I Will Wait For You

Two people fall deeply in love, but for society is wrong because they are two boys. They did really care about society, until they knew how people could react to their relationship. They are part ofthe biggest boy band at the moment so they can't really say 'I'm gay!'
That was their secret, until one of them got to his breaking point. Where he couldn't do it anymore. He couldn't see the love of his life with another person(That's when Eleanor Calder come along), but that wasn't the worst part. The worst part was that Louis forgot everything he felt for Harry. From soul mates to strangers in no time. Harry knew that his soul mate still feel something for me, so he decide to wait. He will wait for him for ever and one more day. But what will happen when Harry gives up? Will Louis regret everything that he didn't do with his soul mate? Will they have the change to be together again like at the beginning?

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69. Harry's Letters (Part 5)

Author's POV

Louis takes a cab, he doesn't want to drive and he thinks he can read more letter on his way to the hospital. The cab is at the building's entrance in 10 minutes, Louis takes the letter, the engagement ring, his phone and his wallet. Making his way down to the lobby he can hear a crowd outside. He knows their fans want to know about Harry's health but Louis is not the person they want to ask. Louis adjusts his beanie and sunglasses before stepping out of the building. He walks to the cab without answering any of the questions that fans and paparazzi are asking him. As soon as he's inside the cab he takes his sunglasses off and begins to read the letter ....

Dear Boo,

   You know I'm not feeling really good lately. I feel weak, I don't know sometimes my vision goes blurry and I'm scared. I'm sacred because you're not next to me, I know if you were everything would be okay but I don't know I'm scared....

   I don't want to go to the hospital, you know how much I hate hospital. But if I don't feel good I'll have to go even though the hospital scent make me sick....

   In other news I'm getting ready for our date, I know I haven't call you but today is our anniversary so I know will remember it :) I'm so nervous!

   I can't wait anymore to see you, I want to give you the surprise already! I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you!

    Yours Forever, Hazza

Without wasting any time or doing anything else, Louis grabs the next letter which seems to be letter 81 ....

Louis,

   How could you? How could you forget such an important day for us? How could you forget that today is our 3rd anniversary? I guess I was the only one who was excited about it because I called you and you told me you have a date with Eleanor. A date with Eleanor on our anniversary! Do you still love me?

   You know I had plan to propose to you today ...

Louis gasps uncontrollably, he takes the box out of his jacket and starts at it. He's sobbing so hard that the cab's driver puts his attention on him

''Are you okay son?'' He says trying to look at the road instead of Louis

'Yeah, just drive to the hospital as soon as possible'- Louis says as he puts his attention back to the letter

   You know I had plan to propose to you today, I was going to ask you to marry me. Today was supposed to be the best day of our life, I know for sure it was going to be the best day of my life....

    Do you want to know something? I still love you with all my soul. I'll never stop loving you! Never in a millions years .... and don't worry if you find it out until you read my letters because I know if we ended up together you will never read this letters .....

     I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you!

    Yours Forever, Hazza

Louis examines the letter one more time, he notices the tears drop on the paper. He traces his fingertips on them, he can tell Harry cried when he wrote this letter. He puts the letter at the side and open the box. His eyes are glue to the engagement ring, its beautiful. He traces his finger all over the circle shape, feeling the cold metal on his fingertips. He closes his eyes and make up the scene of both f them together, Harry proposing to him and he saying 'yes'. The fanny thing is that Louis wanted to propose to Harry on the same day, for the same occasion. They say soul mates have the ability to mirror each others actions and it looks like Louis wanted the same that night to make his loves surprise. Louis examines the ring carefully, he notices some letter on the interior of the ring. Hr looks closer and figures out what the ring says  'Louis Styles 08/17/13' Louis takes the ring and press it against his heart.  He can feel the circle item making a mark on his skin but he doesn't care, he just wants to feel Harry close to him. After a few minutes of crying and sobbing Louis goes back to the letters ....

Dear Boo,

    I can't stay mad at you and you know that. No matter what you do to me I can't never stay mad at you. You know I cut myself again, I know I promise you I wouldn't do it again but apparently it's the only way that I have to express myself. It's the only way I can express everything I feel, it's like showing on my show how my inside is ....

    I started with one cut, then I did one more, after that I couldn't stop. One cut after another after another and so on until I saw all the blood on my thigh and I stop. The blood ran through my leg until it reached my ankle....

