I Will Wait For You

Two people fall deeply in love, but for society is wrong because they are two boys. They did really care about society, until they knew how people could react to their relationship. They are part ofthe biggest boy band at the moment so they can't really say 'I'm gay!'
That was their secret, until one of them got to his breaking point. Where he couldn't do it anymore. He couldn't see the love of his life with another person(That's when Eleanor Calder come along), but that wasn't the worst part. The worst part was that Louis forgot everything he felt for Harry. From soul mates to strangers in no time. Harry knew that his soul mate still feel something for me, so he decide to wait. He will wait for him for ever and one more day. But what will happen when Harry gives up? Will Louis regret everything that he didn't do with his soul mate? Will they have the change to be together again like at the beginning?

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64. He's Dying

Author's POV

Louis runs to the entrance of the church and grabs the first cab. He ignores all the questions and all the noise that some fans are making, he needs to be with Harry like right now before it's too late.

'To Pitié-Salpêtrière Hospital, please?'- Louis says as soon as he gets inside the cab

All the media and fans are going nuts outside but he doesn't pay attention at all, he just wants to be Harry asap! Louis tries to control himself because he doesn't want Harry to look at him like that. Louis is thinking about the conversation he and Harry had a few hours ago, he tries to find something that can help him understand what happen to him but everything seems normal. A voice pulls him out of his thoughts

'' Vous êtes ici, L'hôpital Pitié-Salpêtrière'' the cab driver says looking at an old building

'That's the hospital?'- Louis asks confused

To be honest the hospital looks a little bit different from the hospital in the UK. This Pitié-Salpêtrière hospital looks like a museum building.

'English? No? Sure why not?'- Louis complains- 'sorry mate, this is the only thing I have to pay you'- he says taking out his watch

Louis gets off the cab and walks to the entrance of the hospital. When he is about to get in his phone rings on his pocket, He sees the id caller and it's Niall.

''Hey''

''Lou! What do you think you're doing?''

''It's okay Niall, I'm here at the hospital already''

''Dont get into trouble''

''I won't, I just want to Hazza''

''I know, but stay away from trouble''

''Yes, dad!''

''Good, on a few minutes will be there''

''Okay, I will try to get in''

''Be careful''

''Yes, bye!''

''Bye''

He hangs the call and walk to the main entrance, two security guards are there.''Pourquoi aller où, monsieur?'' One of the guards says.

'I'm'- he puts his hands on his chest- 'Louis Tomlinson'- he smiles- 'I need to see'- he puta his hands on hia eyes- 'Harry Styles'- he points at the hospital

'Pourquoi aller où, monsieur?'- he says again

Louis wishes he has pay more attention to his French class instead of been just messing around

'I need to see my boyfriend!'- he says without adding any hand gestures

'Excusez-moi monsieur, mais nous ne pouvons pas laisser passer sans savoir qui vient à l'hôpital'- he says

'English?'- he asks curious- 'HOLY SHIT! IM FUCKING LOUIS TOMLINSON AND I JUST WANT TO SEE MY BOYFRIEND HARRY STYLES BEFORE IT'S TOO LATE, CAN YOU DO THAT FOR ME?'- He screams

'Excusez-moi monsieur, vous devez être calme ou être arrêté'- he says in a serious tone

'I DON'T SPEAK FRENCH!'- Louis yells again

'Vous devez être calme ou être arrêté'- he guard says getting next to Louis

''Messieurs Désolé, mais cet idiot ne parle pas français et ne peuvent donc pas expliquer la raison pour laquelle cela ici, Il est juste ici parce que son ami Harry Styles a été hospitalisé d'urgence et nous voulons connaître l'état physique de l'amour de sa vie'' a voice says from behind, Louis could know that voice anywhere but he didn't know that the person speaks French.

