHBACK*

 

 

I was supposed to take care of her...look after her.

 

 

*Tears were now sprinting down my face,taking over my vision,I punched the nearest wall to me leaving a dent*

 

 

I'm a fuck up...I don't deserve her..I don't deserve anyone,I killed the only girl who's ever understood me...the only girl who's stood by my side through countless hours of bullying in the playground,she didn't run..she didn't join them...she stood up for me.The girl who doesn't judge me for anything,all my little mistakes I've made,she helps me through them,she helps me learn from them...I vowed from the age of 11 that I would never let her go,I promised I would grow old together with her,have kids..marry each other,now that's all been taken away from me because of my stupid fucking mouth.

 

 

*It was a full on break down by now,the tears had reached my chin and have now dropped onto my shirt,leaving the top half of it damp with my depressing tears,I leaned my head up against the wall and looked around the wing,doctors were running past,stretch beds being carried into their assigned rooms*

 

 

 

This is all to much for me...I can't do this.

 

 

 

*With one last sniff,I began to get up*

 

 

My body is so weak...its lifeless.It's like Marlee took all my energy away from me when she wasn't with me...and now there's a possible chance she might be dead,she's completely killed me on the inside,just thinking about her lying helpless on a hospital bed wired up and fighting for her life breaks my heart,and more importantly kills me,knowing that I was the one who did this to her.

 

 

''Excuse me...urh....are you a family member of Marlee Hightower?'' A man spoke,holding a clipboard with his left hand.

 

 

*I nodded weakly*

 

 

The man still didn't catch on. ''Yes.'' I replied,standing up fully.

 

 

 

''Well,there's bad news.'' The docter sighed,shifting his weight on his foot.

 

 

 

Is she dead?

 

Is she paralysed? 

 

Is she in a coma?

 

 

''Unfortunately...Marlee's-''

 

 

 

I blanked out the rest of what he was saying,I couldn't bare to hear what this crash has caused,will she be able to walk again?

 

 

*I suddenly felt my legs collapse from beneath me,causing me to crash to the floor,strange noises were vibrating and ringing in my ears,and slowly my eyes became to fizz and become blurry,I silently shut my eyes*

 

 

I can't believe it...

 

 

Marlee has-

 

 

 

**************************

 

 

CLIFFHANGER BITCHEZZ;)

 

 

 

I KNOW WHAT HAPPENS,AND YOU DONTTT...LA LA LA LA LAAA;)

 

 

HEHEH:D

 

 

 

SO..JUSTIN'S FOUND OUT WHAT'S HAPPENED WITH MARLEE,DO YOU THINK ITS GOOD OR BAD NEWS?

 

 

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THIS CHAPTER?

 

 

THOUGHTS ON JUSTIN BLAMING HIMSELF FOR THE ACCIDENT?

 

 

DO YOU THINK ITS MARLEE OR JUSTIN'S FAULT IF YOU HAD TO PICK ONE?

 

 

 

Stay beautiful<3

 

 

Peace,love and rubber gloves<3

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