   I'm sorry, I didn't mean to write that but it's this or releasing all my anger on my thighs .... I'm sorry

     -Yours Forever, Hazza

Without wasting any time Louis puts the letter back and grabs the next one ....

Dear Boo,

   The beauty of scars us that they help tell a story of who we were, who we are and who we want to be ....

   I could lightly trace my fingers over each and every scar to tell you exactly why it's there ....

   For instance the scar on my lower left wrist is there because that was the day you left me and I became addicted to this twisted form of art....

   The beauty of scars is that they are the only thing besides my broken heart that can link me back to you ....

     -Your Forever, Hazza

After he finishes the letter he just thinks about Harry's scars on his wrists and his tights that he saw when they came back to London. He puts the letter at the side and grabs the next one ....

Dear Boo,

    If you would have told me 3 years later I would spend my nights drinking away the pain, I wouldn't believe you ....

    If you would have told me that I would be forced away from the boy I love, I wouldn't believe you ....

    If you would have told me that falling in love would bring me so much pain, I wouldn't believe you ....

    Because at the age of 16 years old everything was going just right .... Now I'm 19 and my life is a constant fight

   - Your Forever, Hazza

Louis can't stop sobbing  he feels like everything around him is falling apart and he can't do anything to stop it. He takes some deep breaths and grabs the next letter ....

Dear Boo,

    All it takes is just a simple song to bring back million memories ....

    So why do I find myself constantly replaying the song over and over again?

    I don't want the memories but at the same time they are the only thing I have left to remember you....

A moment,
A love,
A dream,
A laugh,
A kiss,
A cry,
Our rights,
Our wrongs

     -Yours Forever, Hazza

Louis doesn't even try to waste time asking why he didn't notice anything before, it wouldn't change anything anyways. He places the letter back as he grabs the next one....

Dear Boo,

    Once you have found your soul mate that connection can never be undone....

    They'll remain with you everywhere you're traveling in life no matter which path you choose to go by ....

    They aren't perfect and neither are we, but together they can make the perfect two....

    Green eyes met blue eyes most of all I met you .... I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you!

    Yours Forever, Hazza

Once again Louis places back the old letter and grabs the next one ....

Dear Boo,

    There are certain things in life that you have the ability to control, but you can't control fate and you can't stop love from happening even if it's FORBIDDEN ....

    When we first met I knew in that instant we would spend forever with each other .... it was in that moment when my heart and mind went all fuzzy .... It was in that moment that my soul connected with yours.

    It was nice to meet you, you're my other half and always will no matter what .... I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you!

    Yours Forever, Hazza

Louis smiles at the fact that Harry wrote a lot of I love you's on the end of the letter. Without thinking it twice Louis grabs the next letter ....

Dear Larry Shippers,

    Don't listen to the words that everyone hears, listen to the words that are silent and not often spoken ....

    Don't always believe what media throws in your faces, believe what the cameras don't show and what the newspaper don't print ....

    You'll find that sometimes the things that are most hidden are the things that are most true .... Louis and I will fight and all that, it's normal but I love him so much I can't stay mad at him, he's my sunshine and I just love him to pieces like I love every single one of you ....

   -Harry

He smiles at himself as he grabs the next letter ....

Dear Boo,

    A ship and a compass go together like the sky and the clouds ....

    Our love may reach a point where we don't know where to go and we can't travel down the once traveled sea .... Your compass will lead and tell me which way to go, much like the clouds trust in the sky to keep them floating way up high ....

    You'll guide me back to shore where we can continue our love free as the clouds in the beautiful sky and we won't get lost anymore ..... I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you!

    Yours Forever, Hazza

''I Love you'' Louis whispers as he opens the next letter ....

Dear Boo,

    I have memorized every single thing about your beautiful self ....

    The way your eyebrows raise when you look out at the crowd, the way your bright smile quickly fades to a frown when you are forced to do something against your will. The way the beat of your tiny but caring heart increases by seconds when we are together....

    You're my favorite book to read and memorize, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you!

    Yours Forever, Hazza

Louis giggles to the fact that Harry memorized every single little thing about himself. He bits his lower lip as he opens the next letter ....

Dear Boo,

    To many people home is the one place you can count on for comfort and security ....

    My home is constantly changing locations as we travel around the world, if you haven't notice my home is not a single place but rather a person ....

    Home it's whenever I'm with you! I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you!

    Yours Forever, Hazza

''Cheesy Hazza'' Louis says as he opens the next letter ....