'Niall?'- Louis asks confused

'Sh! be quite, I'm trying to save your bum here'- he smiles

'Quel est votre nom?'- he talks to Niall

'Je suis Niall Horan et Louis Tomlinson!'- Niall says pointing at Louis

'très bien, mais il doit s'excuser et mon collègue a été offensé parce qu'il ne parle pas le français'- The guard says looking at Louis

'très bien'- Niall says to the guard- 'Lou say this: Je suis désolé, vraiment, je ne voulais pas offenser mais mon français n'est pas très bon'

Without knowing what he was saying Louis repeats after Niall.

'Merci, et peut passer'- The guard says smiling

Louis and Niall walk to the hospital, Louis looks at Niall and smiles

'What did I say to the guard?'- Louis asks curious

'That you’re an idiot'- Niall laughs

'What?'- He yells

'Just kidding, you just apologized'- He smiles

'Idiot!'- Louis laughs- 'I didn’t know you speak French!'

'Well, I just use Google Translate on my way here, you know just to explain why we’re here!'- Niall smiles

''Bonjour, messieurs, que je peux aider?'' A female voice says with a friendly smile on her face

'Bonjour, Nous sommes la famille de Harry Styles, le stage était juste dans cet hôpital emegencia!'- Niall says smiling at the receptionist

'vous êtes son frère? cousine? ou un proche parent?'- She says

'non, je suis bandmate, mais il est le petit ami de Harry'- Niall says pointing at Louis

'copain?'- She asks confused

'Oui, le petit ami'- Niall says in a happy tone- 'alors nous pouvons avoir l'information en santé Harry Styles?'

'vous, donnez-moi quelques secondes pour charger des informations sur mon ordinateur'- She says looking at her computer

'I used Google translate my ass!'- Louis laughs- 'What are you two talking about?'- Louis asks anxious

'About you and Harry!'- Niall smiles

'really? What is she saying?'- Louis says smiling like an idiot

'Yeah, right now she is getting information about Harry’s health condition!'- Niall says looking at the lady in front of him

'Eh bien, voici une bonne Harry lui encore dans la salle d'opération, le médecin n'a toujours pas donné d'informations sur votre santé'- she says in a sad tone

'ok, que le médecin quitte la salle d'opération qui peuvent habisar famille Styles Harry est ici'- Niall smiles at Louis- 'Let’s go! '- Niall says making Louis walk

They walk to the waiting room, Louis is heartbroken and nothing that Niall does or says can make him feel better.

'Louis!'- Niall says sadly

'What happen?'- Louis smile

'I have something for you'- Niall pauses- 'He told me to give it to you'

'What is it?'- Louis asks curious

'I don’t know, its an envelope ….'- Niall says looking for the envelope- 'here!'

Louis takes the envelope and sees Harry’s handwriting that says 'Louis', he smiles and takes a deep breath before opening the envelope. He takes a few more deep breaths and takes out the letter …

 

Dear Boo Bear,

      I guess I can call you 'Boo Bear' since this is the last letter Im writing...... Oh God! It's hard for me to write this letter knowing that this is the last letter Im going to write for you. I Love you so much, I think I never gonna stop loving you .... At first I was going to write something short but my mind keeps giving me ideas and telling things that I should say that I didn't because I was controlled by them, well that plan basically failed because there are so many things that I need to tell you that I haven't say them yet ......

 

        One of the things that I never had the courage to say it's that I don't want to leave you, I really don't even though you seem to forget everything that we live together. How can a person just get up and leave the person that they are completely in love with!? Yep you read it right, I still love you more than my own life. I've loved you for so long, three years to be specific. I was, I'm and I always will be so madly, deeply in love with you and it has slowly been eating away at me. I just want to make sure you understand that this is not your fault, don't ever blame yourself for this ..... You gave me hope for a brighter future but I guess a glimmer of hope can't last so long before it completely disappears and soon enough I found myself stuck in the darkness...... You know I don't want to say my goodbyes yet, I'm here sitting in the kitchen table writing this letter as I remember every single thing we did together.