Dear Boo,

    If there comes a day in the future when we get torn apart please always know that you'll be in my heart ....

    Even if our love burns out and dies in front of my two eyes, please always know that you'll be in my heart, always!

    I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you!

    Yours Forever, Hazza

Louis can't contain the tears on his eyes so he lets them  run down his cheeks, he thinks how things could be right now of they never agreed to hide their love. He hopes that one day Harry and him can be together for ever. Louis puts his attention back to the letters and grabs the next one which seems to be letter number 93 ....

Dear Boo,

    There comes a moment when a broken soul makes eye contact with another broken soul and for that moment both of their souls are connected and are not longer broken! I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you!

    Yours Forever, Hazza

Louis smiles at the fact that Harry could be so cheesy sometimes but he still think is so adorable when Harry does that. Without thinking about it twice he grabs the next letter....

Dear Boo,

    You know, Eleanor tried to talked to me about something a few days ago. I didn't pay much attention because I was busy but she seems like if she needed to tell me something important....

    I wish I could talk to you right now, I miss your presence in my life, I miss your loud and contagious laugh, I miss your beautiful voi- well I hear your voice almost every day. I hadn't write bout it but your voice still here with me. I hear you whenever I am and I'm glad because that's the only 'real' thing that's left of you ....

    I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you!

    Yours Forever, Hazza

Louis worries about the voices, he knows it's not normal on Harry but somehow he's happy because Harry wasn't alone all the time. With a smile from ear to ear Louis opens the next letter ....

Dear Boo,

    You call me today!  I tried to sound mad at you but you know that's not possible. I can't be mad at you, I just can't....

    I'm excited because I'm going to your flat, you want to talk to me .... oh Lord! I can't believe how nervous I am :/ it feels like a bunch of butterflies are having a party in my stomach.

    I don't know what you want to talk to me about but hopefully you will tell me that you want to come back with me :) maybe that's too much to ask for but a boy can dream, right?  I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you, I Love you!

    Yours Forever, Hazza

Louis begins to sob uncontrollably,  he can't believe that Harry was expecting him to come back home but instead he told him that he didn't love him anymore. Louis' whole body is shaking, he feels a cold energy running through his entire body. He feels butterflies flying everywhere inside his stomach,  he feels so sick that he thinks he's going to throw up but what is he going to throw up if he hasn't eat anything since they came back from France? Louis wants to know what the next letter says, he has an idea but he wants to read it. He takes the envelope on his hands as he examines it carefully.

''We're here!'' The cab driver informs him

Louis looks outside and he sees all the media and fans that are outside the hospital, he knows he can get inside the hospital by himself. He takes out his phone and deals Paul's number. Paul is outside the hospital in record time, he smiles at Louis as soon as he reaches the cab's door. ''Thank you'' Louis says as he pays to the cab's driver ''my pleasure'' he says with a smile from ear to ear. Louis gets out of the can knowing that soon he will be able to see the love of his life. Everything is going as Louis planned, get out if the cab and go to Harry's side. Suddenly a paparazzi comes to him and asks him something, Louis is to the point where can take it anymore and he can't believe how he could dare to ask that. Louis feels like if fire is running through his veins instead of blood.

''How the fuck you dare to ask me that!?'' Louis says in a sassy tone.

'I'm sorry it was just a simple question'- the paparazzi says trying to control Louis' anger

'My best friend is dying on the stupid hospital bed and you dare to ask me when I'm getting marry?'- Louis asks sarcastically

''No more questions'' Paul says before the paparazzi can say something else. Paul guides Louis to the hospital,  he tries to control himself, but still he can believe what that stupid paparazzi asked him.

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Vas Happenin' my loving readers? *Zayn's sexy bad ass accent*

 

So how do you like Harry's letters so far? Do you like it?  You hate them?  Please leave your comments in the section below, you know they mean the entire world for me! Thank you so much to every single one of you who take the time to read and to write your comments, I love you to death! Once again I'm using some of @larrypoet work so credit to her for that, follow her on Instagram you wont regret it, she's an amazing writer! Thank you, Thank you, Thank you, Thank you, Thank you, Thank you, Thank you, Thank you, Thank you, Thank you, Thank you, Thank you, Thank you, Thank you, Thank you, Thank you, Thank you, Thank you, Thank you, Thank you for everything that you guys do, YOU GUYS ROCK! As usual (and hopefully) new chapter is coming out tomorrow or Sunday, don't forget to come back and check it out! Love you to pieces, Astrid :)x

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