         

        I remember that first time that I ever saw your face, you were a lovely 18 year old boy with most beautiful crystal blue eyes I ever seem. A beautiful smiles that bright up the world like nothing else, I remember that I fall for you at first sign as soon as I saw you. Something inside me told me you were the one, in boot camp I couldn't  help but looked at you from the distance. You know I am so deep in love with your beautiful voice, I though/think is the most beautiful voice ever. I was so sad when I thought I was off the x factor but fate had a plan that was crystal clear and eventually you and I ended up in the same boy band. I remember the feeling of falling in love for the first time... It was as if everybody had frozen around us except we were still moving, each day and every time I looked at you my breath would always be taken away .... Days turned into weeks and still our love was still growing strong. I knew one day I wanted to marry you and spend the rest of my life with you .... But the thing is that such a young age we are ignorant and think forever is possible to reach. My first love (your love) changed me and not in a good way to say the least.....

      Do you remember our first kiss? Not the one where we kissed in our lips but the one I gave to you when you were sick. I was so nervous, but suddenly I found my lips on your forehead. I felt your hot skin on my soft lips, I remember you had fever, I ran away from you after I kissed you. (Hopefully your mind its giving you the image) A few days later we had our first real conversation, a conversation where none of us ran away.

      I was afraid to fall in love with you, I was afraid that one day we were going to be separated, just like we are right know, lately I've been living my worst nightmare! You know the feeling where you can feel yourself slowly becoming attached to someone? You've been in love before but after it crashed and burned you assured yourself you would never get into something quite like that ever again, but then you met someone and it all suddenly starts to change and you're scared, scared to give out your heart once again, scared that maybe he doesnt feel the same to you in return, I slowly became attached to you and I was scared. You know, I remember all the promises we made, special one. We promise that we would always keep in touch, but that promise was broken just like our love. 8 months later you talked to me and the boys, except this wasnt a normal 'How you doing?' talk. It was a talk that formed another hole in my heart, you invited us to come to your wedding. I couldn't believe it, I remember that one day we also made a promise that one day we were going to get marry but just like everything else in my life that promise was broken too.

      I never learned the definition of love. I suppose love is when you've been together such a long time and you still get those pesky butterflies when they walk into the same room .... I suppose love is when they're on your mind all day and even appear in your dreams .... I suppose love is even when you have those late night arguments but you can’t go to bed without telling them 'I Love you', that’s love .... Thats what we used to have, but apparently that was enough for you .....

     Do you remember when you tweeted that Larry was the biggest bullshit? September 16, 2012! Do you know the feeling when you read something and your heart drops and shatters instantly? Imagine the pain I felt when I saw that my love, my best friend, my soul mate, my everything posted that our love was bullshit. There are not enough words to string together and form an explanation of how much pain that caused and still causing me .... Every since that bullshit post everybody around me seems to see my love for you as a complete joke and it hurts, but guess what? I still love you more than my own life ..... Im not telling you this so you can feel guilty about it, Im just telling you this so you can realized how much I loved /love and always love you!

      People say what doesnt kill you makes you stronger, I've come to the conclusion that I wish I was dead instead as I'm not getting any stronger at all ..... Im haunted with thoughts late at night constantly questioning where I went wrong to let you slip out of my life..... This isn't making me stronger, in fact it's making me worse. You may be with her right know but one thing will never change, she will never be what we once were.

     You know, Im not really a difficult person for the most part I just crave the simple things in life ... I wanted/want to express myself and show the world who I am. I wanted to be able to walk down the street holding your hand. Really I'm not a difficult person, it's my life that's becoming difficult ......

    It's hard to say goodbye that's why I'm doing it through this letter. I don't have the heart to say goodbye in person, I don't really want to see your reaction when I say I'm leaving (I still thinking you care about me)...... Please tell the boy I love them, please tell them that everything is for my own good, you will understand later on when you read my other letter because I'm 100% sure you will read this one first, at least if Niall does what I will tell him to do .....

    Lou you need to make sure the boys don't stop singing because of me, you have to keep going because of the fans! I tried to keep going but I'm at the point where I can't take it anymore and I know you guys are stronger than me, so please don't give up. Believe me I always going to be there for you guys, I'll be behind a computer supporting you guys! Make sure to tell the boys how much I love them, please dont share this letter with anybody, this words are only for you to read.

     You know I'll miss all this, our tours, our time recording new music, all the fun we had on stage. Stage, I hated been standing so close to you on stage with a huge crowd of fans (THE MOST AMAZING FANS IN THE ENTIRE WORLD) screaming the night away .... Instead of feeling so close, I feel rather far away. We could make interaction but punishment would come the very next day. We were controlled and no longer had any say.

    I gonna miss the fans ..... Our Larry shippers, oh Lord! Our Larry shippers, they are the most amazing people on earth. Its amazing how they believe in a love that we never confirmed. Its incredible how much hate they got because they believe in us, but guess what? They stood by our side and believe in our love even when you kept saying 'it's bullshit'. They're so amazing! I love how they believe, ship, support a love that wasnt even theirs. Can I ask you another favor? Dont ever say or post that our love was bullshit; please dont hurt our Larry shippers again! If one day you decide to say that we had something, please make sure to tell them how much I loved/love them and make sure to show them two letters that I wrote specially for them .....

     You know, as time passed I learned one thing. I learned that as time goes by the feelings change, especially when two people who love each other are separated.

Spring: I fall in love with a boy who has soft crystal blue eyes and an angelic voice.

Summer: we would stay up all night and talk about everything thats to come on our journey of life together.

Fall: We spend our nights together watching scary movies and cooking each other dinner.

Winter: You told me, you changed your mind and that I wasnt what you wanted anymore.

Feelings change as seasons go by. If you would have told me 4 years later I would spend my nights drinking away the pain, I wouldnt believe you. If you would have told me that I would be forced away from the boy I love, I wouldnt believe you. If you would have told me that falling in love would bring me so much pain, I wouldnt believe you because at the age of 16 years old everything was going just right ... Now Im 20 and my life is constant fight!

     Well I think this is it, I just want to thank you for everything! Thank you for giving me the 3 most amazing years of my life. I Love you more than my own life!

     Like a very nice gentleman once said ''Mostly I wish you joy, Joy is the most important thing in life, whenever it can be found'' I wish you the best, and believe me no matter where I am, I always going to think about you, I always be protecting you from wherever I am .... I'll love you until the ends of time! I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU....      
                                                             

                                                               Yours Forever, Hazza

Louis can’t stop sobbing; he can believe that someone that it’s so important to him is taken away from him without any warming or goodbye. But that is just beginning because things just get worse; the doctor comes to the waiting room and takes to them.  Eleanor, Liam, Danielle, Perrie, Lou, Paul, Zayn are in the waiting room with Niall and Louis.

''Harry Styles’ family '' a French accent says

'Me! I'm his boyfriend!'- Louis says without wasting any time

'I'm Doctor Boyer, I'm Harry's doctor'- He says smiling

'Nice to meet you'- Louis greets- 'How is he?'

'He's ….. he's dying'

'WHAT?'- Louis screams

'Louis, calm down!'- Eleanor says hugging him

'What do you mean he's dying?'- Louis asks heartbroken

'He has leukemia, and it's not been so easy on him …'

'Leukemia?'- Louis whispers

'Yes, you didn’t know about it?'- The doctor asks confused

'No, but what can we do to save his life?'- Louis says anxious

'The situation is complicated …..'

'COME ON! STOP DOING THAT!'- Louis says frustrated

Louis can’t take it anymore and the doctor is not helping him at all, he just wants to see him, to be with him as soon as possible.

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Hola mis hermosos lectores!!!!! JK when I’m excited I write or speak Spanish! (SORRY)  how are you beautiful people? The end is near, Im just can believe it! Its been so amazing all this time I spend writing this fiction, I honestly don’t thank you guys enough for taking the time to read this fiction so THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU! You guys are so incredible! Please leave your comments in the section; you know they mean the entire world for moi! FYI I’m already writing a new fiction! It’s another Larry Stylinson one, its call 'It’s IN His DNA' I’m really excited to upload that one :) As usual new chapter is coming out on SUNDAY, don’t forget to come back and check it out! Love you guys from the bottom of my heart, Astrid :)x 

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